Queen of Mistakes

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1. I'm a passionate, creative, aspiring writer. I'm going to college to get a degree in English

2. I have two sisters

3. I own a car

4. I believe in second chances but I think they should be earned

5. I always forgive but I never forget

6. I'm small but quite the crazy, feisty one

7. I love to party and chill with friends

8. My friends and family are the best. I'd do anything for them and I love them so much

9. I have Asperger's and Turner's Syndrome

10. My heart is taken. I'm in love with Adam Polad

11. I love animals

.12. I know everyone says this, but I truly am different from other girls. I am content with being my unique self.

13.I've been through a lot and learned a lot in the past while.

14. I believe in fate and that everything happens for a reason

15. I'm complicated with my beliefs and behaviors but the things I want, need, and enjoy are simple

16. I'm sick of being hurt and used and I've been screwed over a lot

17. I have an open mind and heart

18. Most of the time I'm way too giving, caring, trusting, and tolerating.

19. I'd like to think I'm pretty easy to get along with

20. I won't take your crap and I'll tell you when you're doing something I don't like or I think is wrong

21. I used to not take orders or criticism well but I'm getting to the point where I can handle it accordingly

22. I'm never afraid of confrontation and I truly fear no one

23. Don't mistake my kindness for weakness. You'd be wrong in doing so

24. I have a lot of mood swings. I take medication for my anger and depression, and I have other mood disorders which have went un-diagnosed as of lately.

25. The Turner's syndrome explains my stature and features.

26. I act differently when I don't take my medication. Ask anyone I'm close to or associate with a lot

26. Look at my pictures if you'd like to know what I look like

27. My other info on my page with tell you more about me

28. I can be shy when a subject is being talked about that makes me uncomfortable

29. I do have faith in the human race

30. I smoke and drink occasionally if you didn't already know. I don't care if you have a prob with that. I respect those who don't, though.

31. Music, movies, tv, and books are a huge part of my life

32. My computer and my phone are my connection to the outside world and I adore them

33. I don't think I'm better or more special than others

34. I'm just another lonely, nice girl trying to make it in a big world

35. I've been used, abused, and taken for granted.

36. In the end it's all made me who I am today and I wouldn't change a thing

I live for today and the promise it can bring

37. Give me a chance and I'll give you one

38. Respect me and I'll respect you.

39. I'm laid back and I hate drama

40. I get along better with girls than guys

41. Most girls associate with guys more but my girlfriends are easier for me to trust.

42. Sometimes I feel so alone and think I should put up more of a wall around me/shell so people can't break me

43. I don't allow others to control me, though.

44. Call me what you will

45. Say what you want to say

46. But you're just you and I'm just me at the end of the day

47. You can't change me or ruin the goals and plans I have for myself

48. I make my own decisions

49, I live for me

50. I live to love and I love to live♥

1.
They're my world

I have the best family a girl could ask for

They're constantly here for me and I love them to death
They know how to comfort me and be here for me when no one else is
I spend a lot of time with them and they care for me even at my ugliest and worst
All of my family comes first!!
if you really know me you know what my interests are
friends

family

Adam

my phone and computer plus other entertainment like music, movies, and tv

writing and reading

making new friends and meeting new people

Instant messages, emails, and texts plus other forms of communication

cuddling, kissing, holding hands, and hugging
never give up on the good times. If love doesn't kill you, the memories will. "I write for the same reason I breathe -- because if I didn't, I would die." Isaac Asimov"One writes to make a home for oneself, on paper, in time, in others' minds." Alfred Kazin"The strokes of the pen need deliberation as much as the sword needs swiftness." Julia Ward Howe"The great art of writing is knowing when to stop." Josh Billings"The faster I write the better my output. If I'm going slow I'm in trouble. It means I'm pushing the word instead of being pulled by them." Raymond Chandler"It's an adrenaline surge rushing through your body. You have this spark of an idea that keeps threatening to burst into flames and you have to get the words out on paper to match this emotion or picture in your head. After this comes the work of cleaning up the mess that you made." Janet WestThe role of a writer is not to say what we all can say, but what we are unable to say. ~Anaïs NinIt is necessary to write, if the days are not to slip emptily by. How else, indeed, to clap the net over the butterfly of the moment? For the moment passes, it is forgotten; the mood is gone; life itself is gone. That is where the writer scores over his fellows: he catches the changes of his mind on the hop. ~Vita Sackville-WestI love being a writer. What I can't stand is the paperwork. ~Peter De VriesI love writing. I love the swirl and swing of words as they tangle with human emotions. ~James MichenerBeing an author is like being in charge of your own personal insane asylum. ~Graycie HarmonWriting is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia. ~E.L. DoctorowEvery author in some way portrays himself in his works, even if it be against his will. ~GoethI want to write books that unlock the traffic jam in everybody's head. ~John UpdikeWriting is a product of silence. ~Carrie LatetWriters are just people who have a whole lot on the inside that they need to get to the outside, with pen and paper as their preferred method of transport. Same with dancers, artists, and singers - all the same urges with differing transportation. ~Graycie HarmonThere is no royal path to good writing; and such paths as do exist do not lead through neat critical gardens, various as they are, but through the jungles of self, the world, and of craft. ~Jessamyn West, Saturday Review, 21 September 1957An original writer is not one who imitates nobody, but one whom nobody can imitate. ~Chateaubriand, Le Génie du Christianisme, 1802I keep little notepads all over the place to write down ideas as soon as they strike, but the ones that fill up the quickest are always the ones at my nightstand. ~Emily Logan DecensThere's only one person who needs a glass of water oftener than a small child tucked in for the night, and that's a writer sitting down to write. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966