hey "anne", real subtle, i'm not stupid psycho bitch, are you that threatened by me ? tisk, ur insecurities will eat u alive, get over it. ;].
im nida.
nothing witty to say.
save the drama fo yo momma!
when in doubt, just throw some d's on that bitch
nidasaurus i want to tell u that,
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.â€
the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth from you. When your whole life breaks down. That's the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about-- we want..we want..we want...and yet we do everything opposite of what we should be doing, to fulfill that desire. bring out problems that bring out insecurities...do the irrational things that make the wound bigger....think....we dont want our problems solved....we don't want to know the answers to everything...we dont want a solution and we most certainly dont want simplicity. We stress , we dwell, cry because if we didn't, whats left? A victory wouldn't be as sweet....rules..are made to be broken, secrets are meant to be kept..rage and anger remind you that you're alive....and it just makes everything that much worth it when your in a moment that leaves you forgetting about all the words yelled and tears cried. Passion wouldn't be anything without a struggle....a desire, a want a need.....and no satisfaction in fulfilling it if theres no thirst to be quenched...in every depressing moment, theres something to ease it...and in every tear, theres a possible someone who can wipe it away...think....have u ever hit rock bottom, and thought, of the one thing that can fix it? a song...a place....a person...everything has a pacifier...pain is only temporary...as they say nothing lasts forever, no matter how long you dwell, a smile will prevail in some point of ur life, a genuine one....everyone is a dramatic...everyone fights and everyone wants to be needed...contrary to the facade they put up, and contrary to your ideas or beliefs, someone somewhere at this very minute is in need of you...everything is gonna be okay...and everything is gonna fall apart, and so on and so forth. and don't accept it, cuz it makes life more complicating when u deny it, and the more complicated a life is the nicer it becomes when the complications are no more ;]
