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You're the tar in that old cigar, and the worn out cable on a cable car...

About Me

I love being around people* Meeting new people makes me smile* music is a huge part of my life * I wish there was a soundtrack to my life* Sometimes I just feel like being alone but have so much to do that I can't find the time* When I'm stressed, a good hug always calms me down* I have a hard time saying "no"* I'm too nice at times* I have a "thing" for old people...they are just so stinking cute* I forgive too easily...but I'm okay with that* I keep a lot inside* I'm a listener* I'm no hero and I'm not all that wise, but I can look at things from other people's point of view* I'm shier than most people realize* my face gets red too easily and I can't control it* Wind up toys bring me instant happiness...I can't explain it* I want a man who will lead me in our walk with Christ* Singing in front of people scares the crap out of me, but I wish I was able to do it* Shane has always been one of my best friends, no matter how much we used to fight* I need to believe in myself more* The dark scares the crap out of me....seriously* I have never had a boyfriend* I have a huge pink unicorn on my bed* my room looks like a million psychlones hit it....all at once* I'm in a dance company* I am the youngest of three and the only girl* my parents are still happily married* I long for that* I can't wait to fall in love* I settle...and I hate it* I have three cats...mine is the fattest...I love him* I have a thing for elephants* I love middle names* I have a twisty belly button* I want a tattoo but it scares me* I got a glimpse of what love feels like....and it hurt* I'm not sad that it ended anymore...I'm just glad that it happened* I'm a virgin...by choice...until there is a ring on my finger* I love Jesus Christ with all my heart* I desire so much to follow Him wherever He wants me to go, but it scares me* I love my friends* I'm a huge dork* I love dancing* spiders scare me* I sing in the shower* my eyeballs are my favorite feature* I heart tattoos* when I'm overwhelmed, I write* I find clarity in the shower and get some good ideas...and then forget them when I get out* I have a horrible memory...I get it from my dad* eyeballs and mouths are my favorite features on guys* I love Disneyland* I miss late night talks that lasted for hours with my brother when he lived at home* Jason Mraz is my favorite...I wish I could get inside his head for a day* I love laughing and making people laugh* My brother and his wife give me hope for true, Godly love* my dad is the perfect example of the man I want in my life* I love taking pictures* I attract people who talk about themselves...I don't always mind* I have been hurt by friends* I don't have a problem telling someone that I'm sorry* I have a huge fear of rejection* I don't judge* I love live music* Lying is my biggest pet peeve* I miss being 5 and not having responsibility* I love people watching* I'm self-conscious* I love my family and friends so much and would die for them* There are few times you should really take me seriously* you know when those few times are* hanging out with friends is one of my favorite things in the world...whether we are actually doing anything or not* when I feel lost I write* I have written you so many letters that you will never read* Sabrinanisms make me smile* my brother has always been the only person who can get me to smile when I am upset...I used to hate that* I can't think of one person who knows everything about me* my entire body cracks (neck, knuckles, hips, back, etc)...it grosses my dad out* I have never done a drug in my life* I shop too much* I love my car...despite the remarks from friends about it being a Ford* chapstick is an addiction...I'm not trying to quit* nature puts me in awe* sunsets are my favorite* I Get Your Own! | View Slideshow
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My Interests

God, dancing, music, movies, Disneyland, anything to do with the 60s and back, photography, art, books, shows, sleeping, eating.....mmmmm.....eating =]

I'd like to meet:

the person who invented wind up toys....

Music:

(in no specific order...except for the first one) Jason Mraz.The Format.The Early November.The Academy Is.Panic at the Disco.Dashboard Confessional.Rascal Flatts.DMB.KT Tunstall.Lifehouse.Bloc Party.Something Corporate.Johnny Cash.Taking Back Sunday.Damien Rice.Underoath.Mars Volta.AFI.Brand New.Elliot Smith.Jacks Mannequin.Jack Johnson.Bright Eyes.Letterkills.Elefant.Thursday.Trust Company.Speechwriters LLC.As I Lay Dying.Ringside.Death Cab.Thrice.The Shins.The Postal Service.Keane.Billy Holiday.The Used.Frank Sinatra.Snow Patrol.Interpol.ReelBigFish.Hawthorne Heights.Hidden in Plain View.Straylight Run.The Veronicas.Matchbox Romance.Matchbox 20.John Mayer.My Chemical Romance.Switchfoot.Circa Survive.Alkaline Trio.Anna Nalick.Kate Earl.Tristan Prettyman.Graham Colton Band.JamisonParker.Imogen Heap.Tegan and Sara.Sia.Raul Midon.Alanis Morisette.Avenged Sevenfold.Rilo Kiley.Tiger Army.Ray LaMontagne.Acceptance....

Movies:

The Passion, Big Fish, Boondock Saints, Oh Brother Where Art Thou, Identity, Serendipity, Spun, Dirty Dancing Havana Nights, Ever After, I Am Sam, Garden State, Pieces of April, Walk the Line, Taking Lives, Matchstick Men, Benny and Joon, Closer, Love Actually, Lords of Dogtown, Crash, In Her Shoes, Elizabethtown, Nightmare Before Christmas (pretty much anything Tim Burton)

Television:

Lost...by far the best show ever

Books:

Perks of Being a Wallflower...Junior...The Dead Don't Dance...PostSecret...anything E.E. Cummings...anything Sharon Olds...

Heroes:

Jesus Christ†††††††††††††††††† †††††††When I say..... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin" † I'm whispering "I was lost" Now I'm found and I'm forgiven. † When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. † I'm confessing that I stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide. † When I say.... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. † I'm professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on. † When I say.... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. † I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. † When I say.... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect. † My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it. † When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. † I have my share of heartaches so I call upon His name. † When I say.... "I am a Christian" I"m not holier than thou, † I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow. †

My Blog

face washing=inspiration...

the latest glimpse into my brain...written while scrubbing the day away...Those words and these actionsmean too much to me.Manipulate my thoughts,and silence my dreams.Put blinders on my better judgem...
Posted by Beena's back! on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 01:16:00 PST

our last show together...

so I didn't want to tell anyone in fear that it would somehow get back to the dancers before it was announced at practice, but this will be the last show that R&B will be doing. Wendy and I, along wit...
Posted by Beena's back! on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:30:00 PST

This is what I'm not saying...

Why is the world full of horrible listeners? That might be harsh, but there are so many who cut people off mid-sentence, mid-story, or don't even let them begin. So many who don't even ask questi...
Posted by Beena's back! on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:09:00 PST

I quit....

everything.....   no really.   I'm going into hiding, I swear.
Posted by Beena's back! on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:49:00 PST

Don't want to be....

I took off my iron smile babeCause I felt it weighed me down. Tomorrow when the world wakes up I'll be in another townYou don't know what you want, at this moment could be meYou move your hand across&...
Posted by Beena's back! on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 04:38:00 PST

I'm listening...

"God's voice is slight and small....and the world is screaming at you...we have to remember who to listen to" words of wisdom from my daddy...it's funny how simple it is to forget things like that. I...
Posted by Beena's back! on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 09:40:00 PST

my mouth runs away......

I say the stupidest stuff sometimes....and sometimes I'm totally okay with it cuz it's funny...but other times, I think that it makes sense...like it will come across exactly the way that I mean it, a...
Posted by Beena's back! on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 10:19:00 PST

Schools out for the summer...

...and I am so stinking excited! next semester I will be on the main campus and I am now officially a comm major...yay! so anyway, now that classes have ended, I don't want to talk about it anymore h...
Posted by Beena's back! on Sat, 27 May 2006 06:24:00 PST

you won the battle, I'll win the war

You're right, You've won. My heart from my chest, Is the door prize, You can take to her bed. Polish out the cracks, That you have created And place it on your mantle, For all to see. A bleeding, inv...
Posted by Beena's back! on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 04:22:00 PST

The Here and Now

Friday night here come the crowds and we're swallowed hole but we breathe alone in the here and now All these voices melting down I shut my eyes and try to hide in the here and now I can see the truth...
Posted by Beena's back! on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 04:06:00 PST