Knowing people who are at least half as interested in liberating themselves as they are in discussing the oppressive forces of the world. Reading. Writing. Painting. Drawing. Looking at paintings and drawings. Ovaltine. My bed. Live performances of almost anything. Being brutally attached to some fucked-up ideal about truth. Scallion pancakes. Subjectivity vs. Objectivity in the Heavy Weight Championship of the World. The ocean and everything in it. Having it be okay to be touched. Touching others, but not just in that sexual way. Mango smoothies. Making jokes and laughing at the absurdity of the way shit shakes out sometimes. Photography and film. Egyptology. Sculpture. Denial, rage, guilt, bargaining, deferral, acceptance, backsliding into rage then attempting to extract myself through positive meditation; resolution. Not math. Non-adherence to dogma that doesn't make sense to me. Spin art and other chaotic assembleges. Sculpture. My bike. Trying alternatives. Giving a shit. Fuckinglongwalksonbeaches. Cursing and word accretion. Abstractions.
I can't even get started.
Seriously- find Cemetery Man and watch it:
Halfway Home is my new favorite show. I fucking love Serenity Johnson and Carly Barzac. But I couldn't tell you the night and time to watch it. There are very few programs I follow and basically none that I care too much if I miss.
I miss you, Kurt. Damn, I gotta write that letter to Salinger before he croaks.