I realized something about the way things play out in my life. This is not the way I want things to go, it was an odd observation. I was bowling one night, yes, bowling, and I was either getting a strike or a gutter ball on most set-ups. And I thought it was funny that I was trying to spin the ball the same each time, and I was either guttering or knocking all the pins down, this made me think about my life and games and stuff, and I had a epiphany, that when I go for something, or live, or games, whatever it is, I either have thrown that perfect strike, just nailed it, won, can't be beat, or no matter what adjustments I make, or what I'm trying to get at, I can barely scratch the pins. Like I said, this is not what I want, this is a revelation from one philosophical game of bowling. I don't reach for the stars and hit the moon, I either get to the stars or I can't jump off the ground. Either I'm on fire and swish every shot, or I'm shooting airballs, no matter what my demeanor is. Once I realized this, I was able list off countless times it has gone either way. This is something I want to change, but I thought it would an interesting about me description. At least I'm not destined for mediocrity. I'll either make hits or bombs at this rate.I love a real conversation, I don't have a temper for the most part, it's hard to make me mad. I act, play poker, and study martial arts right now. I feel like the things I do professionally stripped down breaks down to observing another right in front of me and acting accordingly. I feel like I'm a student of those around me. I like to live in the moment but find myself constantly analyzing. I prefer spontaneity but often find myself considering. Nothing makes me truly happy but achieving goals I've set out in front of me, and the more obstacles, the greater the feeling. I live for moments of true feeling, and true emotion, and I find that in aesthetics mostly, but in relationships and risks and experiences as well.I'm sarcastic, I'm warm hearted. I'm mean, but you never feel like I mean it. If I do something you don't like, and tell me, I stop. If you laugh at my jokes, I really like you. I take things seriously, but force myself not to care and be light hearted about it. I can be the butt of your joke, but I will embarrass you as much as I can at the next opportunity. If a person makes a mistake, even a big one, that hurts you, I believe intently on the person that I know who they are and giving a second chance. I think coldly of the man who is shallow enough not to. Be the bigger man, always.I get along with an odd variety of people. I am me with all of these people but I do adjust. With some people, it will be really friendly talk, making clean jokes and talking of the future, others we cut each other down just for fun(no one gets upset). Some I talk of ethereal things in a conservative manner, and others I say things that would offend the unoffendable. I'm not pretending, I'm just participating :DAs the general rule of thumb, I'm not literally critical of people and what they create or say. If I don't like something, I'd rather think about how they came to do or say or create that, and why they would think it was good, rather than formulate a hard nosed opinion. Ironically, I'm very opinionated, but most of the time, I won't force my opinion on you, MOST of the time :DIF LOS ANGELES IS MY WIFE, THEN VEGAS IS MY MISTRESS
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