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Scott

Texas Dreams

About Me

Update 10/15/08 My Fantasy, you ask? Why just to find my souther belle and make her mine, that's all. Found her, here on a social network of all places. We get married in May, Michelle and I, and I can't wait. She is everything i have ever imagined and more. We are comfortable like an old couple with decades of familiarity and yet our time is measured in months. I can't believe that I first met her just 8 months ago...my life hasn't been the same since. True love is so profound, the deep respect I have and the continuing interest in every facet of her life bring a smile to m y face and contentment to my heart. Minutes from the house, my new job is awesome. Thanks to my sis and bro who both work for the Austin Chronicle, I get invited to so many music and social events, I honestly am in social overload after years of being focused on domestic duties of rearing a family. But... I wouldn't have it any other way, this is what I came back for, the vivacity of the Texas culture, and I mean to tell you it really is different here.Raised here, I'll die here. Home after 30 years in the Northwest. Texas has held an unshakable place in my heart through it all. A joyous yet bittersweet feeling to go back home. I know so many great people up in Seattle in both business and my personal life. At the same time, I have such wonderful kinfolk in Port Arthur and Austin. 35 Texas relatives welcomed us back. The boys are doing good in school, I admire their courage, this is a big move for them.Me? Cantakerous, stubborn and known to BS about pretty much anything, you have to be on your toes to distinguish the BS from the truth...typical Texan. Mind, it isn't really to decieve but, rather spoken speculation on what the answer might be. Opinionated. Brash and ebullient, I refuse to accept anyhting as "the way it is" Quixotic to a fault, I will be tilting at Windmills till I die. I am cause driven and principled; you translate that to "I tend to see in only black & white but am learning gray is the true color of a lot in life". My boys have done pretty good with their stressed out Poppa in spite of long hours and little time to spend with them. Thank goodness they had the loving, nurturing influence of their mother for the first 11 years of life because hanging at my place has surely corrupted them, as much as I would have liked it to be otherwise.One more year and my youngest is out of high school but I am guessing he will hang around a bit more before he spreads his wings. At that time, I am free to pursue my personal dreams. I try to keep a balance between body, mind and soul.Feed all three parts equally. I enjoy fishing, hiking, camping in my new travel trailer.A dirt bike make the trips a blast.BBQ and Shiner Beer,movies, laughter, a warm friend at my side, waking up each day, watching stars at night....all good things to seek.Still loving my career even after 24 years, life is good today.
Sandy Denny
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Paaaaarte'!
I am in eggtacy!

My Interests

Reading bestsellers, football games in the fall, Barbeques any time of year. Playing in the snow on skis, boards, tubes or butt ( I slid 300 yards down a glacier at Big Four), Outwitting Salmon and Halibut on the high seas. Crusing in the woods on my 250. Camping for the weekend. Fishing anywhere for anything. ex-Texans, Watching new movies on the big screen at the theater. working out when I can. Relaxing in the hot tub...does this stream of consciousness rambling help?

I'd like to meet:

Obama

Music:

country, rock, hip-hop, classical, jazz, you name it.

Movies:

Movie Fanatic even the dreaded "chick flicks" :-)

Television:

mostly movies and sometimes, football.I'd be lucky to watch 4 hours a week these days. Thank goodness for Tivo.

Books:

bestsellers, adventure, suspense, horror, spy, sci-fi, techno-thriller, historical, whatever.

Heroes:

John Glenn, John Kennedy, Harriet Tubman, Kinky Friedman and the person that invented BBQ.

My Blog

The past comes to life

The horned toad is particularly meaningful for a Texan who has returned home after 30 years. I used to love chasing them in the hills around San Antonio when I was a boy.Yesterday I dropped my car off...
Posted by Scott on Tue, 20 May 2008 06:32:00 PST

Housewife

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mgTMrlPyJA For Henry and Stephen...
Posted by Scott on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 03:29:00 PST

He shot himself and stole my life

The memories flood in as I re-establish myself here once more in the heartlands of Texas. I left at 18 on the heels of my fathers suicide. Numb and having no recollection whatsoever of the preceding 6...
Posted by Scott on Thu, 22 May 2008 05:23:00 PST

Who’d have thunk it?

I was depressed! It’s just that simple. The work situation and lonliness were getting to me in a big way. During my cancer in ’06 I was told I was depressed in the depths of the chem...
Posted by Scott on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 09:52:00 PST

Funny how things change

The dream: It looked so good on paper. A nice salary, lots of upwards potential, a boss seemingly eager for my skill set. Reality: at 60 days, the boss is demanding things that I know from long experi...
Posted by Scott on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 07:10:00 PST

When is my time? Loneliness as a fatal disease?

My brother dies by the day, in  year he will be gone from this earth. But I am here now, his passing won't be lonely. He will be loved, he will know he is loved. People hear your pain and they th...
Posted by Scott on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 08:46:00 PST

Saying Goodbye

I made it to Austin in one piece, a little worse for the wear but safe. I had found out a couple weeks before that my brother has incurable cancer. I had just beat mine this last summer and am in remi...
Posted by Scott on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 11:21:00 PST

To lose someone (again)

My brother just found out he has advanced prostate cancer and it has metastasized in other areas. We are only 16 months apart and it affects me deeply. We are best friends above all else. "Brothers fo...
Posted by Scott on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 11:47:00 PST

Ramblings

So it's friday...now what? Back from texas, settled into the Seattle groove once again, life goes on as usual. It's definitely better now that I have some solid offers for employment down there. I can...
Posted by Scott on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 10:02:00 PST

Stuck between worlds

They say you can't go home.They want to know why you want to change everything after 30 years.They don't understand why you would give up all the moneyThey haven't almost died. They've never lost a lo...
Posted by Scott on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 10:30:00 PST