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dear x heart

your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures.

About Me

WHERE IS BEEF "DINNER" WELLINGTON III?!?!?


i've lost my kitty and it makes me very, very sad. if you've seen her around NW Portland, please catch her, put her in a box with some milk, & call me.
{VIEW MY ART SHOW BLOG HERE}

people tell me i'm cute, and that i have a "distinctive" voice, which is a nice way of saying i sound like i've been sucking on helium. i sure hate it, but it also get's me free stuff, so yay!
i rarely dislike someone unless they've done something to me or the people i love. i love food, music, art, company, theatre, and kind of just...anything. i will get ridiculously excited over the smallest things, because they're what makes every day that much more different...and because i'm a spaz.
i like to have fun and dance and make weird sounds and tiny songs about everyday crap. i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE art and curate shows here and there. i like being cheery because life sucks, so i'm going to try not to.
i can be a vicious bitch when i need to be though. i know i'm small, but i'm not that small for an asian girl and i have twice the amount of bear-strength as you.
strippers are my favorite kind of people ever. they're catty and lovely and will strut on stage and show you their boobies and you give them money for it! fucking awesome!
smitten as a kitten. crazy like a fox.
burnt-out club kid.>

My Interests

theatre, art, phat beats, emo-ness, dancing, stencilling, legwarmers, fuzzy fuzzies, strawberry milk, kitties, puppies, pop/urban artists, funky fashion, talking for hours about everything, believing in the goodness in people

I'd like to meet:

super hyper fun peoples who like going places just to go places.

little buddies who like kitties and doggies and low-grade explosives. oh...and strawberry milk.

Music:

the beatles, death cab for cutie, bebel gilberto, cibo matto, lovage, yeah yeah yeahs, menomena, the shotgun, postal service, the strokes, coldplay, aiko, puffy amiyumi, smokey and miho, beck, crosstide, interpol, pizzicato 5, pedro the lion, matt pond pa, maritime, lauryn hill, natalie imbruglia, ella fitzgerald...not necessarily in that order.

Movies:

snatch, fight club, boondock saints, the garden state, lock stock, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, tokyo godfathers, metropolis, princess mononoke, bambi, help!, amelie, dirty pretty things, pieces of april, man on the moon, clockwork orange, the royal tenenbaums, party monster, dancer in the dark, little miss sunshine

Television:

seinfeld, arrested development, other than that...i really hate tv.

Books:

i dont have the patience to go and pick out a book. =/ i would rather run around instead.

Heroes:

my dad.

miho hatori and karen o --- i wanna be a rockstar too. -_-

erik otto

damon soule, sam flores, jeremy fish, blaine fontana, doze green, mars-1, tim biskup, seonna hong, stella im hultberg, audrey kawasaki, josh clay, kozyndan, luke chueh, martin ontiveros, jeremiah ketner, colin johnson, ryan bubnis, bwana spoons, klutch

james jean

My Blog

mane attraction (ha!)

hoo-boy. so i did this hair modeling thing this weekend with RUSK and honestly i was quite frightened. i've been growing out my hair for a while now and got it to the "i can be naked, but you can't se...
Posted by dear x heart on Wed, 23 May 2007 11:50:00 PST

HOLY HOT FUSS!!!

hurray! just got home from seattle and installing "Happily Ever After?" a group show with 15 lovely artsy people. i was only up there for a week, but i guess since it was right after graduation and so...
Posted by dear x heart on Tue, 15 May 2007 11:06:00 PST

something to consider.

now i'm not one to post lengthy, thoughtful, inspirational whatever, but i swear, today was the most beautiful day i've seen in a while and even in my flu-ness i really, truly enjoyed it....
Posted by dear x heart on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 07:16:00 PST

ah, feck.

friggity freakin steak fritter. why am i such a mean, heartless jerk sometimes? and why does it always happen towards the people that i care about the most? is it stress? is it because i'm unhappy? .....
Posted by dear x heart on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 09:41:00 PST

so...uh...boo.

so i was discharged from the hospital last night at 7pm. i was admitted into the ER yesterday morning at 5am because of extreme, sharp, constant pain in my abdomen; thank goodness erik was there to ru...
Posted by dear x heart on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 11:28:00 PST

new york.homework.sneakerpimps!!!

so this coming thursday night i will be flying my little butt out to nyc!  it's my first trip out there and i am excited beyond belief! i have always wanted to go to new york and always considere...
Posted by dear x heart on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 10:21:00 PST

make that a double...

i hate mosquito bites...excuse me...i FUCKING hate mosquito bites. i've picked up a huge allergic reaction to them in maybe the last 6 years where the bite's redness spreads out to a diameter of about...
Posted by dear x heart on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 10:32:00 PST

oh lord...

sometimes it feels like the whole world is crumbling right under me. and i know that it's my fault. because i'm a bad person. because i'm too stupid to have known better, earlier. because i made promi...
Posted by dear x heart on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 12:42:00 PST

thinkins...

so last week katsu, my boss at the gallery, told me to take friday off. we had been plotting down my other work schedule on our calendar at the gallery so that he could figure out when i was working a...
Posted by dear x heart on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:53:00 PST

first thursday!!!

so tonight was my 1st first thursday at compound gallery as an assistant curator. fuck. it was awesome. i was mostly pouring vino for people, but then i was running around bagging prints and working m...
Posted by dear x heart on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 12:49:00 PST