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trashley // 16 // pansexual // not edge.
I don't know what I want. I'll admit that. I don't know where I'll be in twenty years, or who I'll be, and even though I'm young I've learned a lot. I've learned that it's not worth anything if it's just handed to you. That people lie to make situations temporarily better, and trust itself is a lie. That happiness can be taken in half a second - and that anything can happen. That I'll never take anything for granted, and I'll appreciate everything that comes my way. That when I'm sad, I shouldn't let it get to me, because what happened happened; thinking about it would be a waste of my limited time. That nobody will take me seriously until I have an ID. That people come and go at the worst times. But I also know that life can be molded into anything depending on how much you care, and that nothing happens by luck, or for a reason, but everything is an effect of the choices I've made. Every choice I've made has lead me up to the point I'm at now - lost, insecure, and happy.
"security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. life is either a daring adventure or nothing."
screenname: trashlyx

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My Blog

letter to mom.

"Wow! 16. I can't believe it. This may sound stupid but time has really flown. I can still see your face the first time that I ever held you so vividly. You were so beautiful and you still are.Since I...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jun 2009 18:25:00 GMT

all i need is a little reassurance.

lately i've been feeling like i'm losing all of the people that i care about the most.i've lost the most important person in my life, who is my mom, and it seems like i'm losing all the other possible...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 14:40:00 GMT

leave your namee [:

and i'll tell you what i think about you<3
Posted by on Sat, 21 Feb 2009 19:28:00 GMT

if theres a god...

R.I.P. Michele Stevens.this is one of the many reasons that i beleive in no god.especially after December 31st, 2008.if there is a "god," then why do things like this happen? my mom was one of the bes...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 18:37:00 GMT

why

why is it so difficult for me to just be outright.just to say the words that i want to say, that i've been meaning and wanting to say.and now its not even to the point "meaning and wanting," now its j...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 19:19:00 GMT

i miss you.

i miss the feeling i would get when you walked through the door. i miss the smile that came upon my face just at the thought of seeing you, or just hearing your voice. i miss your voice. i miss that f...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 23:30:00 GMT

its strange

for some reason, i hate you. so much. like, i mean i hate you right now, more than i think i have ever hated anybody in a long time. and i am completely justified, i can list the things that you have ...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 19:24:00 GMT

changing faces

i am incredibly sick of  having to adjust to everybody's expectations and needs.everytime i get to know somebody and like them, in the blink of an eye it seems as if they disappear.and change. it...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:43:00 GMT

Q&A blog

ask me questions about anythingi'll answer i promise (;
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 05:01:00 GMT

2007

well. 2007 wasn't the best year ever. but  neither was 1992, 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 1997, 1998, 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, or 2006.this was just another miserable, lonely, year.people ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 17:29:00 GMT