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About Me

As a kid i had what i'm sure is a pretty standard reoccuring nightmare; that I'm being chased by the terminator. except i always awoke baffled and breathless because time and time again, when the stress from being so closely pursued by a horrifying death seemed unbearable I would always do one of two things: in one version of the dream i would stop and try to convince the terminator to allow me to join his side and spy for him.(?) in the other version i get tired of running, turn around, and ask him to "kill me already and get it over with."
Only this year did i finally recognize that the dream wasn't a nightmare, it was an ironic foreshadowing of my future...i moved to california and Arnold became governor. only this time i refuse to join forces with him. i won't give in and ask him to kill me already. it could mean i'm more committed to life having had more years of it. although it probably just means my legs are longer now so i can run longer and kick harder.
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My Interests

self-cultivation. 'Primm and Propa'. Liberation arts and community Engagement. people advocating peace, Geurilla Theatre. music, acting, poetry, dance, Paulo Friere, Kristin Linklater, backpacking in foreign countries, honesty, adventures, urban slang, compassion, theoretical physics, creating social change through art, Love, beer, hearing people say, "too urban", Women's Creative Collective for Change, pool-Hall brawls. mud. FAMILY! music. theatre. film. action. biking downtown on sunday afternoons. taking my life into my own hands. putting my life into the hands of irresponsible others. the sound of a marshmallow on fire (it sounds like a rocket!). Creation, Compassion, Divine connection. Mike Patton.

I'd like to meet:

Revolutionaries. Dreamers.

Music:

Anything by mr. Mike Patton. (Faith No More, Mr. Bungle, tomahawk, Themes for Adult Voice, etc), Biggie, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Common, Converge, Deerhoof, Feist, Lovage, The Bird and the Bee, Jeff Buckley, Bjork, Bob Marley, Guided by Voices, Elliot Smith, Tool, older In Flames, old Poison the Well, Cave In, Soilwork, Ani Difranco, Gabe Noel, Tegan and Sara, Interpol, old Michael Jackson, Radiohead, Meshuggah, Air, Mates of State, Hour of the Shipwreck, The Cure, the Belle Brigade, Sigur Ros, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, Deftones, Fairmona, Moloko, Wu-Tang Clan, NIN, The Roots, Mos Def, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yes, Will Haven, Slavic Metal, lotsa others...

Movies:

Banditas. The Fountain. any film where the hero's real-life first name is Bruce. (ie. Enter the Dragon and The Evil Dead II,) the Big Lebowski, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, American Beauty, The Interpreter, Le Cite des Enfants Perdus, this is Spinal Tap, Secretary, Ma Vie en Rose, Harold and Maude, The Magic Blade

Television:

I think i need to get me one a those...

Books:

The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand Gyn/Ecology: the metaethics of radical feminism. Mary Daly
Radical Street Performance by Jan Cohen Cruz
Pedegogy of the Oppressed by Paulo Friere
"The Last Days of Judas Iscariot" by Steven Adly Guirgis
Playwrights: Arthur Miller, Tony Kushner, Tennesse Williams Books: Ender's Game, Nabokov's short stories, Memoirs of a Geisha...

Heroes:

Fredrick Douglas Penelope Cruz

My Blog

documentary about my pops.

Sunday Sept. 30 at 1:40 at Universal Citywalk Theatreshttp://www.flickr.com/photos/55673422@N00/1459579358 / http://www.acornproductions.net/ A documentary about the commune my dad started. hilarity is...
Posted by Sauce on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 11:38:00 PST

My best friend’s artwork

My girl just got her website up and running, check her out, this shit is riDonculous RiDONKEYLIPS. here it be:www.creativeportfolio.org/mariakreyn...
Posted by Sauce on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 12:52:00 PST

"Im back. Im back. You love it, cuz Im back..."

Back in LA, kids! Where the party at? Holla! http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1383/988744005_7202e65e3a.jpg ?v=0http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1406/988741755_8eb548c7e1 .jpg?v=0http://farm2.static.flickr...
Posted by Sauce on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 03:33:00 PST

two rwandan experiences

i don't know how much you know about the rwandan genocide but basically one million people were brutally slaughtered in 100 days, 13 years ago. i have never felt the dead so present as in rwanda. for ...
Posted by Sauce on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 03:40:00 PST

travel travel ravel scrabble

Belgium --> Austria --> France --> Belgium --> Amsterdam --> Germany --> London --> Rwandafinding space to hold testimony in my body without holding onto it as though its mine. returning to old spaces...
Posted by Sauce on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:52:00 PST

Vienna and apres

my last day in Austria. i spent way more time in vienna than i first intended. having arrived with no idea where i would be sleeping i called a girl from couchsurfing and indeed, she had a place for m...
Posted by Sauce on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 07:45:00 PST

travel update

everything is so sweet. except these keyboards. but im leaving brussels for vienna today. if anyone is in autria; HOLLA!then probably munich; prague? then lyon; paris; then Brussels again to meet my s...
Posted by Sauce on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 04:58:00 PST

departure somewhere is arrival to a somewhere different.

What up, suckaz! one very tanned, chillaxed, very psycked marissa is departing in a matter of hours for a month-and-a-half extravaganza in various unknown countries, (among them France, Belgium,...
Posted by Sauce on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 09:23:00 PST

Kittens!

look at these babish! soo cute. they are litter trained. two boy and a girl. the girl is one of the stripey ones. they need good homes. The momma is also looking for an owner. she is so sweet and affe...
Posted by Sauce on Sun, 06 May 2007 01:35:00 PST

Poem for my friend.

April 4, 2007 ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> (The highest price we pay for violence Is the space that's made between us.) Once he left, ta...
Posted by Sauce on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 10:50:00 PST