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About Me

Holly Love Gillis 11/18/84 - 7/1/06
My Love, I will never forget you, My Impossible Girl. <3
I'm the kind of girl that just when people think they know 'what kind of girl' I am, they realize that I'm not. I also tend to change sometimes, or maybe I'm just multifaceted and different sides show at different times, but I wouldn't say it's in a deceptive way. More just different parts of the same whole. People are generally somewhat complex.
I am a nerd enough to love Doctor Who and have a 4.0 but not enough to make my profile all jazzy at all times or be socially weird. And if you think that makes me innocent and sweet you can piss off.
I am bad ass enough to have tried almost everything, be loud and bold and stand up for what I feel I should, but not so much that I have to prove it by trying to hard and acting bitchy all the time.
Everyone has an 'image' of sorts, whether they are aware of it or not, but mine doesn't need 'protecting'. In fact, I often DON'T look like what I feel I am, maybe because 'image' isn't enough to portray that.
I'm Jewish, just because I am. But don't think that means I hate Germany or Black people or Muslims, and don't be fooled into thinking "German Pride" means Nazism. You little shits piss off the REAL Germans. Thanks.
I'm actually not a bitch, unless your an ass, and I get loud when I believe in something.
I don't dress hood, but at least I don't pee my pants when I'm in the ghetto. Actually, I rather LIKE it there.
Isn't it hard to describe yourself when there is actually something to describe? I think so.
I LIKE my big nose. It is the source of all my power. (And by blood it happens to be NOT a Jewish nose.)
I LOVE my hubby. <3 <3 <3
I really hardly go through my 'adds'. Sorry.
I don't use AIM quit asking.
Not interested in flirting, if people are still going to ask. So please don't. Actually, no offence but I'm probably not interested in even 'chatting' with you if flirting was your original intention. Something about those kind of people is just screaming "I am a dumb ass." I guess its cool if I offend you, just screening out the losers...
But also, don't be so hip and trendy that you're too good for everyone, cuz thats also pretty dick.
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My Interests

I Enjoy:
Causing a scene.
Learning about other cultures or even subcultures.
(Ex: Anything from NYC underground to the jungle.)
Language.
Music. (Well du.)
Various art forms.(Which means anything, but not everything) Things like graffiti and some photography, paintings, etc.
But not crap thats passed off as art, and some 'modern' stuff I just don't get...
Dancing. Belly dancing, Industrial etc.
Books.
Recycling
Style, only if it isn't pretentious.
People in general.
Making people uncomfortable for fun.
Being loud.
Streching/Gymnastics and Running
Standing up for the little guy.
Ice Cream (Frozen Yogurt?)
Foreign or Indie movies, not to be 'cool' but if they are actually GOOD.
GERMANY! :D
I love old people.
Animals.
BUGS! :D

I greatly DISlike:
That no one cares about Darfur or Rawanda, etc.
Snots, bitches etc etc, unless its funny, or you know, me.
Crappy music or style thats 'in' even though it SUCKS.
Pretentious people. For REAL.
Racists
DRUGS
Meat
Generally "Hollywood" movies and TV, but on occasion some good will come up, like Oz.
People with no substance.
Wasting food.
People that try to look extra bad ass just for effect...
Heavy, Greasy, Fatty foods. :P
White people that think they can say the N word. ESPECIALLY when they think they can get away with it as if it was ok...if they are being racist then of course they don't care if its offensive. Thats another issue. Read my Blogs to find out more.

I'd like to meet:

I would love to say that I'm not interested in guys who try to pick up girls on here, or girls who try, or whatever combination thereafter, but I feel like its pretty much useless.
Mainly I just come on here to stay in touch with people, but I'm into anyone who is real, nice and not too boring...I'm really not so bitchy so its hard for me to be mean to strangers, unless they are really assholish. I don't mean to sound unapproachable but I also don't want to small talk with EVERYONE, especially when it has no core to it. Its just boring.

Music:

Almost everything.
Meaning just that.
A TON MORE THAN HERE THAT I HAVEN'T LISTED!!

FOLK! TRIBAL MUSIC!!!! Indian, African,
Middle eastern, Jewish/Klezmer any culture really,
I totally dig that kind of thing! Indie, Industrial,
Electronic, Jazz, Classical, Metal, Rap. AFRICAN DRUMMING!!!
Marilyn Manson, NIN, Gogol Bordello, DeVotchKa, Muse, The Faint
Dresden Dolls, Taraf de Haidouks, Sigur Ros, RAV SHMUEL!!
Radiohead, Coldplay, System of a Down, Firewater, Balkan Beat Box, Manu Chau, Combi-Christ,
Luminescent Orchestrii, CURTIS ELLER! Natacha Atlas, Roger Miller,
The Clash, B-52's, Goldfrapp, Dschinghis Khan, Natty,
Romashka, Slavic Soul Party, Tomer Yosef, Kocani Orkestar,
Niyaz, Nancy, Kronos Quartet, Besh o droM, Mahala Rai Banda,
Esma Redzepova, every gypsy band ever, Beatles, Frou Frou,
Man Man, World/Inferno Friendship Society, The Matzos,
Dr. Asperger's Klezmer Tonic, Aumk, Chiara String Quartet,
Yann Tiersen, Imogen Heap, Amael Trio, Gnarls Barkley,
Mindless Self Indulgence, Citzen Cope, Jamison, Queens of the Stone Age,
Collide, The Unknown, Ladytron, The Sounds, Dangerous Muse,
Bandits of the Accoustic Revolution, Guignol, Shot'nez,
Jack off jill, Postal Service, Spoon, Idan Raichel, Matisyahu,
David Bowie, Prodigy, Shiny toy guns, Gypsy Kings,
Zagnut Orkestar, Klezmatics, Corvus Corax, Warsaw Village Band,
The Strokes, The White Stripes, Teddybears,
Gorillas, Billy Idol, Depesh Mode, Benny Goodman, Sean Paul,
Deftones, Skinny Puppy, Velvet Acid Christ, Anti-Mechanism,
Wumpscut, Lacuna coil, Rammstein,
30 seconds to mars, Sarah Mclachlan, Tarkan, Orgy,
Static-X, Mudvayne, Slipknot, Otep,
Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Slayer, Apocoliptica,
Left rights, Nickelback isn't bad. Tiamat, Gwar, Lamb of God,
Ween, Evolutionaries, Stabbing westward,
CHOPIN!!!! Gershwin, Vivaldi,
Paganini, Beethoven, Bach, Motzart. lots of others I forget.
etc.
And I'll tell you what I HATE:
Damn I forget the crappy name, Oh yea, AVENGE SEVENFOLD! DIE!
Atreyu (I had to ask what bands I dislike cuz I couldn't remember the names)
My Chemical Romance
PANIC AT THE FUCK YOU DISCO!!! UGGGG!
Queer-bo Fall out boy!
Screamo. Any.

Movies:

THE CROW IS THE WORST MOVIE EVER MADE!!
GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!
Too many movies!

Television:

I don't have a TV, but I like some shows on DVD,
like Doctor Who and OZ and I loved Fresh Prince
and things like that.

Books:

Anything to learn from. Stories.
Chaim Potok. Herman Hesse. Daniel Quinn. Kafka. George Orwell. Shel Silverstein
Everything is Illuminated. House of Sand and Fog. The Kite Runner.
I have many books I want to read.

TAKING A MOMENT: to say just how awesome
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac is...
I miss it when I'm not reading it!
It's so amazing to those who 'get it'...
and those who do know that it isn't too
serious or too light...
there is a balance there with humor and philosophy...
I adore it!!

Heroes:

My Blog

"Punk Princess"

I really have to write this one already! It's expanding! AHH!! lol.[Background:] Alright. This started when Chaim and I were talking to a girl who we know, who is 13. She's sweet, adorable, etc. ...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 08:10:00 PST

The same professor (the cool one) showed us this today...

I thought it was pretty rad. I read just now when I was looking for the picture that he has since died at age 84 (and 2 months) :( He rules. Notice the balloon string. Word.If you haven't seen my...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 05:15:00 PST

"What happened to your revolution?"

I said that to my professor today! We were talking about things in a way that it wasn't offensive in the context, or at least less so. But sometimes I'm afraid of that as well... Getting older (and ...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 04:35:00 PST

If

If I had to subsist on American 'culture' alone, I'd die of starvation.
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 12:22:00 PST

White people just dont get it

(Yes, I am aware that I'm white. There's not really much I can do about it, but I will still say what I have to.)(Yes, its long like usual, but I think its pretty damn worth it!)You know, white peopl...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 09:29:00 PST

I guess it’s my turn to have an opinion.

So I've been thinking about this whole VP thing a little bit. I've read some people's opinion s of Sarah Palin, and I never heard of her, so I tried to look her up a bit myself. But people say stuff...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 02:05:00 PST

I don’t have the time to get all hot and sexy anymore

*sigh*Its really a problem.Nah actually, its not so bad, because it kind of doesn't matter. Plus even when I have the chance, the way I used to do it just doesn't appeal to me anymore, like at all......
Posted by Inyan Narr on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:34:00 PST

It’s easy being green.

So I was talking to a friend who was over yesterday, and little things just kept coming up about what I do that makes me seem like such a big hippie. lol. So I thought I would list them because lists...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 11:42:00 PST

For Jews and Couples

A few things to rant and curiositize about. We all know my mother in law is the fakest bitch on the planet, and also the BIGGEST bitch on the planet, quite liiterally. Anyway, she likes to tell peop...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:10:00 PST

What do you call it?

I never liked the word 'goth'. It may have meant a cooler group of people in the 80's, who were sort of normal and listened to Bauhaus and read Sandman and whatever else they did way back then, but t...
Posted by Inyan Narr on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 04:06:00 PST