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Liza

Searching For Purpose...

About Me

Well it's that year we all dread to get to...the year when i'll turn 30. Never really thought of it as a big deal, but now that it's only months away seems much bigger than before. So this is my life...worrying about the little things and the BIG ones too. Some may call me crazy or tell me I shouldn't worry so much about life, what it brings or doesn't bring, and how it will all turn out in the end. Well I'm here to say that at almost 30 I've given that theory a fair chance and now...I don't think I'm buying it anymore.
With having siblings that have experienced all aspects of adult relationships; from marriage and children to divorce...I can't help but wonder what does my future hold. And at this rate I can probably guess Not Much!!! ;o)
Well life is not only about relationships, but it is about passion, so what do you do when your passion in life is to be happy and you find yourself at ALMOST 30 still not knowing how you are going to accomplish that before your body parts begin to sag!! I won't go into more detail, but I know there are many people out there who understand where I am, who've been there, are there or managed to find a way to avoid it all together.. (See Below)

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My Interests

Ice Cream! Beautiful days! Reading Non-Fiction! Doing girl stuff! TV! Dancing! Visiting new places! Relaxing!

I'd like to meet:

You're the people I want to meet! People who are real and know that Gods plan will not be handed to us with a flashlight and a note that says follow the yellow brick road!...Those of you who know what it's like to smack into the darn brick wall only to realize it's just a painting, an ilusion. God didn't make this life easy, he made it hard so we would have to come to him, so we would have to follow him. But those of you who do, know how difficult it can be at times to remember Him on a day to day basis.

You the people who struggle but have faith, still hope, and yearn to experience the same passion you feel when you worship at the top of your lungs, in the rest of your life. You are the ones I want to meet.

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Life - DEEP:

~ DEEP SURVEY~ Honestly answer the following 20 questions... can you get through them without lying???
1 - Why are you best friends with your best friend? Because we've been through many bad times and can still live and work together without killing each other!
2 - What bothers you the most about other people? When they think things that are painful or hurtful to others are funny! (Gross Humor)
3 - Would you ever marry for money? No, but it would be nice to have some :o)
4 - Do you prefer to text message or talk on the phone? Usually Text, not much of a phone person
5 - Do you believe that 30 really is the new 20? I better cause I'll be 30 in a few months!
6 - If you had a crush on someone would you tell them? I would strongly hint!
7 - What is one of the toughest things you ever had to do? Take my dog to the hospital right after it had been hit by a car! :~(
8 - Name a challenge you are faced with on a reg basis? Worrying too much.
9 - Do you cry a lot? Not really, easily but not a lot.
10 - Do you have a plan? I have a concept, the Plan is God's.
11 - Do you think its possible to only love one person for the rest of your life? Yes, but not if you have children!
12 - Are you close with your family? Yes, but not in distance, I can only take them in small doses.
13 - Name one thing that you are good at? Problem solving, unless their my problems
14 - Name one thing that you are bad at? Remembering people and names.
15 - Your thoughts on Karma? Egh! Haven't read a lot about it, but I hope mine is good!
16 - What does the 5th text message in your inbox say? I can't see the backlight on my phone is broken!
17 - What did you reply to it? See above!
18 - What do you do for a living? I get to worry about getting projects done on time but have no control over the people working on them.
19 - Do you honk your horn at old people when they are driving bad? No, I'm not big into honk horning.
20 - Why do you do myspace surveys? Cause I get bored sometimes :o)
Take this survey or other MySpace Surveys at PimpSurveys.com
You Are 2: The Helper
You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic. What Number Are You?
You Are a Newborn Soul
You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.

Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test

Music:

Pretty varied...lately it's been Country and Contemporary Christian, but I listen to almost anything as long as it's not rap.

Movies:

I love my girly movies! But overall I don't care to think too much when I see movies, I do enough of that at work. Having said that, sick humor is not my thing. I'm the "Wedding Crashers", and "Meet the Parents" kind!

Television:

Unfortunately I am a reality TV junkie to an extent. I love the TLC shows on fashion and decorating. I love the singing shows like American Idol and now the dancing show! I absolutely love "Friends", although it's over played and my latest favorite TV show I'd have to say is "House". I was a pretty big "O.C." fan too!

Books:

Non-fiction, self-help, career development etc...

Heroes:

hmm...People who amaze me usually seem to have it all together and can seem to pull it all off no matter what the circumstances. I guess I'd like to be like that one day!

My Blog

Who Are We Really?

I was listening to the song on my profile and suddenly I got a thought: "Wouldn't it be great to really be that carefree!". She says "It's Only Life"...how come it doesn't ever seem to feel that way. ...
Posted by Liza on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:26:00 PST

Tears for You Lord

Tears of confused solitude...Awaiting answers only the Lord knows.Heartache that surrendered to the chatter...now wondering if they're words of Truth.Feels like forever I've been waiting...to live a p...
Posted by Liza on Mon, 28 May 2007 08:47:00 PST

How to be Positive with Negative thoughts?

I wonder if others doubt what "IS" and question what "SHOULD BE" the way that I do. I live life looking for the closest thing to a measurement of success.  Something that can define what is: righ...
Posted by Liza on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 07:12:00 PST

A Day of Awareness

  Today was a day full of awareness for me, a feeling that is usually blurred by the high level of anxiety I experience in my life. Feeling awareness is like having a big cloud of smoke lifted an...
Posted by Liza on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 08:43:00 PST

Myers-Briggs: ENFJ

Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging by Joe Butt Profile: ENFJRevision: 3.0Date of Revision: 23 Feb 2005 ENFJs are the benevolent 'pedagogues' of humanity. They have tremendous charisma by which ...
Posted by Liza on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 10:03:00 PST

Moving On

Moving On   Do we know when the time is really right to let go of a thought, or a memory, or simply a hope? Do we know when our souls have all the strength to move forward in time and leave the ...
Posted by Liza on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 06:49:00 PST

My Wish List!

Hmm...What do I want? Well there's a few things I've identified in past relationships that I KNOW are important to me.  Probably the most important is someone who is caring/giving, and appreciat...
Posted by Liza on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:58:00 PST

Hope

Hoping Because You Hope   I can write of fear and lack of understanding As I live my life engulfed in this pain   I can yearn for years to pass me by So I can be forever by Your side  ...
Posted by Liza on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:55:00 PST

Lost Child

Lost Child Where did I lose the person I once knew? Where did life take the turns in this direction? There was a plan, a hopeful dream Of what I thought I knew would be.   Yet here I stand, unrec...
Posted by Liza on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:20:00 PST

Awaiting Peace

Awaiting Peace Sit in wonder of this state I'm in Who out there understands it Who out there can make me see   Running voices in my head Fear grasping the little air I breathe Searching for an e...
Posted by Liza on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:16:00 PST