Exhale..... |
Yet again another reason to write.... dont know how to feel.... like i lost something....haha like i lost something how awesome was that...so poetic....so fucking lame. Just feeling like a huge waste,...
Posted by alex on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 07:31:00 PST |
Before it was cool to care.... |
Seeing the closest of friends for the first time on a video.......my stomach is always in naughts....my fav music tacked up online just like all my thoughts....i dont claim this to be a my defining mo...
Posted by alex on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 12:41:00 PST |
I breed emotions..... |
I breed emotions, i radiate a heart beat so loud it hurts. my thoughts are so jagged it scars my arms........ being creative when depressed has become a cliche so tack this one up with all the other ...
Posted by alex on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Trying to be money.... |
Why is it so hard for me not to worry when i actully care... playin it cool is always easy when you dont care one way or another. Right when I have anything in common with anyone i just turn into a mo...
Posted by alex on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Between stop lights and cat calls |
Yesterday was almost to much for me to handle.....anytime i actully need someone to talk to everyone who says the wrongs things wants to help. Staring at a blank screen and typing is usally what i end...
Posted by alex on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Flash |
Snap, flash, pause....you wake up and realize its called porn.....welcome to reality.
All these sites now, everyone is naked...everyone is thinking about posing. Its not like your posing for some art...
Posted by alex on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
the same.... |
Once again i feel like people i could trust just turned their backs on me...this is why i stop talking to people, find it really hard to trust anyone. I get these bullshit one word responses out of pe...
Posted by alex on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Freaking out!! |
I am freaking out....i freak out when i feel the
slightest feelings for anyone. Its the worst feeling to worry and worry
that maybe you shouldnt worry....GAH!! It doesnt make any se...
Posted by alex on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
blah just alot of blah |
i have been getting more depressed lately, just kinda bored with everything being so much the same. I always almost find a girl i like and then something happens....and i ruin it all....its happend so...
Posted by alex on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
