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Jenae

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About Me

My Grandma gave me "Wuthering Heights" for Christmas. This is the fourth copy that I own - maybe someone is trying to tell me something?
My Grandpa always told me that one of every four children is Chinese. As the fourth child, I spent the majority of life wondering why I didn't look oriental. The sole fact that I have spent time in mom's tummy completely floors me! Since my family believes my entire childhood to be a figment of my imagination, I don't think I'm the best source for information about my life before yesterday.
HOWEVER, I was, of course, one of the coolest little kids despite the extra baby fat and the Sally Jesse Raphael glasses. I wore them for show - never pretend to be blind. It'll cost you when you're older.
Slightly delusional, I escaped to Dream Land, played in the creek, or trampled in the secret garden of my neighbor's backyard with my friends for the whole of my childhood. I'll never forget when the big, shirtless Greek man screamed profanities from his window at the 10-year-old girl creeping around in his garden.
(My childhood secret garden, compliments of Takis)
I sang before I talked and loved music before I knew how to love. There's a direct connection, maybe even a string, attached to my body and the sound waves that pulse through the air. My feet touch the dance floor, and I've entered into a new dimension where it's only me and the music dancing a serenade.
I grew up with my opposite: the blond-haired, blue-eyed beauty who has chisled me more than anyone else. She is my sister - Tell Me Do You Remember When? (only Mary will understand that question...)
I love people. They mean the world to me because without compassion we will never be moved to action. How amazing to see the image of God all around us through the beautiful faces of unique individuals! We are living stories of grace and life that my curiosity can not help but grab tightly. YOU are my mystery, and I can't wait to discover you!
I love to stand at the edge of the ocean because I am so small, but God knows every hair on my head. He sees my soul and knows it so much better than I. God has given me the world at my fingertips, and I will take every advantage of that gift. One step can take you to another world or mode of understanding!
I love to live, to learn, to dance, to walk. I love to run, to fight, to crawl, and to climb.
I am me, and I can not begin to explain myself to you, but hopefully our paths will cross, and you can see me in life. Maybe we can sit over a cup of coffee and stay awhile. But you can know only a glimpse of me through words because I can not begin to explain this person who was knit together by the very hands of God.

My Interests

Quotable Quotes Section:

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart...try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like book that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer." - Rainer Maria Rilke

"Beware of fainting fits. Beware of swoons. Run mad as often as you choose, but do not faint." - Fanny, Mansfield Park

I'd like to meet:

So many people. One time, I THOUGHT I met Robert Smith at The Hard Rock Cafe in Houston. For weeks, it plagued my conversation - that is, until I found out he was an impersonator. crap. I would meet Johnny Depp, although it would be so hard to keep my hands off of his face. How can one not touch something so curiously amazing?
Humphrey, because he's so sexy in Casablanca:
and finally, I would meet Batman to ask if I could be his next episode lover...or am I already?

Music:

U2, Bob Marley(who isn't dead), Iron and Wine, Kings of Convenience, Paul Simon (without the Garfunkel), Rufus Wainwright, REM, Ryan Adams,Marvin Gaye (of course), Frank Sinatra, Led Zeppelin (And as we wind on down the road/ our shadows taller than our souls there walks a lady we all know/ who shines white light and wants to show/ how everything still turns to gold/ and if you listen very hard/ the tune will come to you at last/ when all are one and one is all/ to be a rock and not to roll/ And she's buying a stairways to heaven.) Bobby Dylan, Tony Bennet, Caetano Veloso, Buena Vista Social Club, Sufjan Stevens, The Shins, Old 97s, Johnny Cash, Bon Jovi, 2Pac, Jane Monheit, Etta James, Ella Fitzgerald, The Darkness, Nick Drake, Eisley, 80s sometimes, Guilty Pleasures: Beyonce, Marc Antony, Study Music: Manitoba, Four Tet, A Silver Mt. Zion, Sigur Ros,

Movies:

Where do I begin? Godfather trilogy, Meet the Raisins (for all my childhood friends), Dazed and Confused, PeeWee Herman's Great Adventure, Return to Me, Wallace and Grommit, Tres Amigos, Diarios de Motocicletas, Casablanca, Waking Ned Devine, Singing in the Rain, Christmas Vacation, Camelot, Pulp Fiction, Kung Fu? MORE RECENT CRAVINGS: Sin City, Walk the Line

Books:

The Karamazov Brothers, Crime and Punishment, A Confession, Pride and Prejudice, The Greatest Christmas Pageant Ever, and to go on for the sake of people who don't like synopses - The Hobbit, Moonstone, The Testament, PRIDE AND PREJUDICE (every girl's dream.) Of Mice and Men (which provoked uncontrollable sobs while on a roadtrip), Operation Shylock, Herzog, Goodnight Moon, The Witches, I Am Special, etc etc etc

My Blog

Procrastination

I'm sitting here not writing a fantastic paper.  But I"m writing something ever so much more important that might enhance the paper that I"m not writing right now.  So, here is the revelati...
Posted by Jenae on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:49:00 PST

Spider Solitaire

The traffic was bad the other day, and I wondered why I was so pissed.  If I move in a car for hours, my mind is free of anxiety,  yet I sit still in small places for minutes and....you get ...
Posted by Jenae on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 09:28:00 PST

Jonathan Taylor Thomas

Don't judge me.  It's not like I was his greatest admirer, but even so, I knew that I would never be accepted on the playground if I didn't atleast join in the JTT craze.  He went along with...
Posted by Jenae on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 08:39:00 PST

Peanutbutter Pickles

Caught in what happened to nowhere You're all in your underwear wanting to die Sink or swim, let me in and take off your jacket Play jenga you stack it, and let walls all fall down. I play with the po...
Posted by Jenae on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 01:04:00 PST

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I'm a fish caught in your net and I'm aching to swim. I'll die in this heat sweating as my body gives in, And you're scaling me down with your chisle and pen. It hurts like nothing other when you br...
Posted by Jenae on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 11:28:00 PST

Busta-rista

Mocha all over my pants I wanna dance but that's not fly. Sour milk odor in my head On my clothes from last night's close Think I'm dead. Hair-greased from hat What's up with that? Open with tr...
Posted by Jenae on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 10:12:00 PST

Ode to You

Now that's how it's meant to be...When the universe stood still, you do what you willAnd we remain silent for just one moment.That's the way I like you. That's the way you are.Pause the lights, the m...
Posted by Jenae on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 10:40:00 PST