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Franceska (FNK)

The hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday

About Me


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glitter-graphics.comI do get called a bitch quite often. What I do NOT get called is pushover, stupid, sweetheart, dear or doormat. Works for me. I am a very complex person with deep feelings. I may seem introverted on the outside, but on the inside, I am anything but reserved. I care very passionately about certain causes, and certain people. I have recently developed a strong sense of morality that I will not be moved from.These moral values have actually always been there, it's just been recently that I have realized that I don't HAVE to be moved.I will make huge sacrifices for someone or something that I believe in. I have a fascination with good and evil; balance. I believe you get what you give. I have been through quite a bit in the last few years, experiences that have made me grow up a bit. I've lost sympathy for people who refuse to do anything about a bad situation that they are in.I will be more than happy to give you my opinion, you can choose what to do with it. If you choose to ignore it, don't continue to whine to me about it. Don't try to make me feel guilty for the decisions I have made in my life. They were my decisions to make. If you think I'm a bitch, that's ok. I will still sleep tonight!
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My Interests


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I'd like to meet:

..I will pick apart your profile if you send me a friend request. A) I want to know who I'm adding. B) I want to know that you're at least a real person. It's also a good idea if you send me a message along with your friend request. .. ..Please have at least one picture of yourself on your profile. A real one. ..I cuss like a sailor. Please do not send me messages telling me why you think I should quit. I don't care. It's not like anyone is forcing you to read this... ..I don't care how much money you make. Do not fool yourself into believing that your six-figure salary is going to make me strip my clothes and come running for your bed...
glitter-graphics.com ..If I delete you because you irritate or annoy me, please do not send me messages telling me what you think about me. I don't care. ..I can't take you seriously if your skirt is so short I can see your tampon string... ..Don't let my cute little smile and my fresh attitude fool you. i will not take your bullshit.

Music:


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Movies:

butterfly effect, slums of beverly hills, drop dead fred, devil in the flesh, house of yes, American history X, the breakfast club, carrie, cabin fever, all the american pie movies, austin powers, the craft, the crow, detroit rock city, new guy, nightmare before xmas, gia, original sin, taking lives, dogma, chasing may, clerks, jay and slient bob strike back, kevin smith unscencored, dane cook live, LOTR, benny and joon, sleepy hollow, edward sissorhands, fear and lothing in las vegas, fear dot come, girl interrupted, death tunnel, spongebob, mallrats, 13 ghost, romeo and juliet, spiderman, SLC punk and much much much much more...as long as its got a good plot i'll watch it...wait even if it sux i'll prolly still watch it

Television:

aqua teen hunger force, futurama, family guy, the grimm adventures of billy and mandy, king of the hill, anything on court TV, dead like me, quuer as folk, queer eye for the straight guy, niptuck, CSI, law and order, cartoons and anything i can find to grab my attention, i find myself even watching infomercials sometimes..hehe(you know u do it too)

Books:

currently the face by dean koontz, but i love to read i'll read anything, here and there i've been reading about anton leVay

Heroes:

sylvia plath, emily dickinson, Anton LaVey, Allister crowley, and much much more

My Blog

fuck it

I'm sick of it all everything and everyone. I thought that I wanted something so badly. I thought I wanted that life. The life you all live. You all look so fucking happy. Well I'm not. And I don't li...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:27:00 PST

a failure at everything, twenty going on extinct

This weekend has been more than amazing. Bowling was hella fun. You would think that with it being my second weekend in a row going to this glow bowl thing that i would be getting somewhat better but ...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:03:00 PST

I'm coasting on potential towards a wall at a hundred miles an hour

just kill me please....shoot me in the fucking face.i'm aggrivated, im mad, im just plain ol pissed off...why do i waste my time letting you piss me off? speaking of which why do i even get pissed off...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:43:00 PST

the only thing worse than not knowing is you think i dont know

it seems like its been forever since i wrote anything. mainly number one because of the lack of internet and all. plus a whole lot of things have been goingon.instead of back tracking i just wanna act...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Thu, 24 May 2007 10:11:00 PST

wake me up?

what makes you, actually you? what defines your personality?i'm fake. and i know it. and im sorry.my entire life i've done things to please other people. why? becasue i don't know how to please myself...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:00:00 PST

he is randomi'

i honestly have never been so amused with a conversation. things from one realm to another.  when i ask about god he replies his email with:I have pondered only to come to a rational conclusion t...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 11:00:00 PST

lovebites and razorlines

im not really in a good mood...i tend to ramble when im not happy....disregard all of the following.... new roots to customize this treeno whitles or bells t...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:36:00 PST

reinventing the wheel to run myself over

ive been feeling icky. the baby will be here in about 6 weeks. we still can't decide on a name. we've got it narrowed down to the following:Zoe Quinne mertzorZoe Kallista Mertzi think i like the secon...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 08:47:00 PST

its almost time

85 more days....maybe less and the baby will be here.with each waking day i become more exctied yet im still worried. this will put everyhthing i've ever learned in my life to the test. in  away ...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 12:08:00 PST

i wanna lay in your bed all day

save me from the world...shelter me from the cold....hide me...that would be nice.i wanna start over...from the beginning, change the way things happened in the past take differant turns, meet new peo...
Posted by Franceska (FNK) on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:23:00 PST