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Cal

All I know is that I don't know... and all I can do is control what I can control

About Me

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My Interests

music, pro wrestling, comic books, video games, basketball

I'd like to meet:

someone weird and crazy enough to put up with my shit... and who doesn't have a ton of baggage themselves

Music:

A Perfect Circle, Chevelle, Tool, Mudvayne, Metallica, Megadeth, Helmet, Deftones, Linkin Park, Stone Temple Pilots, Creed, Alter Bridge, Days of the New, Tantric, Breaking Benjamin, Sum 41, Alice In Chains, Cold, Depeche Mode, Coldplay, Collective Soul, Stabbing Westward, Staind, System of a Down, Filter, Foo Fighters, Garbage, Oasis, Body Count, Godsmack, Incubus, Jimmy Eat World, Eminem, Genesis, Fuel, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Matchbox Twenty, Live, Nickelback, Oleander, Our Lady Peace, Disturbed, P.O.D., Pearl Jam, Papa Roach, U2, Taproot, The Black Crowes, Soundgarden, Rage Against the Machine, Radiohead, Queens of the Stone Age, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Sevendust, Slayer, Onesidezero

Movies:

The Crow, The Crow: City of Angels, The Crow: Wicked Prayer, The Crow: Salvation, Taxi Driver, Unbreakable, Signs, Heat, Man on Fire, The Thing, Constantine, The Professional, The Usual Suspects, Reservoir Dogs, Pitch Black, The Butterfly Effect, Saw, Collateral, The Punisher, South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut, Bad Boys, Bad Boys 2, Terminator, Terminator 2: Judgement Day, Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines, The Matrix, Matrix Reloaded, Matrix Revolutions, Batman Begins, Four Brothers, The Sixth Sense, Daredevil,

Television:

24, Veronica Mars, Law and Order: SVU, Greg the Bunny, Around the Horn, 1st and 10, Pardon the Interruption, The Shield, K-Ville, Oz

Books:

Have A Nice Day!, Tuesdays With Morrie, The Five People You Meet in Heaven, The Exorcist, Dante's Inferno, Paradise Lost, Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee, On Bullshit

Heroes:

Mick Foley, Andy Kaufmann, Layne Staley,

My Blog

itunes survey

Put your i-tunes on shuffle and try this survey!How am I feeling today?.. Needles and Pins, DeftonesWill I get far in life?.. Heavy, Collective SoulHow do my friends see me?.. Part of Me, ToolWhere wi...
Posted by Cal on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:04:00 PST

I have finally broken

The last six months have broken me, from my mind to my spirit. I no longer know who I am. I no longer know what to believe in. I know longer know anything. I have lost my way. I am a broken man now --...
Posted by Cal on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:12:00 PST

have I lost my mind finally?

It hasn't been a full week back home and already I feel re-energized, no longer burdened or stressed by anyone or anything. When I come back to UNH next year, I will be a changed man.... if you're rea...
Posted by Cal on Mon, 29 May 2006 11:08:00 PST

I may be burned out but I've never felf more alive

I should be in mourning. I should be sad and remorseful. Maybe I crossed a line that I can't go back over.... and yet, as burned out as I am I've never felt more alive than I am right now. And it...
Posted by Cal on Fri, 19 May 2006 09:26:00 PST

To Whomever Wants To Read This

It's been a looooong year.... it's been a longer two months. I'm tired, drained, stressed out and pissed off. I need a recharge of the batteries.... and when I get back next year it won't be like this...
Posted by Cal on Thu, 18 May 2006 09:26:00 PST

21

As of today I am officially 21 years old. I've heard that makes me a legal adult... to that I say, "What I haven't been one?! That's news to me." I'm not much of a drinker -- I'll save the alcohol for...
Posted by Cal on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 09:36:00 PST

haven't done this in a while and I'm bored

title says it all... the one bad thing about being home on break: Most of the day consists of me sitting in front of this computer posting on a pro wrestling messageboard, viewing other people's profi...
Posted by Cal on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 09:43:00 PST

wow do I wanna beat someone's ass so bad right now

the title says it all. Basically my car was broken into some time last night into today and my car radio was stolen. Part of me is pissed at myself because there was no unforced entry except for the p...
Posted by Cal on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 09:10:00 PST

This oughta be fun

this oughta be fun... my own myspace. And to think that I swore I'd never get one. Probably won't put anything down or check it much but you never know....
Posted by Cal on Sun, 28 Aug 2005 10:33:00 PST