Angelina [I make plans to break plans]

About Me

I think when I die, you'll remember me best.

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Charlie Mosh: You are a sick stupid piece of shit. Please cease all forms of existence.
[end transmission]
Will they ever measure up to the way you left me?
Here by the roadside, the bloodiest cadaver
Marked in your words:
I'm the joke,
I'm the bastard
Here wait, so I guess that you knew
That you're a selfish little whore
I'm the selfish little whore
If I had my way I'd crush your face in the door
This is the brainchild of my friend Cyndi and myself. This is to represent survivors of or friends and family of those who have committed suicide. This is to let people know that they always have someone they can talk to in their darkest hour. If you suffer from depression or have suicidal thoughts, please, let your voice be heard. You do not have to suffer in silence. Please share this.
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Made by Cyndi. She's good people.
Here's the thing: I am perfect in every single way you can imagine. No matter what you say or how you act, you will not convince me otherwise. I spent my whole life hoping someone would see the diamond in the rough and they never did. Fuck diamond in the rough. More like GODDESS. Body, Soul, and Mind. Fuck you and your imposing insecurities.
I talk too much. I say "fuck" a lot. This isn't because I'm an ignorant gen xer or 'generation y' slut. But only because 'fuck' encompasses every rivaling emotion. However, I have a working brain stem so I can do without it when necessary. I'm 26 (how revolting) now and don't know how to drive. That's right, I don't. Please shut up before you start. Before you ask yourself "how could she not know how to drive?!" ask yourself: "Why the fuck do I care?" My soul sister is Kate, the first person on my Top 8. First in my life. Through her, all good things come. I don't know what I would do without her. She is my heart and the reason why I remain breathing. You will never be as important to me so don't even try. You'll only hurt in the end. And oh, boy, do I drink. A lot. I mean, it worries me. Not only will I drink you under the table...but there is no table. Plus, I don't have sex. That's right. I'm done with that whole game. Fuck having sex. MySpace Layouts My new passion is to realize a new way I rock every single day. It isn't very hard. YAY LEXAPRO! Well, at least, when I take it. I cram myself into your mind. Seriously, think of one person you know that's cooler than me. That's right, you fucking can't.
I read everything. The secret life of woman jews. The killer hurricanes of the 20's. How much America hates Christmas (light reading). Lately I've gotten into watching documentaries about conspiracies. Whether there's a God or not or even if land masses move or if it's really the earth growing in size. Love the truth as told by people I'll neve rknow. It's out there or some such mess.
Doc Scurlock didn't really have a China Doll.
I want people to wonder what my 'deal' is. Kinda like I'm a female Woody Harrelson.
AIM me at Dividedjoy81 or if you're really bored, check out HalfAngelAngeline at Vampirefreaks.com. But seriously, IM me because I'm painfully bored most times. I won't cyber with you because I'm beyond that.
And if you suck, even slightly, I'm apt to block you so think about it before you bother.
I'm figuring out life and wondering why it never matters how much YOU love someone... Only how much they love you BACK.
I moved to New York for nothing.
Returned.
TYLER, YOU ARE SO DAMN INFLUENTIAL. DOES THIS MAKE YOU HAPPY?!
I really wonder if band myspaces even read your profile before begging for your attention because I keep getting thugsters asking for my hand in marriage. Haven't you heard I like them blond and a quarter gay? AND NO, I AM NOT ON MYSPACE TO BE THE SPICE IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP. YOU DON'T WANT ME: I'm fat.
marry me then forget me
You Are a Martini
There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush.
You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it! What Mixed Drink Are You?

My Interests

Bitching's cool. Drinking. Kiefer fucking Sutherland. Movies. Reading. Recalling bits of unimportant information and relaying it.

Come on... it's fun. JOIN US!
Translating songs to spanish when I'm drunk...Blacking out. Saying things like this that sound like I'm working toward shock value and really knowing I'm not. I just don't care. Oh, what about my health? Yeah. Well. You win some, you lose some. xoxo My email is: [email protected]

I'd like to meet:

Theists and atheists think they know. Agnostics know that they don't know.
Kiefer Sutherland . He's does the drinking so well. John Krasinski. Ewan McGregor, Jon Stewart, Michael J. Fox. Tim Roth, Gary Oldman, Mary Lynn Rajskub, Marilyn Monroe's, Toulouse's and Glenn Quinn's ghosts, Donald Sutherland, Drew Barrymore, John Waters, Eddie Izzard, Boy George, the cambodian children Jolie turned down, and Alyssa Milano. She's hot stuff. I'd love to go to a Lindsay Lohan party. Seems like pretty good stuff. I'd love to meet this dude. I don't know why but he makes me happy-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6rkRhAmH6Q Most importantly, myself. God, I'm so fucking awesome.

Music:

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A Perfect Circle, Armor For Sleep, The Academy Is, Alexisonfire, Alesana, Apoptygma Berserk, Air, Blur, Beethoven, Bjork, Cocorosie, The Cure, Culture Club, Chevelle, Coheed & Cambria, Depeche Mode, Duran Duran, Deftones, Damien Rice, David Bowie, Evanesance, Funeral For A Friend, Fall Out Boy, Garbage, Goldfrapp, Hawthorne Heights, Idiom Of Sad, Joan Osbourne (not the god song), Joy Division, Jann Arden, Jem, The Killers, Linda Strawberry, Mindless Self Indulgence, Mogwai, Melissa Etheridge, Madonna (earlier stuff), Massive Attack, My Chemical Romance, New Order, Portishead, Plain White Ts, Panic! @ the disco, Radiohead, The Receiving End Of Sirens, Saosin, Sade, Silverstein, Skullflower, The Sneaker Pimps, Tool, Tori Amos, Taking Back Sunday, Tricky, The Used, Underoath, Yeah Yeah Yeahs

That magic you make...

Movies:

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Amelie, After Alice (or Eye Of A Killer), American Psycho, American Beauty, Boondock Saints, Big Fish, Bramstoker's Dracula, Braveheart, The Believer, Behind The Red Door, Brain Candy, Batteries Not Included, Captives, Closer, A Clockwork Orange, Dark City, Desert Saints , Donnie Darko, Dog Day Afternoon, Devil's Advocate, Die Hard 1, The Devil Wears Prada, Deceiver, Eye Of The Beholder, 50 first dates, For The Moment, The Frighteners, Foxes, For The Sake Of The Children, Four-Eyed Monsters, Fright Night 2, Garbage pail kids, Goodfellas, Godfather 1 & 2, Ghost World, Heaven Help Us, Hook, Hard Candy, Igby goes down, Immortal Beloved, The Illusionist, Juno, Kill Bill volume one, La Bamba, Less Than Zero, Legend, Little Monsters, Lost & Delirious (No, I didn't fucking mean Dazed & Confused), Lucky #Slevin, The Lord Of The Rings 1-3, Life As A House, Moulin Rouge, Monster, Murder In The First, MirrorMask, Nightmare On Elm Street 5: Dream Child, Nightwatch (Russian), Pan's Labyrinth, Polyester, Pulp fiction, Punch Drunk Love, Reservoir Dogs, Run Lola Run, The Royal Tennenbaums, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are dead, Romper Stomper, Saw, Sin City, Short Circuit (Yay, Tom!), Stay, Strange Days, Superbad, Shallow Grave, Trainspotting, Taxi Driver300, Unveiled, Unfinished Life, Unfaithful, V for Vendetta, Wicker Park, What Dreams May Come,
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Television:

24 , Nip/Tuck, Charmed, The Simpsons,Saved By The Bell (even the Hawaii stuff but no college), Married w/Children, Futurama, Roseanne, Top Chef, X-Files, Law & Order, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, Law & Order: Criminal Intent, Medical Incredible, Modern Tech., Fairly Oddparents, That '70's Show, The Cosby Show, Full House, Inside The Actor's Studio, Those MSNBC special news reports, Quantum Leap rocks pretty hard, The Golden Girls, Fraiser, Lifetime "Jake" movies. YESSS..

Books:

Create your own Friend Quiz here Strip City by Lily Burana, Anything by V.C. Andrews, More, Now, and Again by Elizabeth Wurtzel, Survivor by Chuck Palanhiuk,Anything by Augusten Burrows, some stuff by Slyvia Browne, Sweet Valley High (oh, shit, yessss), and White Oleander by Janet Fitch. Lucky Man by Michael J. Fox. Uglies. My own stuff.

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Heroes:

Steve Glansburg. Jimmy's brother. I guess Kate and myself because we don't fuck around.
Who invented Lexapro? Fucking genius.Take time to tell me, you really care...

My Blog

Her Call Came.

"Dude, I think I'm getting pulled over...and I have all these beer cans in my car!""Then hang up because you're less likely to get pulled over if you're not on the phone."We clicked the line dead. I f...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Mon, 26 May 2008 06:36:00 PST

There is always one more fall

I sit outside, heavy-lidded from the scotch (thank you, Cyndi) and think about the things I want to be remembered for. How incredibly funny I can be. That I have remarkable insight. That I the hottest...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Sat, 24 May 2008 09:42:00 PST

simple say

Cuss me outlower my expectationsas long as while you're doing soyou sing you love mei think I could've gone my whole lifecompromisingsettlingto whatever vision you had of meI had all your hopefilling ...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Sun, 11 May 2008 01:00:00 PST

No life at all in the house of dolls.

I was drunk before 9:30 last night. I'd been planning it all day at work. I pictured the slow release. The moment when sleep would be my hardest thought. I called you right before. Sometimes, I just n...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Tue, 06 May 2008 07:37:00 PST

Mother Maria

Mother MariaCome take a look at your foolsThey're a disgrace at fightingbut great at denying youYour confidence, my answersstark in the faceWhere's my willthat holds me in place?Make it trueThat I won...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:47:00 PST

Answers are in there.

boygiven powers to movethe crowds.angels blown awayby hisThe movies. the mayhem. the made-for-tv. the accolades. the mind games. the large multi-screenThink it throughI know you’ll find a way ba...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:27:00 PST

Come Together.

The slow chill of a night at home alone increases the tartness of this drink.Grabbing life by a moist cup,I can’t help but curve my lips into the same old listless smile.I’ve had days long...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:10:00 PST

My Own Crime.

I’m really starting to thinkyou’re just a gunI’m using to sort myself outgive up, I’ll know when I’m done.It’s a short hairrace for breathingrace for last visionsbl...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:05:00 PST

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I used to think the greatest plagues in the world couldn’t keep me from you.Even as the fires bite my feet, I’d be there, steam collecting.If only to see you sleep face to face one more ti...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 06:48:00 PST

All that was had.

Love, why aren't you here?You've run away from the last place you felt was home.I should've knownYou tried to tell me you weren't happy but I was too busybeing in loveI said, "I'm not giving in. I'm n...
Posted by Angelina [I make plans to break plans] on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 09:21:00 PST