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Jessi

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I'm alittle twisted. I like it better when it hurts. I'm mischievous and I can't resist temptation. I'm incompetent when I leave the left unsaid. Nothing in my life becomes real until I write it down. I fuck up all the time but I'm learning that it happens. I cross the line but I do my best to right my wrongs. I love with everything I have and sometimes it breaks me. My family, my band and the music we create is my life.

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My Interests



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Music:


Sevendust, Gym Class Heroes, Boy Sets Fire, (Old) Killswitch Engage, Machinehead, Portishead, Social Distortion, Johnny Cash, Guns N' Roses, Rage Against The Machine, Deftones, Sarah Vaughan, No Doubt, Bloodline Calligraphy, Atreuyu, Otep, Lacuna Coil, Tapping The Vain, Fear Factory, Tsunami Bomb, Ella Fitzgerald, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Jerry Lee Lewis, The Stray Cats, Al Green, Vivian Green, Kidney Thieves, Snake River Conspiracy, Sade, The Ramones, Oueens Of The Stone Age, Flyleaf, One True Thing, Sex Pistols, Motley Crue, Bright Eyes, Wilco, Saul Williams, Dead Poetic, PJ Harvey, Pantera, Slipknot, Sick Of It All, Tommy Lee, Story Of The Year, Soilwork, Tori Amos, Alica Keys, Green Day, The Eyeliners, The Bouncing Souls, Horror Pops, Time Again, Rancid, The Transplants, Hed P.E., Jurrasic 5, Eminem, Bone Thugs N Harmony, D-12, Bad Religon, The Roots, Common, Ill Nino, Cold, RHCP, Nine Inch Nails, Bic Runga...and last but not least....The Oneders.

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Movies:

Pulp Ficton, Kids, Before Sunrise, Before Sunset, Waking Life, Kill Bill, Clerks, Spun, Requiem For A Dream, Chasing Amy, Mall Rats, Halloween, House Of 1,000 Corpses, 21 Grams and Witches. (Thank you to Steve The Pirate, Michael, Josie, Chase and who ever else told me the name of the movie.) You guys are the greatest!

Television:



Books:

Please Kill me, Live From Death Row Mumia Abu-Jamal, A Box Of Matches, Junkie, The Dirt, The Weather Underground, The REAL Bettie Page, Tommyland, Most anything written by Charles Bukowski.

Heroes:



My Blog

For You. New song!

This one's for you, It's not a kiss it's a kill. This one's for you, Will make you feel better, my dear? This one's for you to break and to shame and here's to you for never being the same. This ...
Posted by Jessi on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 12:14:00 PST

DEEP in the heart.

This city seems crowded, claustrophobic, caved in and the streets reek of gasoline, tears and sin. The nights fall faster and the ending's not far as the street lights kick on killing our stars. These...
Posted by Jessi on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:55:00 PST

This is what happends at 3:40am

My salvation lies within these walls, within this place I have come to be. My soul reaches out only to be sold. These words I speak are and fall from the page like so many broken promises. I see your ...
Posted by Jessi on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:46:00 PST

No subject.

Your manipulative fingers crawl across my skin. I have no boundries and I numb all feeling, still I feel the essence of you hanging around my neck. An eternal, immence pressure pushing down my body. A...
Posted by Jessi on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 07:53:00 PST

Foolish me.

I feel my blood rushing through every inch of my body, like it doesn't know where to go to keep me alive. My stomach is in knots but my heart is numb. This is going to kill me. I hope no one ever has ...
Posted by Jessi on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 07:47:00 PST

You know...

It's hard not to lose sight of what I'm fighting so hard for. What is it that I have to prove? After all, I'm just a GIRL with a dream.
Posted by Jessi on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:58:00 PST

Just trying to catch my breath.

Don't go misreading my words. Right now my state of mind can't be captured. I have reason to think I'm falling behind.  If you truly belive in me then I can come back to life and prove that....
Posted by Jessi on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:33:00 PST

You know what I'm sayin?.....

No....but now you will. "Wating" I can't remember when every breath became another gasp for air. Can you tell me why I've stretched myself so thin? Please forgive me for pushing you away. I can't...
Posted by Jessi on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:45:00 PST

Rant......read at your own risk.

What the hell is up with these little fuckin kids in bands these days bitchin about not getting paid to do shows? You're 14 years old . You still get allowance, go do the dishes and shut the hell up. ...
Posted by Jessi on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 09:49:00 PST

One down and a lifetime to go.

We went back to Oklahoma City this weekend to finish up the EP. Jan and Jake completed their guitar parts on Friday and Saturday and I laid down all the vocals yesterday. I was getting pretty frustrat...
Posted by Jessi on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 04:00:00 PST