The past comes to life |
The horned toad is particularly meaningful for a Texan who has returned home after 30 years. I used to love chasing them in the hills around San Antonio when I was a boy.Yesterday I dropped my car off... Posted by Scott on Tue, 20 May 2008 06:32:00 PST |
Housewife |
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mgTMrlPyJA
For Henry and Stephen... Posted by Scott on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 03:29:00 PST |
He shot himself and stole my life |
The memories flood in as I re-establish myself here once more in the heartlands of Texas.
I left at 18 on the heels of my fathers suicide. Numb and having no recollection whatsoever of the preceding 6... Posted by Scott on Thu, 22 May 2008 05:23:00 PST |
Who’d have thunk it? |
I was depressed!
It’s just that simple. The work situation and lonliness were getting to me in a big way. During my cancer in ’06 I was told I was depressed in the depths of the chem... Posted by Scott on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 09:52:00 PST |
Funny how things change |
The dream: It looked so good on paper. A nice salary, lots of upwards potential, a boss seemingly eager for my skill set.
Reality: at 60 days, the boss is demanding things that I know from long experi... Posted by Scott on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 07:10:00 PST |
When is my time? Loneliness as a fatal disease? |
My brother dies by the day, in year he will be gone from this earth. But I am here now, his passing won't be lonely. He will be loved, he will know he is loved.
People hear your pain and they th... Posted by Scott on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 08:46:00 PST |
Saying Goodbye |
I made it to Austin in one piece, a little worse for the wear but safe. I had found out a couple weeks before that my brother has incurable cancer.
I had just beat mine this last summer and am in remi... Posted by Scott on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 11:21:00 PST |
To lose someone (again) |
My brother just found out he has advanced prostate cancer and it has metastasized in other areas.
We are only 16 months apart and it affects me deeply. We are best friends above all else. "Brothers fo... Posted by Scott on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 11:47:00 PST |
Ramblings |
So it's friday...now what? Back from texas, settled into the Seattle groove once again, life goes on as usual.
It's definitely better now that I have some solid offers for employment down there. I can... Posted by Scott on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 10:02:00 PST |
Stuck between worlds |
They say you can't go home.They want to know why you want to change everything after 30 years.They don't understand why you would give up all the moneyThey haven't almost died. They've never lost a lo... Posted by Scott on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 10:30:00 PST |