I’m tired of... |
I’m tired of being tired of everything. Optimism is far from the reality that’s kicking me everyday. I mean, shit’s pretty good right now, but it’s just there. I’m starti... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:09:00 PST |
The sacrifices that i make dont change much in my life, but they feel right... |
I quit Stray Bomb yesterday, after I think about a year (maybe more) of playing with those who are and will always be my best friends, my family. Its sad. But it's best. At the end of the day, I have ... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:33:00 PST |
Lack of enthusiam is taking its toll... |
I seem to be the only one excited about my cast coming off. I wish it wasn't that way. Why can't others be excited that i'm going to be able to tour? That i'll be back sooner than expected. That my li... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 01:15:00 PST |
I like to suffer in a silent way... |
I'm trapped. Falling into a spiral of shit even I can't seem to smell quite acutely. Forget pain. Forget tyranny. My life is now and it's tearing away at my insides. Seeing has no substance now.Who ca... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 01:41:00 PST |
I’m convinced that my guts have shit for brains... |
I always think somethings up. I always think people are conspiring against me. I hate that feeling. I can never just be happy. Somethings always got to go wrong immediately. I couldn't sleep at all la... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 08:35:00 PST |
She said she wants something different... |
i hate broken promises. please dont tell me you're gonna do something and then not do it. it doesnt matter what it is. small or big. ive made a vow to myself that if i make a promise i do it, no matte... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 10:15:00 PST |
It’s true there is a color divide. It’s not black or white. It’s green. |
I don't know. I'm bored. Lonely. Pissed off. Exhausted from over-analyzing. Blind. I want my fucking glasses already. Hopefully tomorrow. I realized I don't have many friends. That's not neccesarily a... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 04:56:00 PST |
Itll take some time... |
I'm doing pretty fucking good right now. I'm broke as shit, in debt a lot more than I can handle at the moment, and about to tour with no money or finished cd or merch. That stuff is falling into... Posted by Just Plain Jimmy. (R.I.P. Colin Levy, mi familia.) on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 12:52:00 PST |