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kumar superstar

If I might die within this hour, I have lived to die when I desire.

About Me

Dearest, I feel certain, that I'm going mad again. I think we can't go through another of these terrible times and I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices and can't concentrate. So I'm doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I know that I'm spoiling your life and without me you could work and you will. I know. You see I can't even write this properly.What I want to say is that I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. Everything is gone for me, but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. Virginia ***********************************************************

My Interests

i like films. i eat like a pig. love cooking for friends. im good at washing up dishes.

I'd like to meet:

anyone in the Film, TV and theatre.

Music:

Buddhist's Chants, Magnolia, Birth, The Hours, Rufus Wainwright, Coldplay's 1st album, Pride & Prejudice, Chet Baker, Satie, Eva Cassidy, Aimee Mann, Philip Glass - The Hours, Manish Vyas - Sattva, Soundtrack - The Company.

Movies:

at the moment am quite into (means watching it again and again) : In The Mood of Love, Birth, Damage, French Lieutenant's Wife, The Hours, Brief Encounter, Adaptions, Pride & Prejudice, Before Night Falls, Vanilla Sky, Les Enfants du Paradis, Talented Mr.Riply, Kundun, Boys Dont Cry, Up Close and Personal, After The Wedding, The Sea Inside, The Deer Hunter, A Woman Under The Influence, Nowhere in Africa, Out of Africa, The Story of a weeping camel, Time to leave, Science of Sleep, Days of Glory, The Piano Teacher, Festen, Elizabeth, My Summer of Love, Magdelene Sisters, Ararat, All About Eve, Some Like It Hot, The Children's Hour, Adaption, Belle De Jour, La StradaAm dying to watch : Woman and I can't find this film anywhere - A Time For Drunken Horse - let me know if you have a copy of the film.

Television:

about animals or saving animals Will n Grace, West Wing, Alan Carl, Catherine Tate, Keeping Up Appearances, Futurama, The South Bank Show.

Books:

A Road Less Travelled by Scott Peck, "Before Night Falls" by Reinaldo Arenas. The Line of Beauty. My aim is to read all Virginia Woolf's, S.Plath's, Orwell's, Will Self's books. Reading Mrs Dalloway, Life of Pi, Anne Karenin and Primo Levi's stories. The Kite Runner. trying to read Jack Kerouac - On the Road

Heroes:

Mom and Dad. Marina Mahathir. Jimmy Choo. Ben Kingsley. Alan Carl. Jean-Louis Barrault. Martin Connor. Wyn Jones. Javier Bardem. Dalai Lama. J Krishnamurthy. Amma. Robin Steegman.

My Blog

Classical Training

Right, it was amazing, I was doing Shakespeare speeches and sonnets. It was so good and inspiring. I was in David Hare's play. Was in Noel Coward's too. It was a great training. I used to smile and cr...
Posted by kumar superstar on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 01:38:00 PST

Tarsem and the Bin Bag.

I was just standing there, holding a bin bag looking at these - up and coming actors, Ben Barnes, Rupert Friend (Keira's boy) to name a few, hugging and talking to Tarsem, the director of "The Fall". ...
Posted by kumar superstar on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:54:00 PST

feels like this when i was back to the heaven that killed me to hell

I lost myself on a cool damp nightI Gave myself in that misty lightWas hypnotized by a strange delightUnder a lilac treeI made wine from the lilac treePut my heart in its recipeIt makes me see what I ...
Posted by kumar superstar on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 08:33:00 PST

Come to me, lets drown,

So youre trying to do what they did,Your friends that turned to liquid,And got lost in a sea...Now youre drowning meWith your talk of four-leaf cloversYou turn to rock the no-manTo be the ambient hear...
Posted by kumar superstar on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 12:08:00 PST

Satrapi

Marjane's grandmother said : In this life you'll meet a lot of jerks. If they hurt you, tell yourself that it's their own stupidity that makes them act that way. That will keep you from responding to ...
Posted by kumar superstar on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 11:41:00 PST

not again?!

ok here we go again another encounter and it was gooooood.....oh yeah..... BUT i dont wanna get stuck into it again, and mind you - i've yet to fully recover from my tragic incident with him...he's st...
Posted by kumar superstar on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:30:00 PST

to good to be true

decision been madelife must ceaseyour freedom is my miserywe will never be together againescapism? happiness? enlightment?whatever it is with you and asiai still long for you and hopes still knocks at...
Posted by kumar superstar on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 02:54:00 PST

is everyone?

is everyone fucked up? are we all in the same boat? why arent we sharing all this fears?  
Posted by kumar superstar on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 10:04:00 PST

goodbye?

back to the heat land back in the arms of  my mother back with the laugther with dear friends back to the taste of divine food back to the same old routine but im still there in ...
Posted by kumar superstar on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 03:24:00 PST

verbatim

y : i had my heart broken before, but i never saw that as a reason to never fall in love again..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> grief is the price we pay for lo...
Posted by kumar superstar on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:47:00 PST