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it's a new dawn...it's a new day...it's a new life...FOR ME... and I'm feeling GOOOOOD!

About Me

Lyrics I'm Feeling Right Now

Incubus ~ Drive

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the
Fear take the wheel and steer.
It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal.
But lately I am beginning to find that
I should be the one behind the wheel.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before and it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found.
So whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes. Yeah.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
Would you choose water over wine...
Hold the wheel and drive?
So whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes. Yeah.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there

GENERAL UPDATE

3/21/2007 TIME: 11:53am

wowzers....on the weather that is. What the hell is wrong with philth-adelphia. I mean it is spring one day then freaking winter the next. I don't quite understand and I have been here for five years...you think I would get it by now. LOL. Well aside from the weather issues which have been the direct reason as to why I have been sick lately. Makes me miss Virginia at least it was steady weather.
PLAY Been hanging out here and there a couple of drunken nights or 5...but still hanging in there. Actually trying to slow it down a bit. I just recently had a get-together with my girls (even Lisa I don't want you to feel left out cause you know I love you!!!!). It was Keya and I at first then I get the phone call to have a little shindig of "Wine and Wawa" gotta love our classyness. LOL. So then Rachelle and Kelly show up with a shitload of goodies from Wawa and a bottle of smooth Pinot Noir and the festivities began with 'High Fidelity' (awesome movie). Later on Lindsey and my girl Chizuru came through and it was an soiree filled with laughter and good stories of the past that brightens all of our futures.
WORK Just made it back to the day job. I had been out for a little while cause I hadn't been feeling to well. Still waiting to hear back from the New York job. I shall be patient. Seems very promising though from what I have heard from some sources inside. Aside from that. I think that I really need to set aside some time to work on my portfolio some more...cause I keep saying that I will and I don't end up doing it...so I will be getting a move on.
uh... Lately several people around me have been experiencing heartbreak... loss... defeat... hopelessness... lonliness...among the other emotions that tend to bring anyone in that particular situation to a lesser version of themselves. What has made having the friends that we do meaningful in our lives is that they are always there to catch us when we fall, regardless as to whether it is a phonecall, a hug, pat on the back to let me know it is okay, dropping everything to come to the rescue. Friendship matters to me a great deal and I would like to thank all the people that have been there for me and I hope you know I would be there for you. (I know this sounds corny...but it's the truth)
Ciao,
Jazzyfizzlesticks MCGEE

BEFORE YOU TRY TO ADD ME AS A FRIEND COULD YOU PLEASE DROP A LINE...I LIKE TO FEEL OUT PEOPLE'S PERSONALITIES BEFORE I ADD THEM....I DON'T JUST ADD ANYBODY AND EVERYBODY'S MOMS!

So hey to the everyday peeps on myspace....I am finally a recent graduate with honors as of 6/16/06 and let me tell you, I am ready for whatever the world has to offer. I just recieved my Bachelor of Science degree in Multimedia and Web Design. WHOO HOO!!!!
Aside from that as many that have met me already know. I have been working like a maniac already. I am going to be in the process of updating my portfolio site www.mielleuxdesign.com so definately look out for the updates. YEP YEP.
I'm just trying to continue through life with a postive vibe so the same can be returned...ya dig. Definately trying to meet people that are on the same wavelength if you will....and by sayin that I mean musical taste (although I like most genres), personality (cause I'm pretty outgoing), and strength as an individual - because those are the people who don't let the world get them down.....
ciao peeps.

My Interests

People...I love people...I don't know what it is...but I love surrounding myself with people. I hate being alone. But it can't just be anyone. I don't like thugs or wanna-be's. I like people who are down-to-earth, not too showy. I can't stand cocky sons-of-bitches...that just irks me completly. The more original you are...the more I'll like ya.

Along the same lines...I feel that most people should surround themselves with those who are going to be positive influences in thier lives...I have had a lot of people that were negative influences so I can only say otherwise.... As the days pass I hope to find more clarity in seeking those individuals who stand out and will eventually matter most in my life. Not the people who are fake to your face and stab you in the back....genuine and kind individuals.

I like long walks (I walk everywhere), I love nature, sunsets, still scenes of serenity, wine, closing my eyes and feeling the world, art, poetry, life (if I'm not in a bad mood), clarity, food (lot's of it -- fatty), different cultures, diversity, adaptability, reciprocity, dancing-----I LOVE TO DANCE, singing, humming, whispering sweet nothings, caressing, holding, massages, GOD I COULD GO ON FOREVER...just ask.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet individuals who have dreams and aspirations that they hope to achieve...individuals that are there own person...not a mockery and have something to offer instead of the meager "yo baby, wassup" and "can I get your number".

I would like to meet individuals that have a beauty in themselves and express it in there own means...Uniqueness in itself is beauty...and I feel that the more unique you are...the more you will shine....

I don't want to meet people who are only about one thing...(and you know what that is) I want to meet people with a sense of intellect, someone I can hold a conversation with...people that make me laugh...(a joke or two with cleverness)...

Keep me guessing...keep me on my toes...that's all I ask for....

....and more

Movies:

Great Expectations, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, High Tension, Closer, Proof, Kill Bill, Minority Report, Munich, Lucky # Slevin, Dark Crystal, 25th Hour, The Constant Gardener, Zoolander, 21 Grams, Man On Fire, Love Me If You Dare, Trainspotting, Crash, The Incredibles, Traffic, Garden State, Murder By Numbers, War Of The Worlds, Kiss The Dragon, The Last Samurai, Finding Nemo, Blow, Vanilla Sky, Enter The Dragon, The Fifth Element, Pulp Fiction, Big Fish, Requiem For A Dream, Amelie, Gia, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, Magnolia, Taking Lives, Syriana, Thank You For Smoking, Love Jones, The Dreamers, The Bone Collector, Donnie Darko, The Princess Bride, Original Sin, American History X, Fight Club, The Notebook, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, Brick, Sin City, The Italian Job, Lost In Translation, The Girl With The Pearl Earring, The United States of Leland, Sweet November, Boogie Nights, The Last Dragon, Family Guy, Chocolat, Before Sunrise, Memento, Snatch, Ocean’s Eleven, Gattaca, Hard Candy, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Libertine, 11:14, Legend, The Labyrinth, City of God, The Golden Child, The Motorcycle Diaries, The Jacket, The Butterfly Effect, The Devils Advocate, The Departed, Love Actually, Holiday, Little Miss Sunshine, Devil Wears Prada, Match Point, Domino, Equilibrium

Television:


Let's see in television....I loooooooove (obvious emphasis)

TOONS

.... I don't know why...well actually I do. Just because a cartoon may seem childish they are actually quite informative (hence why children watch them). I think they are GREAT and if you don't like it so be it...but that's what makes me laugh and keeps the innocence about me.
My favorite TOONS:
ADULT SWIM--
::Family Guy (got the DVD box set)
:: Futurama
:: Home Movies
:: Harvey Birdman
:: Inuyasha
:: Samurai Champloo
:: Sea Lab (LOL...they are great)
:: Boondocks
:: Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Just to name a few so people get the gist.
Regular Television I like:
:: SMALLVILLE I have seen every season
:: Grey's Anatomy a really really good television series. All the people that I started watching it with are hooked till this day.
:: Supernatural (the guys are hot...WHAT...it's true)
:: House M.D. (I think I have a thing for doctor dramas
:: My all time fave... CSI ...
I also LOOOOOVE anything informative like the Discovery Channel, History Channel, TLC. ((YOU CAN NEVER LEARN TOO MUCH))
I love food so I definately watch the food network. YUMMMY. :P

Books:

History, Mystery, Fiction, Period Peices

Heroes:

Now this is a sexy bitch!!!! Morgan Freeman -- Great actor....incredible person....just friggin awesome.....! Shannyn Sossamon -- Just an incredibly intriguing and beautiful young woman Boris Kodjoe -- My definition of DAYUM SEXY!!!! Ashley Judd -- Another incredible actress...great films....just great....dammit... Brad Pitt -- I mean honestly....what can I say...."no words" Adriana Lima-- One of the hottest models out there...LOL" Natalie Portman-- Great actress, smart, funny, diverse...I could go on for days.... Aaron McGruder-- Boondocks creator and sexy beast in one....hehehehe

My Blog

BELONG

Something I definitely know that I picked up through the Cancer Zodiacs in my life is how to speak through music. This is one of my favorite songs...and I find it to just pop up out of the blue on my ...
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 01:26:00 PST

SMALLVILLE

I am soooooo excited right now. I am finally finishing up the 5th Season of Smallville and I can't begin to tell you how good it is getting. I just watched from the 12th Episode "The Reckoning" where ...
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 03:13:00 PST

BAHAMAS PICTURES (CHECK IT)

Okay so here are some pictures from when I was on my Cruise to the Bahamas.This is the ship that I was staying on "Majesty of the Seas". Ain't she a beaut...hehehheThis is the pool deck on Deck 11. On...
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 10:33:00 PST

Wissahickon Park (pictures)

These are some pictures that I took while hiking in Wissahickon Park (I think that's how you spell it....crazy name if you ask me....) N-E-Who....enjoy. ...
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Tue, 09 May 2006 01:26:00 PST

(sketch) puma

This is a sketch of a puma that I did from an original drawing that was about the size of a thumbnail...I wanted to test my skills at shading...and this is what I came up with.... Hope ya likes.......
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 08:19:00 PST

(pics) my baby pic...first time in philly

Hello folks....I decided that I wanted to put up a baby picture since nobody believes that I was fat when I was younger....here is proof that it is true... In this picture my dad was holding me.......
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 08:16:00 PST

(poem) A-MAZED-D

First and foremost I want to thank everyone who is taking the time to read this blog right now. I appreciate the time that anyone would take to check out my work. Before reading I must warn you...this...
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 03:49:00 PST

(poem) random blurbs...tryin to get back in the swing of things

A vibe new--fresh to death as they sayFree.....A free woman or so I think--bound by loves grasping chainsI can't let go...I don't want to let go...OF MY VIBEIt's my soul--what keeps me goin....yo...
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 11:39:00 PST

(poem) this is uh...another old school poem...heheheh

~Untitled~ Might seem that IJust want to get a taste of your iceCream my heavenly dreamSo far away yet all the dayYou come my way The essence of your beingClose mind seeingVisions of happiness when U...
Posted by FizzleSticks McGee on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 11:59:00 PST