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Leave Me Be

About Me



Hi. I am Caitlin.
I Dont Add Strangers

Im caitlin. I have passions. I have fears. I have hopes. I have dreams.
I want to know as much as I can about psychology. It fascinates me beyond all reason. People fascinate me.
Art amazes me. Colorings, Photography, words, lyrics. Abnormal, distorted, unrealistic colorings , break-down/critique.
Photography is something I fancy, the darkroom.
Words hit me hard. Lyrics are so amazing to me, thinking past the words, past the page.
I write my own little things, its Partially how I vent, some of my writings are a side of me hardly anyone will ever see, I keep most of them to myself.
I have a few blogs where you can read, and actually comment them, it makes my day, Honestly
My friends. My Only's.
Family Of course.
siblings Josh, Jason, Danny, Jenny
adventures. heights. Thrill. edge. Old places. Abandoned. Stories behind the name. Adventures.
Music, I'll never know enough, I'll never be satisfied with what I know. Making your own music is a difficult talent. writing your own pieces. Mastering a instrument. Ive played the viola for over half of my life, and I'm still so far from mastering it.
Some bands now a days, even though I'll like em, I'll get so sick of how similar they all sound... I like that little bit of extra, that spice. Strange voice, strange sound.
I don't know jack shii... but music is a passion.
My biggest fear is also one of my biggest loves.
I dont want to be involved with cynics or people who can only speak shit. It puts me in a bad mood. and their trail is laced with drama. Of course we all have to vent from time to time. I understand. but when all you say is negative I'll walk away
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

No One Off of Myspace.

Dont ask

We meet accidental

You and The Kid Looking over Your Shoulder

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Music:

What is music?

* an artistic form of auditory communication incorporating instrumental or vocal tones in a structured and continuous manner*
*any agreeable (pleasing and harmonious) sounds*
Music is an art, entertainment, or other human activity that involves organized and audible sound, though definitions may vary.*
*organised sound*
*The organization of sounds with some degree of rhythm, melody, and harmony.*
" Music is both an art and a craft, based on acoustic principles, yet subject to various interpretations, hence its artistic merit. Because of this, we study the craft so that we might better appreciate the art expressed in music.*
Organized sound; the written-down representation of those sounds.*
The music of the Greeks did not signify merely the harmony of sounds, but actually imbodied the idea of inner harmony of the spirit, the becoming at one with the spirit of the Muses, so that the soul responded in harmonic rhythm to the beat of universal harmony. ...*
To orchestrate. To arrange for a specific instrument.*
Broadly speaking, sounds organized to express a wide variety of human emotions.*

Music to me...
What is life? We breathe Air. We see the world around us. We think what we perceive. We touch what we feel. And we Hear Music. Wind? Music? Would you think or take your parents screaming voice as music? when you would take a hXc screamer and consider that so. Organized? The world manipulates, bends, twists everything. Every person attempting to stand out, make a place. Music is a passion. Why not make it yours? Sound is what we hear, Music is what we love.
My music is mine. Yours is yours. Music to me is one of my passions, it is one of the reasons I live. I may listen to your music and hate it, but we all have our opinions.
Some people talk about sports, cars, hair, makeup music is one of the things I talk about.

* A definition of music would seem to be necessary, but I will not attempt such a maneuver. However, it is enlightening to discuss problems one might encounter in constructing such a definition.

Movies:

*A source of entertainment.
I am not picky when it comes to movies.
action, comedy, horror, Drama. Have I covered the bases?
Movies and television are a source of entertainment. In the "great depression" people would go to movies to escape. To live a different reality. To forget. Isnt that what we are doing when we watch a movie? Forgetting the present, our problems, what we have to do?
amazing really how much those 2 hours impact us... we feel, we cry, we laugh, we cringe.
Now amplify what we see in a movie by 10 and that is probably the book. (see books)

Books:

So did you amplify it? Books are so much more exact... You may in movies visually see the desk, the girls hair. but isnt it imagination who makes us who we are? Even though books tend to be more time consuming, and more "difficult" but when you compare a book and a movie that are of the same story and plot... which have you personally thought was better?
Books are amazing. and you can learn a hell of a lot.

Heroes:

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My Blog

What You Held Has Fallen Off Your Hand

A Face of meaningA Face That Held So MuchHard Times Crossed Her Path, She FellShe CrashedShe Forgot How Good It Felt To Be So HighWhat Happened To This Girl That Held My AdmirationWhat Happened To Her...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 12:37:00 PST

Diminished Spark

Close Your Eyes And Swallow This PillYou Feel Better Dont You?Your Eyes Growing Heavy As You Become A Different PersonNothing You Do Right NowNothing You Say Matters Its Not You Talking, Its The ...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 06:38:00 PST

Speak Words To Yourself

           Opening her door she kicks off her shoes, tossing her scarf onto the table top, letting her coat drop to the ground. shedding each article ...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:20:00 PST

Woman of myth

She sees him walking, she is entranced by his walk, his step, his aura.  But if he looks her way, she will turn her head, and never think past the day.  A man will come up to her and strike ...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:15:00 PST

Your face is a blank

Words refusing to fall, Bite my tounge, Let hair fall over my eyesWhy wont I speak What importance does it hold. Meaningless words, but thoughts full of wonderment.One couldnt understand the complexit...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 01:05:00 PST

Alone In These Neon Socks

I Feel Like Im In A DreamIm Living A Story, But I Don't Feel As Though Its My OwnI Feel Almost As Though Im Watching My Life Through A Pair Of Different eyesSeeing A Climax Rise, Only TO Be Avoided By...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 02:14:00 PST

Thoughts we've all had

Your face crosses my mind leaving confusion shadowing your stepsYour smile sets me a light, which as quickly as it came fades outYour presence makes me wonder but immediately I put my thoughts to rest...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My dearest Dani

What would happen if the worse came to passYou would be goneOur conversations would cease, and a hole would take your placeThe tears would eventually stop but the pain and loss would be a open wound u...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

E-graduation-MO

So graduation for the seniors was today... It was weird watching all them walk down the isles completely oblivious to all the eyes, tears and smiles.  I was  smileing at memorys, them lookin...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fading best friend

Hiding these tears behind my closed eyes breathing deep while the pain suspends Knowing that things haved changed when the time doesnt feel right What happened to the comfort I felt while in your...
Posted by oCAITLINo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST