It is almost as if you were frantically constructing another world while the world that you live in dissolves beneath your feet, and that your survival depends on completing this construction at least one second before the old habitation collapses."-Tennessee Williams
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I’m Leesa. I do what I want. I love who I want. I am who I want. People underestimate me. I don’t want sympathy and I won’t ask you to forgive me. I over-analyze things constantly. I’m sick of dramatic people, getting lied to and treated like shit. I’ve pushed most of these people out of my life, and I’m glad because they weren’t worth it. I’ve figured out lately that I have all my life to find out who I really am, but I’m still trying to do this. So in other words, I don’t completely know myself just yet. I have trust issues, but who doesn’t. People go through different shit everyday, with families and friends, and I won’t judge by your problems. I get confused a lot, but it doesn’t mean I’m not intelligent. I usually get attached too easily, but lately I’ve just been pushing people away because it seems their not worth my time or pain. I won’t rub it in your face if you’re younger than me, and I expect the same. I read books, deal with it. I play too much Guitar Hero for my own good. I know what I want to be when I get older, and where I want to go with my life. Frankly, I really want to learn lessons in life by myself, and figure out certain things I never thought I could.
I don’t regret anything, and if I had the chance, I wouldn’t take anything back. I make mistakes and I learn from them. If I listened to people when they told me certain things, I think I would have missed out on a many good opportunities but also bad ones. I don’t go by other people’s point of view and frankly I like to learn about people and certain things in my own time. I can be a total bitch if you mess with me or the people that are close to me. My past is complicated and I don’t expect anyone to want to know it, or understand it. I’m very open. I’m good at helping other people with their problems, even when I can’t solve my own, or take my own advice. Petty immaturity and drama is just something that’s not acceptable. I still watch Disney and color. :]. I love watching movies, and when people call me baby. Don’t ask why because I honestly have no clue. I think its pathetic and uncalled for to think that people copy you if they have the same three words in their profile as you. Get over yourself if you think that way, because you’re just insecure and need to think someone wants what you have. I believe that life is what you make it, so I put alot of effort into everything I really care about and want. Don’t ever say “I love you†to me unless you really mean it. If you talk shit, don’t expect me to let it slide, because I’m not going to.
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