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Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here

my state of mind is more like a state of self, my focus is on goals and my own, Im free to love free

About Me

Layout made by mexicanabbw..My Name is Diona and Im 21 about to be 22 in October.. Im a Scorpio and well what else can I say. I like to write and listen to music.. it kinda feels like Im in my own world where I can let go and nothin go's wrong. I also like to spend time with my family and friends.. Its been kinda hard this year wit so many ppl I kno passing away, that just goes to show tomorrow may never come.. life is not promised. So with sayin that I take my life one day at a time. And try to enjoy every moment of it. I have a son who is 1 and he's the reason I strive for better everyday.. he's my happy place right now and Im good with that.. Not really lookin for any relationships or anything like that.. just to meet new ppl and chill. Im a koo girl don't like drama, I take care of myself and my own and Im very uniqe if u get to kno me...(smiles)

My Interests

My son Jayden...Writing poetry, writing music, singing, dancing, going out with my friends... meeting new people, going to the movies,or bowling, going out to eat...and chillin at home with a scary movie...eventhough a movie hasn't scared me in a long time.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet old friends.. And possibly new ones if your up for the ride.....lol but I like chill people and guys not lookin for a man just a buddy..
Food for thought.. WOMAN... I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.. this pain no man can feel.. I hold on to what my sistas have told us.. Cause the stress of a woman is real... Loving too much and sometimes not enough...now ruined my perception of light.. Trusting in fate.. but is it too late cause man niggas try me in life..Deal with lies.. Damn I tried but forreal what is it worth.. Just a title.. forreal Im an an item.. really cursed at birth. God's gift of life.. we are the light the creation of a humans vessel. To be tortured and confused, used, abused like tru...move on to the next one. Very unique ...yet conversations obsolete u don't care whats in my mind. U act like u do.. call me ur boo now Im supposed to act blind. Crazy thing is.. I know, I just refuse to show cause Im also playin the game.. no strings attached I'll scratch your back as long as you'll do the same. Now u judge...since were not in lov..u label me as a hoe...But how can u see my everyday tendencies..? forreal u don't even know.. The sweet and kind..gentle open mind..is the only me I know.. If there is a seed.. even a sudden need I am water to help it grow.. I choose what I want but never try to put any labels on me the truth is you'd be wrong..unlike that song..Im not ur bustit baby...My heart is real...Damn if I don't feel.... my lov is a form of high..he'll find in me..all I have..all he needs to get by...but my hearts been damaged and Im supposed to manage A life for me and my own..It may be hard but I'll bare these scars until I find my home.

Music:

I listen to almost everything...I love Erykah Badu, Mos Def, Common, The Roots, Floetry, Lauryn Hill, Mint condition,De'Angelo, JoJo, Mary J Blige, Monica, Maxwell, Van Hunt, Gween Stefani, Musiq, India Ire, Eminem, Kelis, Alicia Keys, Bilal, Craig David, Toni Braxton, Blaque, Brandy, FeFe Dobson, Mariah Carey, Raheem DeVaughn, Ludacris, Lupe Fiasco, Aaliyah, Al Green, Amerie, Avril Lavigne, Bone Thugs-n-Harmony, Christina Agularia, Dru Hill, Earth Wind and Fire, Evanescence, Fugees, Goapele, Gorrillaz, Guy, Blink 182, Janet Jackson, Michael too..lol, Jason Mraz, Jodeci, John Mayer, Joss Stone, Kem, Kirk Franklin, Lauryn Hill, Matisyahu, Mobb Deep, No Doubt, Outkast, Pink, Prince, Rihanna, Immature, SWV, Talib Kweli, TLC, Tupac....

Movies:

Do The Right Thing, Crash, MalcomX, Troy, Kill Bill, Kung Fu Hustle, Serinity, Mr. Deeds, Wronfully Accused, The Exorcist, Sin City, Kicking and Screaming, Don't be a Menace, Interview with a Vampire, Austin Powers, Love and Basketball, Brown Sugar, Two can play that game, B.A.P.S, Unleashed, American Pie, Saving Silverman, Anchor Man, Napolen Dinamite,and anything else funny...., really scarey, or just plain good

Television:

I don't really watch T.V. that much anymore..but If Im watchin it I like to watch, family guy,Music channels, Martin when it comes on, anything thats entertaining

Books:

The Bible,Nervous, Sistas, Fly on the wall, Their eyes were watching god, B-more Carefull, and The Coldest Winter Ever....

Heroes:

God, My grandmother and my parents...

My Blog

Thoughts

If love is what it is why does it feel this way. I know it has ups and downs ..but why everyday. I can't help but feel like life is draining from me. Cause its hard to even smile let alone speak. My v...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:51:00 PST

He is

He is He is the beginning of a good day and everything that fills it.  In the mornin he's my first thought..and at night he's my music.  I fell in love with the chemistry..and his eyes ...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 12:15:00 PST

my inspiration!!

Somehow I know thatThere's a place up aboveWith no more hurt and strugglingFree of all atrocities and sufferingBecause I feel the unconditional loveFrom one who cares enough for meTo erase all my burd...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 10:25:00 PST

Untitled 2...(last chapter)...?

Untitled 2......   Im tring to forget the way you made me feel.   Close my eyes to something real. Im tring to respect your new girls space.  But everytime I try ..I remember ...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 01:32:00 PST

Untitled...1

Untitled   1 I can't explain the intrest I have in your smile. Almost the same affection I feel for your style. Look so damn fine with each and every move. See I got a longing in my heart o...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 01:10:00 PST

man I miss.....................

The first time I seen him he was rockin the new addidas.... walkin, run d m c pourin out da speakers.  Older people called em trouble so he stayed on the move.  But when I talked to him his...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 06:27:00 PST

this is sooo tru!!

1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantagesa. You have some one to manage your money.b. She always looks good.c. She makes your other niggas jealous.d. She makes you look good. Disadvantagesa. When you get broke sh...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 12:20:00 PST

My poem!!!

      The wolrd is filled with disapointments and lies. Thats why Im never suprised to cry. Tears are nothin new to me. Ive cried enough to fill a sea. And tru lov is so hard ...
Posted by Lov/life/lyrics...u should b here on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 11:57:00 PST