I am Private Pilot Abilene. Served in Iraq where a grenade went off near my face scarring most of the left half. But I am a survivor, a veteran. But I am not alone. Many have tried to do what we do and a lot have failed but where they have failed we have survived. We watch those who have fallen and those who are the blessed angels trying to get by. My best friend is Ronald Taverner. He is a pimp and pimps do not commit suicide.