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Allen

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About Me

I haven't updated this section in a long time. A lot changes in a year. I might have a habit of reinventing myself, seeing as the previous about me ceased to apply. Meh, oh well. I'm Allen (still). I'm going to skip a few weeks and tell you now that I am 20 (happy birthday, me!) and still incapable of drinking legally. Hooray! I have another semester at brookdale before I venture out into the void. I don't know where I'm going and I'm not that interested in finding out, actually. I'm a creative writing major. What am I gonna do with my major? I dunno. I'll say editing just to humor you. That's my preprogrammed answer anyway. Hardly matters to me right now. I'm creative. I like to write. It's a natural fit so don't rape my dreams. I keep a pretty abstract mind. It's good for art and it makes conversation fun and random I guess. People that know me like me usually. Or they find me creepy for some reason. Couldn't tell you why. I think i'm lovable :D I don't have many friends. I don't want many friends. I keep a tight circle, always have. The people I surround myself with are special in my eyes. Still, I have a knack for distancing people I don't know. I can stay pretty quiet around strangers. I'm either shy or disinterested, pick one. I love singing and just music in general. I have a supercool ipod with a touchy screen, which is constantly in use. I love going to shows and just doing stuff in general. I bore easily so I try not to spend much time alone. I usually stay pretty spontaneous and open to anything. I try to keep an open mind to things. I form my own ideas and usually disregard whatever's mainstream or widely accepted. I don't believe in god. Don't argue with me. I think that stress is a total waste of energy so I don't take much seriously. Except love. I'm hopelessly romantic by nature. I'm against cliches or any real standards. Act naturally, fuck what's expected. I try to have a good time whenever I can. I don't say things I don't mean. People that mutter false "i love you's" should be bludgeoned. My heart's taken, don't look for it. She's wonderful. My aim's lonelynoctourne. It sounds lame and pathetic. It no longer applies to me, much like my previous about me but meh, guess that's it for now. Anyway, feel free to IM me or msg me or something. If I don't know you, maybe I should. It'll be a blasty blast. Peace. THE ENDI edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

My Interests

I like concerts and movies and music. My ipod's constantly in use. I love tennis. tennis=bliss. Writing and learning have become what I live for. I'm an artist. I can write amazing poetry and I can blend rhyme schemes and ideas effortlessly. I want to learn how to play music and sing but I doubt those dreams'll pan out. Frankly, I don't know what's ahead of me. I prefer to look at what's here now.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||| 16%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity || 10%
Indie |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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I'd like to meet:

Conor Oberst, kiefer sutherland, brian molko(again), ellen muth, greg dulli, max bemis, r.a. salvatore, mike judge, bam margera, jonathan bates, roger federer I've met enough people. Anyone I should meet, I will meet. So no worries.
You scored as Antisocial Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have ASPD! You know that blatantly disregarding social norms and the rights of others isn't just illegal; it's FUN. Jail time? Eh, look at Gary Gilmore... was he really that bad of a guy?

Antisocial Personality Disorder


67%

Unipolar Depression


50%

Borderline Personality Disorder


33%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder


25%

Schizophrenia


8%

Eating Disorders


0%
Which mental disorder do you have?
created with QuizFarm.comAntisocial Disorder? I think not. I find nothing disorderly about my lack of communication...

Music:

30 seconds to mars,a perfect circle, a static lullaby, adema, aesop rockthe afghan whigs, afi, alice in chains, alien ant farm, armor for sleep, and you will know us by the trail of bodies, at the drive-in, autopilot off, the beatles, bullet for my valentine, brand new, breaking benjamin, bright eyes, chevelle, cursive, cypress hill, darren hayes, death cab for cutie, deftones, desaparecidos, divinity destroyed, el-p, eminem, evanescence, the faint, fallout boy, feist, franz ferdinand, finch, fray, funeral for a friend, garbage, gorillaz, hed PE, hey mercedes, hoobastank, jack's mannequin, jet by day, jimmy eat world, june, korn, lydia, marilyn manson, the mars volta, matchbook romance, mellowdrone, mindless self indulgence, modest mouse, muse, my chemical romance, nine inch nails, nirvana, nonpoint, panic! at the disco, paramore, placebo, portishead, the postal service, queen, the receiving ends of sirens, saves the day, say anything, senses fail, silverchair, silverstein, the sleeping, slipknot, smashing pumpkins, snoop dogg, snow patrol, something corporate, sparta, sublime, story of the year, sublime, suede, sum 41, system of a down, taking back sunday, taproot, thrice, thursday, twilight singers,the shins, the used. the strokes, weezer

Movies:

dogma, holy grail, saw, texas chainsaw massacre, training day, american pie1+2, american wedding, the american pie spinoffs, lord of the rings, the butterfly effect1+2,omen1-4, underworld1+2, the south park movie, chasing amy, phone booth, blade 1-3, little nicky, the matrix1-3, jay and silent bob strike back, the family guy movie, the waterboy, remember the titans,half baked, clerks, mallrats, carrie, scary movie 1-4, garden state, the shining, animal house, shawshank redemption, auto focus, v for vendetta, rain man, rocky horror picture show, good will hunting, cinderella man, me myself and irene, soulmates never die, androgyny, clockwork orange, garden state, velvet goldmine, 40 yr old virgin, the wedding crashers, the crow 1-3, clerks 1+2, mallrats, van wilder, jackass 2, 10 things i hate about you, but i'm a cheerleader, dane cook, the meaning of life, life of brian, a walk to remember, meangirls, borat, Tuesdays with Morrie, Bourne Identity/Supremacy, Robin Hood:Men in Tights, rent, moulin rouge, idiocracy,
You Have A Type B+ Personality
B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions Do You Have a Type A Personality?
You scored as Trendy. Your A Trendy

Trendy


60%

Goth


60%

Skater


55%

Rocker, Mosher


45%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev


45%

Emo


30%

Prepy


30%
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
created with QuizFarm.comas i said, i dont' fit into any one group, i'm me.

Television:

Dead like me, South Park, The Simpsons, Fuse and MTV, Beavis and Butthead, Family Guy, Chapelle's Show, 24, Whitest Kids U Know, Invader Zim

Books:

I read once but now I write.

Heroes:

Heroes...all the people you wish you could be... my dad, Bean, Brian Molko, Conor Oberst, Squall Leonheart, chaos, Jack Bauer Any else I admire.

My Blog

Thanatos

For Gail It's almost somethingTips on tongue but you can't speakAnd even alwaysTension breaks and then repeats Comfort flows in spurts and I feel niceUntil it goes awayTurn the instant back, flowed in...
Posted by Allen on Mon, 12 May 2008 07:52:00 PST

Philosophy Flows

Pure eyes need no alibis Except to live the life you likeAnd empty souls search for their roles And kill some time and hope to find itPretty things wear diamond rings And passing trolls can only sighS...
Posted by Allen on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 06:27:00 PST

A Spirited Recollection

My creative writing assignment. Alex Navarro A Spirited Recollection This is from a time in high school. Age 15   My plan was flawless. I thought it over a million times in my head for a week an...
Posted by Allen on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 09:43:00 PST

Singular

Singular I kind’ve like all the love I’m not havingWhen you don’t fuck, you never get fuckedWithout the fall, fragile hearts don’t need paddingJust hold your breath cuz enough ...
Posted by Allen on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 01:59:00 PST

’Nother Valentine

for someone special Pink and blueThere's lovers twoOne reaches for beachesAnd sand-covered lands All the view is brightIn this warm sunlightAnd the breeze sets you freeLike a dream, so it seems And t...
Posted by Allen on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:03:00 PST

Drunken confessions (and shit)

I feel so warm...so very warm. I feel like my mind has been compressed into something simpler, and less abstract. My thoughts are still real and I'm still lucid but my typing has suffered and my mind ...
Posted by Allen on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:08:00 PST

Dreams of Destructive Bliss :)

Very rarely do I dream about anything. When I do, I always forget them. Almost immediately, actually. Last night was different though. I'm pretty sure it was the most bizarre dream I've ever had. I'd ...
Posted by Allen on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 10:53:00 PST

Whorebags&Rainbows

Whorebags&Rainbows Excels in her secret waysShe's just a whore that gets paidHer hair and her pretty faceMake her a very good lay If only her parents newThe rumors they hear are trueShe frequents ...
Posted by Allen on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 02:04:00 PST

A Cynical Day in the Neighborhood

Humanity...the collection of flaws, emotions, and qualities that make up the natural flow of people. Sadly the flaws always stick out the most for me. It's hard for me not to be cynical. It seems like...
Posted by Allen on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:31:00 PST

Regret

Looking out as far as I can seeIt's a waste to even look beyondThe farthest point that's even possiblyIn the sight of those who look upon Horizon lines are drawn up in the skyAnd all the colors make n...
Posted by Allen on Fri, 04 May 2007 09:23:00 PST