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About me:
Updated 05/20 New Blog "NEW CAR" BLOGS
The FACTS
Names' Chrissy , 23, from Ohio. Random, weird, quiet, laid back, artsy, spontanious, extroverted, polite, strong, determined, active, creative, pensive, thoughtful. Loves art museums & photography. Wants a really expensive camera one day. Loves to travel and see different cultures Music & my boyfriend = my life. I'm a student & a pharmacy tech. Talk to me, I'd like that...x0x0
The PROS'
I'm nice, sometimes. I have a temper, and my boyfriend says' I need anger management. But I have yet to seek treatment. I'm funny. I'm outgoing when I wanna be. If I don't like you, you'll know it. I'm brutally honest, and sometimes hurt people. But I never intentually do it. I just recently realized I'm pretty. I'm starting to love & accept myself. I'm loyal & honest. I value my friends & family more than anything. I go out of my way for people a lot, but usually in the end it's just to get crapped on. Kinda sucks, but I'll still do it. I'm easily won over, but I'm not easily convinced of things. I'm very skeptical of other people when I first meet them. I can see through a person within 5 min. of meeting them. I'm very judgemental, and always have been & always will be. First impressions are everything. I love to travel & see the world. It's my passion = ] Along w/photography. Working out & being healthy is a part of my life. I feel better when I'm healthy. I don't eat red meat. I usually only eat chicken/turkey/fish. You'll never catch me stuffing a cow or pig into my mouth. That's just disgusting. I support PETA. I love animals, and my best friend jessica and I want a donkey one day. We're gonna name it "Eee-ore" However you spell it. I'm always up for an adventure. I am strong willed. I observe things. I try to find meanings in the meaningless. I'm very curious. I want to know how the world works. I pay attention to commercials. I haven't lost hope. I learn from every mistake. I'm very intricate. I'm trying to improve. I'm trying to be completely myself; uninfluenced by influences I don't want to sway me. I'm trying to accept and fix all my flaws. I take risks.
The CONS
I am stubborn. I overreact. I am impatient. I worry WAYYYY too much. I freak out about stupid health things. I view myself how I want to be rather than how I am. I'm more talkative online than in real life. It's hard for me to change the things I want to. I don't try new things. I am stupid and naive. I always make jokes too soon. I procrastinate really badly. People never listen to me. I like to be right but I hardly ever am. I try to tell people how I feel but they shut me down, which makes me less open with my problems. I don't admit it when something's wrong unless I'm with just one person or its something major. I always confront people about things I most likely shouldn't. I'm very shy until I feel extremely wanted. When people tell me I'm gorgeous or hold me up to a pedestal I internalize it. Then I get mad when I don't look great. I make rules for other people that I don't follow myself. It's stupid, but it makes me a character. I worry about friends growing away from me. I worry about almost everything. I forget a lot of things and get stressed easily. I'm extremely paranoid. I'm too hard on myself. I am horrible at decision making. I am horrible at knowing what to say. And how to say it. I make situations harder than they are. I take things the wrong way. I can be selfish. Especially with food. But that's different than greedy. I can be too serious or not serious enough. I can be vain and shallow, but its happening less and less.
The LOVES
That's right. Eric Shane - My boyfriend. He's more than amazing. He's my everything, and I'm not sure who I would be right now, and where I would be in life w/o him. He truely is my inspiration, my motivation, my backbone in life. Basically my everything. I used to never believe in love. In fact, I didn't believe there was that one person out there for you. Until' I met eric. He's so incredible, & there isn't ANY other boy out there that I would trade him in for. We have so much fun together, and we laugh at the stupidest things. Waffles & Ice cream. Mmm. lol. I love you eric shane, and you're the best boyfriend ever! I'm quite the luckiest girl in the whole wide world...