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About Me

most recent pics.. warren G ♥ nate dogg regulators!! .. another one of me a few years back.. sammi and i ♥ happenin' harry!! and his haptones!
me a loooooooong time a go. many many years. ♥ thanks keryn for the pic!♥i miss my old home it was the best. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Layo ut made by Asher CisnerosI ONLY WANT MY FRIENDS TO LEAVE ME A VOICE COMMENT!!! IT WOULD MAKE ME SOOOO HAPPY!!! PLEASE SPECIFY WHO YOU ARE CAUSE IF I DONT KNOW YOU I'MMA ERASE IT!! " / Get Your Own Voice Player Managei am a maniac...i only trust and believe in the stars.... my ♥ has been broken too many times...and i'll read your tarot cards...OH AND-- I WILL NOT ADD YOU AS A FRIEND... SO DONT SEND ME FRIEND REQUESTS.. IF I DONT KNOW WHO YOU ARE, FUCK OFF.. YOU WONT GET ADDED. SO DONT WASTE MY TIME..GO TO HELL.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: broken ♥'d ericca
Birthday: december eleventh
Birthplace: earth
Current Location: not hollywood
Eye Color: the color of rain
Hair Color: red
Height: not as tall as i want to be
Right Handed or Left Handed: both
Your Heritage: russian muthafucka
The Shoes You Wore Today: sauconys
Your Weakness: my beautiful baby chiuahua "taco", and of course my friends.
Your Fears: perishing
Your Perfect Pizza: without red sauce. ICK. and DOUBLE ICK.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: make sure that the people who "have it coming" get it. take that good or bad, however you will.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "oh yeah? well fuck you."
Thoughts First Waking Up: push off and go
Your Best Physical Feature: my arms that are suprisingly tan, but they carry my beloved tattoos all over them, could be my hiney, or maybe my toes!!-lol- i dunno..
Your Bedtime: fuck, 1 am lately.
Your Most Missed Memory: living in HOLLYWOOD.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi, duh. people still drink coke? ick.
MacDonalds or Burger King: NEITHER. man people must be gluttons for stomach aches.
Single or Group Dates: single. why share the embarassment.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: huh?
Chocolate or Vanilla: the first one.
Cappuccino or Coffee: jeez.
Do you Smoke: yes and i enjoy it emensely
Do you Swear: all the mother fucking god damn shittin time!
Do you Sing: not even in the shower.
Do you Shower Daily: haha try to. lol, no, yeah i do.
Have you Been in Love: come to think of it, no i believe i haven't, sad huh? the way i've been treated can not be catagorized as love.
Do you want to go to College: doin' it.
Do you want to get Married: yesh. [fuzzy thoughts]
Do you belive in yourself: most days.
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope.
Do you think you are Attractive: yes sir!
Are you a Health Freak: no but i'mma super freak! yeeow!
Do you get along with your Parents: yep..for the most part.. mom and i clash sometimes(but god knows i love her)..pops and i are on the same wavelength though..
Do you like Thunderstorms: mm-hmm.
Do you play an Instrument: does a cd player count as an instrument? i play that!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no. i hate that fuckin shit.
In the past month have you Smoked: yes lots. as a matter of fact, thanks for reminding me....[looks for cigarettes]
In the past month have you been on Drugs: the people who know me know the answer to this question. hugs not drugs..-lol-
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope. well, haaha.. my definition of "date" is a little different i think.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: fuck malls. i'll burn 'em down.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: gross[pukes]
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: MMM SUSHI YAY FOR SUHI..yes.
In the past month have you gone on a diet: diets are like na/aa organizations, they're for people who have no control over themselves or for people who cant help themselves..u dont need a diet, balance. u dont need aa/na, meditate.
In the past month have you been Dumped: no but have taken plenty.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just the ♥ of many, i'm sure.
Ever been called a Tease: ya in highschool.
Ever been Beaten up: never
Ever Shoplifted: of course when i was like 12.
How do you want to Die: quickly.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: dont wanna, i'mma toys -r- us kid!
What country would you most like to Visit: london or fiji or both simultaniously.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown or blue... either.
Favourite Hair Color: black or very dark.
Short or Long Hair: longish messy type
Height: taller than me or the same height
Weight: maybe 40 pounds more than me [i'm 120]
Best Clothing Style: grungy-esque, euro trashy, hollywood glam style.
Number of Drugs I have taken: probably all of them at one point or another..
Number of CDs I own: uh. like 3. but i'm not a music person. i own lots and lots of dvd's and movies. i like those better.
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: fuck, like 50.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: hmm..i think regrets are bad... but i'm sure i have a few..but then again.. too few to mention!! lol.. that was turnin into a song there...
to my friends- my aim screen name is 'fussyfussyness' so im me whenever you'd like...

My Interests


I WANT TO MEET THIS CHICK. HOW'S YOUR HEAD BABE? ♥very,very bad girl.♥ ..

I'd like to meet:


and this man, the most beautiful person to roam this earth, brandon flowers.

Music:

TO ALL U MYSPACE MUSIC PEOPLE!! DO NOT SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST UNLESS I KNOW U!! I WILL ONLY ADD MY FRIENDS BANDS. IF YOU ARE AN INDEPENDENT SINGER OR SOME LAME BOY BAND I WILL NOT ADD YOU! IF YOU ARE THE COOLEST FUCKIN ROCK BAND I WILL NOT FUCKIN ADD YOU!! IF YOU ARE GODDAMN LYNARD FUCKIN SKYNARD I WILL NOT FUCKIN ADD YOU!! YOU ARE WASTING YOUR PRECIOUS FUCKING TIME!! YOU WILL NOT GET NOTICED BY ME! I WILL NOT COME TO YOUR SHOWS!! I WILL NOT BUY YOUR MERCH!! I WILL NOT CATCH THE GUITAR PICK YOU THROW TO THE AUDIENCE!! GO THE FUCK AWAY!!! thanks!i like all kinds of music....GUNS N' ROSES, CKY, H.I.M., beck (sea change ONLY), postal service , cursive (thanks to dave and mel) sparklehorse, perfect circle, coldplay, radiohead, tenacious d ( jack black is going to marry me someday..i swear...), phantom planet ( jason schwartzman is going to marry me someday.. i swear...) granddaddy (yay they're from my town, and they have damn fun bar-b-q's too), sarah mac, the cult, the cure, tears for fears, duran duran, depeche mode, STYX, fantastic plastic machine, foo fighters, bush(16 stone), cat stevens, most 80's music, lets see i also can get hard too like-- clutch, ministry, glen danzig, ozzy, black label society..yay.. what else.. uh...SHOWOFF, KENT, the pixies, lou reed, sublime, alien ant farm, trigger point, smashing pumpkins, obi trice, eminem, various hip hop...and sooooo many more....

Movies:

....ANY AND ALL OF M.NIGHT SHAYMALANS MOVIES especially LADY IN THE WATER, slc punk, harold and maude, haggard, slackers, rushmore, spun (only cause of jason schwartzman), vanilla sky, ANYTHING TARANTINO, rosemarys baby, labyrinth, white oleander, peewees big adventure, road to wellville, ANYTHING BY KEVIN SMITH, showgirls, monster, the craft, beetlejuice, club dread, the truman show, from hell, amityville horror, lemony snickets series of unfortunate events, walk the line, happy endings, skeleton key, saw one and two, pride and prejudice (kiera knightly), catch me if u can, cluless, crash, kids, natural born killerspbaffsite=35" 40 year old virgin, high fidelity


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, vanity fair, hide and seek,virgin suicides, donnie darko, the ring, spike and mikes sick and twisted, the usual suspects, natural born killers, cube, the cell, all the CKY movies, igby goes down, i love all of Lloyd Kaufmans B-movies: tromeo and juliet, terror firmer, kabuki man, toxic avenger...people vs larry flynt (i was gonna vote for him)...run ronnie run ("damn, DAMN, double damn, DAMN DAMN!!")evil dead, dead alive, basically any B rated horror movie. they're the best, nightmare before christmas, and any tim burton movie, anything that vincent price is in....fuck..theres so many...

Television:

MAD TV -- nip/tuck -- rescue me -- court tv -- rachel ray-- discovery channel -- history channel --dave chappell show


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Books:

ALL BOOKS BY ANTON LA VEY ♥ and all of brett easton ellis' booksMark Ryden is an AMAZING artist. Get Educated. ♥Oddly, when i was a kid i looked alot like this little blonde girl that mark ryden painted in this lower picture. strange.♥

Heroes:


m.night shaymalan ♥-the greatest writer,producer and director. brandon flowers-my ♥ number one and jason schwartzman-my ♥ number two ♥the most beautiful girls♥

My Blog

not myself

suppose i said i'm on my best behavior.....and there are times i lose my mind... would you want me when i'm not myself.... wait it out while i'm someone else... suppose i said colors change for no goo...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:53:00 PST

♥song for no one

staying home on a friday night...flat on the floor..looking back on old love..or lack there of.. after all the crushes are faded..and all my wishful thinking was wrong..i'm jaded...i hate it. i'm tire...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:44:00 PST

Back to you..

back to you...it always comes around back to you... i tried to forget you..i tried to stay away but its too late.. i'm so good at forgetting..and i quit every game i play.. but forgive me love..i can'...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:35:00 PST

3x5

i'm writing you to catch you up on places i've been.. you held this letter...probably got excited.. but there is nothing else inside it. didnt have a camera by my side this time.. hoping i would see t...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:26:00 PST

aa/na = total crock.

alcoholics anonymous let me tell you something about people in "AA" and "NA" or any damn anonymous orginization. they're full of SHIT! my god. if you're wondering where all the asshole, self-centered,...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

for real

Who said that I wasn't right?I've lived for years without a lifeDon't have a soul on my sideStill ridiculed despite how hard that I have triedDon't take me under your wingI don't need a hand, don't ne...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

no more hollywood

okay..for all you who think i'm still in hollywood.. I'M NOT. read my damn journal entries and you'd know that...hollywood spit me out...so now i'm back up north....sorry. =.(
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

disasterous complacency

"***********........ if the bright lights dont recieve you, you should turn yourself around and come on home............************" so thats what i'm doing....going home. (i have a really bad ...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

goodbyes

.......and the time is approaching closer and closer when i bid farewell to this city and what it's shown me....mostly i've just been confused by the people here and their way of life......whats impor...
Posted by ♥proximityINFATUATION♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST