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I'm Jenny Grinblo**. Jen. Jenners. Jen-Jen. Pink Fetish. Mad Woman. Pizza hut (thanks, Mike!). A loyal friend. A witchy Bitch. A lost child. A thinker. A dreamer...
I can't say I know what or who I am. I write, but I'm no poet. I draw, but I'm not painter. I cry, but I'm no melancholic pup.
I can't tell you what I am, but I can tell you what makes me smile. I smile at the sound of smooth Jazzy music, At the sight of fire, candles, stars and the smell of the wet grass at night.
I love the rain, especially the color of the sky after a storm. I'm addicted to coffee, gum and the smell of my mom's cooking on New Year's eve. I rarely cry, I rarely run and I never lie. I would rather bite my nails than let a false statement slip out of my mouth.
I love the colors which dominate the horizon when it's time for the sun to fall. I like the smell of the ocean and the sight of the sparkling water flushing the rocks. I love to feel the sand at my feet, worshiping them like no one else would ever know how to. I sing to myself, I often forget my dreams and I wish someone understood me exactly the way I was.
I like taking pictures, I like seeing myself in them but I know that most of them turn out very wrong. I love collecting old things which stopped meaning anything years ago.
Writing makes me complete. Alcohol makes me calm. Memories make me sad. Society makes me frustrated. Volunteering makes me vital. Love makes me feel safe. Being lazy is my biggest flaw. Carelessness is not.
I'm not looking for my soulmate but I'd love to meet them one day. I'm not trying to be better but I can't help it if sometimes I am. I'm not planning to cause pain to others but I hope they forgive me when I do.
I don't want to be famous, I want to be acknowledged. I don't want a lover but I want to be loved. I don't want kids but I want to educate. I don't know you but I want to know what you feel.
Do far beyond your abilities.
xoxo,
Jen.
TRIVIA
*My last name is pronounced "Green-Blue"
*I speak three languages and can read four alphabets
*I studied in the United World College of the Atlantic, Wales and loved it
*I was born in Siberia, Russia (and it's really not that cold!)
*I hate it when people touch my nose
*My boyfriend lives in Kenya and it makes me sad
*I'm an only child
*I've never kissed a guy first
*All 4 of my piercings come from different countries (Not anymore. All gone.)
*I've never broken a bone in my body
*I have batophobia (i.e "An abnormal fear of being near an object of great height, such as a skyscraper or mountain")
*I used to write erotic stories for an adult web site at the age of 14 (Really good to have this on a website where family members might visit)
*My favorite flowers are tulips
*I started working in graphic/web design at the age of 14
*I wear glasses when I watch TV
*I have never been (and probably will never be) blonde
*I always say I will only marry a man who plays the piano
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