THE ONE PERSON i KNOW WiLL ALWAYS BE HERE. MY MOM.♥
THiS LADY. EVEN THOUGH i PUT HER THREW HELL FOR YEARS[BACK iN NEWYORK] SHE NEVER GAVE UP HOPE ON ME. EVEN WHEN i DiD MYSELF. SHES NOT YOUR REGULAR MOTHER. SHES TOO COOL FOR THAT.MOMMY WiTHOUT YOU i WOULD HAVE NEVER FOUND MY PLACE iN THiS CRAZY WORLD. AND YOUR THE ONLY ONE i HAVE TO THANK FOR THAT.i BELiEVE THAT THE BEST GiFT GOD HAS GAVE ME iS A MOTHER LiKE YOU. YOU COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND ME. OR ADLEAST YOU TRY TO LOL. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WAKiNG ME UP BEFORE iT WAS TO LATE. OK PEOPLE SAY YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOUR MOTHER.. WHY BECAUSE SHES YOUR MOTHER. WELL THATS ONE REASON BUT THE BiGGEST REASON WHY i LOVE MY MOTHER iS BECAUSE SHE iS DOiN MORE THEN JUST A MOTHERS JOB. SHES MY FRiEND ALSO. YOU CAN SiT THERE AND CALL ME A MOMMY'S GiRL ALL YOU WANT. BUT i SEEN MY MOTHER AT TiMES THAT A KiD SHOULDNT AND i DONT CARE ABOUT THAT. BECAUSE i KNOW MY MOTHER AS MORE THEN A MOTHER. i KNOW HER ALSO AS A PERSON YOU KNOW? MOST PEOPLE JUST LOOK AT THEiR MOTHER AS YEAH THATS MY MOM. BUT YOU KNOW THEY ALSO HAVE A LiFE LMFAO. AND i THiNK i GOT THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS BECAUSE iTS AMAZiNG HOW CLOSE ME AND HER REALLY ARE. AND i WOULDNT HAVE iT ANY OTHER WAY.
LET ME TELL YOU A STORY. MOTHER BY THE AGE WHAT 18 OR 19. GRANDMOTHER BY THE AGE 40 i BELiEVE. THREE WiLD ASS KiDS. LOL. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT iN LiFE. YOU GOT 1 DAUGHTER. FiRST BORN MY SiSTER CRYSTAL. GOiNG THREW GUYS LiKE iTS NOTHiNG TRYiN ALL THESE CRAZY THiNGS TO JUST GET OUT OF THiS WORLD. THiS WAS AROUND AGE 16-17. THEN YOU GOT A SON MY BROTHER CLAYTON. GETTiNG iNTO A WORLD OF TROUBLE SKOOL JUST WASNT HiS THiNG. DRUGS BECAME THE WORLD. THEN THERE WAS ME THE YOUNGEST. AROUND AGE 15. FOLLOWiNG iN BOTH THE OLDEST STEPS. AND NOT CARiNG WHAT HAPPENED DRUGS STARTED TO SHOW iTS PATH. SKOOL WASNT ON MY MiND. WE ALL JUST GOT WORSE. AND DiDNT CARE. ALL i CARED ABOUT WAS MY FRiENDS. THEN iN MAY 2005 THE BiGGEST WEiRDEST THiNG HAPPENED. THE MOTHER JUST COULDNT HANDEL iT ANYMORE AND TOTALLY GAVE UP. AND ME THE YOUNGEST SAiD MOMMY iF YOU LEAVE iM COMiNG. A COUPLE DAYS iNTO THE MONTH. THEY LEFT. WRONG WAY TO LEAVE YES BUT THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY. NOW UP TO DATE 2008. THE OLDEST GiRL MY SiSTER CRYSTAL. iS MARRiED. TO A GREAT GUY. AND iS LiViNG LiFE TO THE BEST SHE CAN. OLDEST SON MY BROTHER CLAYTON. HAS A BEAUTiFUL BABY BOY. A WONDERFUL GiRLFRiEND. AND DRUGS ARENT HiS WORLD. HiS FAMiLY iS. YOUNGEST DAUGHTER [ME] iS NOW 18 YEARS OLD. HAS A JOB. BELiEVES DRUGS iS A WASTE OF TiME. OWNS A HOUSE.AND iS LiViNG HER LiFE. EVEN THOUGH MY FAMiLY HAS HAD THERE PROBLEMS AND GONE THREW SO MUCH DRAMA. EVERY THiNG TURNED OUT OKAY. YEAH SOME OF THE FAMiLY HASNT GOTTEN OVER ALL OF iT BUT i BELiEVE ONE DAY EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE PERFECT. AND CRYSTAL AND CLAYTON THiNK ABOUT iT LiKE THiS. SHE LOVES YOU. SHE DOES. AND YEAH SHE LEFT iN A BAD WAY. BUT LOOK AT HOW MUCH YOU'VE BOTH GROWN UP. DONT HATE HER CAUSE SHE LEFT. SHE DiDNT DO iT JUST FOR HERSELF. SHE DiD iT FOR US. SHE DiDNT TRY TO HURT ANY OF US. SHE TRiED TO MAKE THiNGS BETTER. EVEN THOUGH SHE HAD NO iDEA HOW TO. SHE DiD THE ONLY THiNG THAT COULD HOPEFULLY MAKE LiFE A LiTTLE EASiER. FOR HER AND US. DONT HATE HER. BECAUSE SHE DOESNT HATE YOU. WE ARE ALL HER CHiLDREN NO MATTER HOW OLD WE ARE. iF iT WASNT FOR HER NONE OF US WOULD EVEN BE HERE iN THE FiRST PLACE. SO JUST GiVE HER A CHANCE. TO BE A GRANDMOTHER AND A MOTHER iN-LAW.
MY PRiDE AND JOY.THiS GOES OUT TO YOU MR.CAMiREN =]
LET ME START OFF BY SAYiN THiS THE DAY i MET YOU STARTED OFF WEiRD. BECAUSE iT WAS THE VERY FiRST TiME i EVER SEEN YOU. AND ALREADY YOU WERE SO BiG. AND i MiSSED OUT ON SO MUCH TiME. BUT THEN YOU BECAME THE REASON WHY iT HURT SO BAD TO LEAVE. YOU BECAME MY WORLD SO EASY. AND THEN i HAD TO LEAVE. AND iT FEELS LiKE iTS BEEN FOREVER SiNCE i SEEN THOSE ADORABLE LiL FACES YOU MAKE. BUT iN SUCH LiTTLE TiME i GOT SO CLOSE TO YOU. i NEVER WANTED TO PUT YOU DOWN. i WiLL NEVER FORGET THE DAY YOU JUST WOULDNT GO TO SLEEP FOR MOMMY. AND i STARTED PLAYiNG WiTH YOU. AND iT MADE iT SO MUCH HARDER LOL. WE GOT MOMMY HUH. =] YOU GOT A HUGE!! PiECE OF MY HEART. CAMiREN YOU ARE THE CUTEST THiNG iN THE WORLD. YOU MAKE iT SO MUCH EASiER FOR ME TO GET OUT OF BED EVERY MORNiNG. AND i REALLY HOPE MOMMY DADDY AND YOU WiLL COME SEE ME ONE DAY. BECAUSE i SURELY MiSS ALL OF YOU. YET YOU HAVE NO iDEA WHAT THiS SAYS iTS OK. ONE DAY YOU'LL KNOW. BUT HUNNiE i WiLL SEE YOU SOON. i HOPE. BE GOOD FOR MOMMY AND DADDY. AND ALWAYS KNOW NO MATTER HOW FAR i AM. i WiLL ALWAYS BE HERE. AUNTiE LiSA iS HERE TO STAY! i LOVE YOU!!!
THiS iS 2 YOU. CLAYTON AND RHiANNA. =]
OK THESE 2 PEOPLE HAVE A BiG PART OF MY HEART. THiS iS MY BROTHER CLAYTON AND HiS GiRLFRiEND AND BABY'S MOTHER RHiANNA. THESE PEOPLE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH ABOUT THiS WORLD THAT i CANT THANK THEN ENOUGH. i LOVE AND MiSS THEM SO MUCH. THE TiMES WE'VE HAD WiLL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. iT MAY BE HARD TO BELiEVE BUT YOU 2 HELPED ME GROW UP AND BE THE PERSON i AM TODAY. AND NOW ABOUT THREE YEARS SiNCE i REALLY GOT 2 SEE EiTHER OF YOU BUT ONCE. YOU ARE STiLL TEACHiNG ME. AND CLAYTON i KNOW iN THE PAST WE'VE HAD OUR PROBLEMS BUT YOUR MY BROTHER AND THATS WHATS HAPPENS BUT HONESTLY iF i WASNT FOR YOU. i WOULD DEFF. BE LOST iN THiS WORLD. NOT ONLY ARE YOU MY BROTHER BUT YOU ARE MY FRiEND. AND i KNOW THAT YOU ARE ONE PERSON OUT OF EVERY FEW THAT i CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON. AND i WiLL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. RHi RHi! GOD LORDY HAS TiME FLOWN RiGHT BY US. U GAVE ME THE MOST BEAUTiFUL NEPHEW iN THE ENTiRE WORLD. AND YOU'VE BEEN MY FRiEND THREW iT ALL. AND WE ARE JUST LiKE SiSTERS i CANT WAiT TiL YOU REALLY ARE!! OH AND P.S i WANT A GiRL NEXT ROUND!! LOL. WELL i LOVE YOU BOTH!! AND i HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YOU SOON!! MiSS YOU..
MyHotComments
I'd like to meet:
..
Create yours at BlingyBlob.com!
..
Music:
i LOVE ALL TYPES OF MUSiC!! iM A MUSiC FREAK!! LOLZ
Movies:
you all mean so much to me i mean it might be so damn hard for me to explain but if u could read my brain ud all understand i hope too see u all again soon and i love all of u and miss u all as well
And as most of u know this is my brother and his Wifey well Clay i know we havent been that close but im trying i will always have all the love in the world for u and i hope one day ull forgive us but we all miss u so much but no matter what u are my brother and i have never thought different and i wish u all the luck with ur lil baby boy he is so damn cute and i hope one day i can see him for myself but any time u need me u know the number im always here for u i love u and i miss u so much and to his Wifey i miss u also cuz all of us been threw shit together but i mean i hope u all are doing well and please stay safe and take care and i hope to see all of u soon ...:(
And this is their baby boy Camiren he is so damn cute and i hope one day i could hold him...
my cousin sher damn girl we been threw hell but u know what we are still best friends and i love u for that and i miss u so damn much see u soon tho haha :)thank u for always believing in me when no one else did and thank u for helping me when i needed u i dont know what id do without u and no matter what shit we go threw u will always be one of my best friends my cousin and also my sister i love u and u are amazing and i hope someone will prove that to you becuz u deserve the complete Best! iight cracker lmao miss u and love u like crazy!!
Tisha damn this is my bitch and i mean for real me and u also been threw some fuckin bull but we are still friends also and i know that that wont never change cuz we been friends for too long to just lose that shit for no damn reason same for sher.. tisha i miss u and also i hope to see u soon :( I LOVE YOU!! thank u for always being there for me when i needed u the most and thanx for caring ur seriously the best and i dont know what id do without u either
this iz Nikki forreal this is lyk one of my best friendz && ik i can trust her i miss her lyk Madd. Gurl you got my trust and i know i got yours and i wont never fuck that shit up cuz i know u wouldnt do it to me uk i love you like a sister and forreal ur friendship is important to me and i do miss those times out in beacon they wont never be forgotten thats the truth but be good girl imma C u Soon!! love you!!
This is my Girl JiLLy She that type that u fuck with u get fuked up and i got this girlz back no matter wut and i do look up to her for all shes done and been threw when it comes down to relationshipz and just life all together this is one out of very few that i can say will always have my back and i know it and no matter where the fuck i am u got a problem or something ill try and help u the best i can and know that u is in my heart girl and u r WiFey forreal and that meanz i aint never gonna forget u ill be seein you soon tho love yazz
and this is Jeff Tisha'z brother me and him been threw some shit but u will always b my boy til the end no matter what drama shit goes on love and miss u and cant wait to see u again stay ^^
this is Marie and Brandon Marie is my cousin and me and her been threw Madd fucking drama and bullshit but she still my cousin and i love the shit outta her and i wish u so much luck and i hope u stop doin stupid shit and u betta come visit me cuz i miss ur lil ass haha lmao dont go and forget about me now and Brandon me and him been threw maddd shit together relationshipz friendshipz and all that but me and him stay friends no matter what bull is goin on i wont forget about u cuz it'll b too hard u know miss u lots and much love boi *be good LMAO
And this is my lil cousin Shelby shes awesome i miss her like crazy shes an amazing girl and if any boy/guy ever ever EVER hurts her ill straight up smack them becuz this girl has no reason to be treated badly and i hope shes doing great and i love her like madd Muahzz babygirl be good for mommy ill see u soon i hope...
my cousins Mike And Chris i miss ya like crazy and i hope everything goes good for u guys love ya :(
Television:
Tv is booty but i do got some shows i like but yeah dazz it
Heroes:
my great grandmother(rest in peace) the one who showed me that no matter where she is she is lookin down on me keepin me safe I Love and miss u so much god bless your soul
Glitter-Graphics *Dinscafe.com*
