WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111

About Me

My name is Amanda.
I am 19.
I am engaged to the boy of my dreams (literally).
I've been through too much.
Now I'm finally happy.
My favorite color is black.
I like music. A lot.
Especially the Smashing Pumpkins.
I used to have another favorite band.
Not so much anymore
I love Taco Bell.
And Wild Cherry Pepsi.
I used to have a lot of friends.
Not so much anymore.
People flip.
It's not cool.
The friends I still have I cherish
I ran away with someone.
It was the best choice I've EVER made.
There's a lot more you could know about me.
But for now, I'm done.
♥MY JASON♥
I don't even have enough room to say all the things I want to say about this boy. He is my everything. I never thought I would be this happy. Not even close. Or be as lucky as to spend the rest of my life with my best friend. But it's happening. And I love it.
Sometimes I feel like it's all a dream. It's perfect. Despite everything.
He is exactly like me. In every way. We finish each other's sentences all the time. Thoughts too. Sometimes we don't even have to speak. I love it. But sometimes, it's a little creepy ;)
I seriously have never ever been this happy. We can be just sitting and watching t.v and I'm completely content.
I love everything about him. From the way he smiles to the way he looks at me to the way his hair sticks up in the morning. He is perfect. He is amazing. He is beautiful.
He accepts me for who I am. I've made my fair share of mistakes in the past, but he doesn't care. He loves me for who I am. Something I can't even do myself. I'm working on that though, with his help.
In short, I have found exactly what I was looking for.
My baby.
My hampster
My best friend
My life
You are the reason I sleep at night. The reason I wake up smiling. You make me feel safe. Comfortable. And most of all, happy.
Truly happy.
Thank you for that.
♥me and you♥

My Interests

♥ Reading ♥ Writing ♥ Music ♥ love ♥

I'd like to meet:

I already met the people I wanna meet. Except for Billy Corgan. That'd be awesome.

Music:

i love music. too many bands to list.

Movies:

i love movies. to list them all would take far too much time.
just know i especially love horror =]

Television:

criminal minds woop woop 3

Books:

Anything by Irvine Welsh or Richard Matheson

Heroes:

My hero is jason. Yes. It's true 3

My Blog

i slept on it

for a few hours and when i woke up i realized i still wasn't okay. while i have tried to erase the things that happened in the past, i am still bothered by what may happen in the future. i'm a little ...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:42:00 PST

update, finally.

So.... For those of you who actually care, things are going great. Jason and I made it to Michigan. Marine City... it's a small, cozy little water town. Our place is directly across from the river. ...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 11:34:00 PST

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.december 12. 2006.she said something about the empty streetsand he said something about lovethe fires die down now but the bullets remainbullets that so effortlessly pierce my fragile skinbreaking th...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 08:15:00 PST

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it's just usand the flamesthis city burnsand upon the stagewe've watched everyonewe lovedieyou knowthis is our faultstirke the matchesand let goweird random thing, left over from weird stupid nightmar...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 11:54:00 PST

the grand finale, or something like that.

i wanted to call this 'demolition lovers' but what do you know, that's already taken.the grand finale'i scribbled your lyricsacross my mirrorin the lipstick thatyou loveand left it there for daysnow i...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 06:43:00 PST

pressure (and it's not the song, lol.)

pressurethe blood againstthe fresh december snowmade it look a lotlike christmasand in this re-occuring dreami can't ever see your facebut by the theatricsand how they've placed melimply against yours...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 06:29:00 PST

perscriptions

Perscriptionsand maybe it's the feverbut i could swearthat i loveyouright nowsugar's as addictive asthe codeine inmycough syrup***uh. this was super long. i wrote it while sick the other night.that's ...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 07:19:00 PST

things i did at work yesterday

..and other exciting stories.okay, but really, just things i did at work yesterday.1. stapled random things together, then an hour later wondered why i couldn't get the tickets apart.2. made two gigan...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 07:08:00 PST

return of the random picture post =0

i see my reflection in that glass over there. =]i will never tell anyone what that shirt says ;)"but you really needa listen to me... "???????????upsidedownnessi am the master of the wicket, i am. =D ...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:48:00 PST

i'm trying

i'm tryingthe cold concrete cracksbeneath my handsand pressed up against the bricki call out your nameif i could find youhere tonighti'd look youstraight into your eyesand say the wordsthat you knowyo...
Posted by WHY YOU SCARED FRANKIE???!111 on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 09:43:00 PST