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Thor

HEIDNAT, A TRADITIONALIST HEATHEN HOME

About Me

I am 38 year old person born originally in Croatia (so i am Croatian, not Croat, how some call Croatians, although i am living in Northern Ireland at the present moment), a little beautiful Southeast Mediterranean country which used to be for 60 and something years part of artificially made up Yugoslavia in 20th century. Before that dark period, Croatia was for centuries part of Austria and Hungary (the Habsburg Empire and Monarchy), and is one of the oldest Central European countries, and one of the first countries in history (of Europe) which had monarchy. Country of exquisite beauty, full of natural richness, good and healthy organic food and above all, heart warming people. As a part of my upbringing, my mother (Dalmatian) and my grandmother( she is half Austrian, half Hungarian) from fathers side used both to weave stories of old cultures of Croatia, Greece, Rome, Scandinavia and Germania,because all these cultures had deep imprints on Croatia as a country.In my teen years I was a member of few bands in 80es, such as: Drinking Skull (thrash/speed metal), Breu (noise and experimental sounds) and Big White Elephant(funk hardcore). My late friend Sinisa Ocurscak-Charlie from Tehom, a first Croatian dark ambient band, created with myself and one other friend of ours one of first Black Metal circles in Europe. We went onto forming a band, inspired by bands of that time,like: Hellhammer/Celtic Frost, Venom, Mercyful Fate, Possessed and Slayer, but somehow we did not last for long because of school or other commitments in life at that time. That was back in 1986. After studying at the first University, and in time while Croatia was viciously attacked by Serbian paramilitary forces joined with Yugoslav Army, i became a Gaudiya (Chaitanya) Vaishnava (or Hindu to be closest, although those two are different)celibate monk for a full span of 9 years, living in various ashramas and temples from India and Europe to USA. Time spent in all those interesting places and countries was something i will never forget.Nowadays i am still practicing Gaudiya Chaitanya Vaishnavism, but in the original traditionalist way, and how it is supposed to be, and not in the way which is taught in the west in societies like Iskcon or Gaudiya Matha. I was a member, and i am still a member of some Heathen Volk movements as well as some societies and orders. I respect people from all walks of life, and i try always to learn from them. I am married with an Irish lady (with some Scottish blood) who has red hair and very Celtic and Germanic origins, and we have one child. I am not planning on having more children in this turbulent and insecure world.That is for optimists, and i am certainly not one of them.At the moment i am working as a language translator/interpreter for 4 languages (German, French, Italian,Croatian) in one of the biggest extreme Sports companies in the world. I have BA in journalism and political sciences, also finished counselling, but i am not working in none of those professions at the moment. My wife is an interior designer.In a meantime i am surfing on the Irish coast,walking in the forests and woods of Northern and Southern Ireland with my son and wife.Last but not least, my wife and myself are running a small mailorder and label for extreme music. We are still at the beginning, so hopefully one day we will be able to offer really interesting works of diverse arists. Our website is here: www.somnium-media.com Our labels are Cognitive Dissonance and Herdfeuer.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

Sun, Water, Oceans, Adriatic Sea, Mountains, Hills and Glens of Ireland, walking in forests,smell of air in Summer and Autumn,Summer Solstice,Traditionalist Gaudiya Chaitanya Vaishnavism,Runes (Armanen & Futhark),Heathen thought and culture(Heidnat), traditionalist thought, Ariosophy,Metapolitics, languages/interpreting(English, German, Swedish,old Norse, Croatian(with all the variations old and new), French, Italian, also i am interested in Slavic languages like Ukrainian and Czech and Hungarian as a very interesting old language. Swimming (nektology),scubadiving and especially freediving which i did since i was small kid on my island of Vis,a small island in between Italy and Croatia (but not doing it these days),hiking, free climbing,surfing, archery,Kendo and Samurai culture (http://www.kendo.org.uk/, one really good site), to which i was introduced by my late father, Heathen cultures(not neo pagans and new age, no thanks),Magick,Runic knowledge (Rune Gild only),Psychogeography,Jungian Psychology, Brazilian Jiu Jitsu of amazing Gracie Family and of course Vale Tudo, Mediterranean food, Macrobiotic cuisine, my wife, my son, my best friend Robin, tattoos, Croatian early cultures, and Croatian heathen music like band Kries(please check them out here:http://www.kries.info/ ), Irish, Scandinavian and Germanic ancient cultures.

I'd like to meet:

My dad again, who's left this world.I would like to tell him that i miss his blues/jazz guitar playing and talking with him about philosophy.Myself at age of four, when i had blue color of eyes and blond hair. Somehow i lost my hair and blue color in my eyes, later on in life.Dr.Ivo Korsky, prof.Ivan Oršanic, Dr.Milan pl.Šufflay and again Andrew D. Chumbley to tell them how much i appreciate them.

Music:

Classical,Dark ambient, Neo-Classical,Dark Industrial, Bombastic Martial industrial,Martial pop,Dark Ambient, Black Metal (quality stuff like Deathspell Omega, not every band out there, available on the market),quality Pagan/Heathen music(metal and folk), some neo and apocalyptic folk (Current 93 and David Tibet, to whom i am listening since mid 80es), Drone and Doom/ Subterranean Metal, Indian classical music like Bhajanas and Ragas ( Pandit Pran Nath).Myself, i like playing mrdanga,indian drum used for playing in kirtan or congregational chanting. I like listening lately to Iroke Kayokyoku.It is very obscure music from late 60es and 70es sung by Japanese B movie heroines like Tani Naomi,Ike Reiko,Kuwabara Yukiko and Taguchi Kumi.

Movies:

Don't watch so much of this nowadays. I am stuck in timewarp with French New Wave/Film Noir movies and film directors with whom i was growing up. Jean Luc Godard, Belmondo and Alain Delon (actors),Francois Truffaut,Louis Malle,Claude Chabrol are some of the names.Besides them i really like Kurosawa, Leone,Fellini,Visconti, Liliana Cavani.

Television:

Not watching at all. If i watch, i watch really old stuff, TV series: Prisoner, Avengers, Space 1999, UFO, Dark Shadows and Sherlock Holmes with Jeremy Brett. Only contemporary series i watch on tv will be Heroes.

Books:

by Julius Evola,C.G. Jung, Mishima, Nietzsche,Mircea Eliade,Rene Guenon,Ernst Junger, Sri Ananta das Babaji,Andrew D. Chumbley, Baba Raul Canizares,Alan Moore, Kundali Dasji, Sri Rupa and Sanatana Goswami, prof. Danijel Crljen, Dr.Mile Budak, Dr.Ivo Korsky, Eugen Kvaternik, Dr. Milan pl. Sufflay (Croatian Julius Evola), Dr. Tomislav Sunic, Prof.Ivan Orsanic,Alain De Benoist,Otto Rahn, Don Miguel Serrano, Savitri Devi,Dr.Stephen Flowers/Edred Thorsson,Stephen B. Cox,Knut Hamsun,Ezra Pound.Art books and art from this person (my favourite): http://www.jimfitzpatrick.ie/and art from this amazing guy: http://www.arikroper.com/

Heroes:

People i have meet or been in contact with, and have learned a lot from: Sri Ananta Das Babaji Maharaja (my spiritual guide), Andrew D. Chumbley (my magickal guide),Michael Bertiaux, Baba Raul Canizares (my Orisha guide),Jodorowsky,Cathars and their beliefs, Bhakti Tirtha Swami Maharaja, Edred Thorsson,Dr.Ivo Korsky, Alan Moore, Al Cisneros from band OM, Dr. Tomislav Sunic, Edred Thorsson, Alain De Benoist, prof. Darko Sagrak.Others whom i never met, (but if i could go back in time i would like to): Black Madonna/Black Virgin, Cathars,Giordano Bruno,Julius Evola,Sri Krishna & Srimati Radharani, Austin Osman Spare, Paracelsus, Leonardo,Rembrandt, Agrippa,Dr.John Dee, Spartan king Leonidas (watch new movie 300 which is adaptation from Frank Millers comic of the same name),Johannes Bureus, Guido Von List,Siegfried Adolf Kummer, Peryt Shou.