Shlomit <3 secrets kept in suicide

hello there people :) as you see I'm living in israel- and I REALLY don't like it here. It's so boring, and I feel so unconnected to the world :'( I'm german. :) I have in germany a family that I love and miss everybody there soo much. I speak german..and write. but writing is a little bit hard for me. i hate hypocritic people. i LOVE go shopping for houres and days. I'm (almost) crying when my IPOD isn't working. i HATE pea. i'm dyeing my hair every 3-4 monthes. i love to read good books. when i'll get my drive license i wanna get a smart. damn.. it seems like forever till i'll finally get it :'( I watch the season "HEROES".it's a little bit wired but I like it. I also watch the season "prison break".. omg.. it's like the best fuckin thing someone have ever made :O Miller Wentworth is one of the bests actors i've ever seen. plus- he's totally hot :D. I L-O-V-E coffee.. I HAVE to drink coffee every single morning..day..night or I can't function XD.you'll NEVER see me without makeup. not even my mom and not if you are gonna be my husband. it's just that i look like a..umm.. i don't even know how to describe me without make up. anyways- i look bad. i'm vegetarian since December 2006. i'm vegetarian because of the way poeple kill meat here in israel in a really disguasting way. i don't say meat isn't tasty- oh, hell yeah it is! but i just can't eat it. MUSIC IS LIFE! I really love music. without it, I don't know if I'll ever survive. there are sooooo many songs that can make me happy in one second when I'm sad ..it's so awesome. i'm 1.71 tall.. and i like it that way, some more cm will accept in blessing :) I love fashion and everything that has any connection to it. i watch "American next top model" and "project runway". I have a smiley (15.11.07) andddddddd- antihelix.. it's something like daith (23.3.08)!!!! I HATE MATH IN ALL MY SOUL,BODY AND HEART. (including my female..male teacher.) it's really hard for me to trust people. i LOVE emo boys :) ok, so you know a little bit about me.. if you wanna talk or whatever, just add me :) oh, and i'm also a diger as you see.. well, sorry.. i'm adicted to it bye for now, shlomit.. schlomit.