I'm a proud member of the United States Air Force, 423rd security forces squadron. So far so good, I'm livin' lavish and staying on the grind to get the shit I want. Nothing comes easy and to better yourself and gain success through hard work and dedication is the only way to go. Grind, sleep, eat, and repeat. Get like me, bitches.
WEEEEEE! ..
Dark clouds are hanging all around;
I try to pick myself back up but I keep falling down.
Sometimes I can't even get out of my bed;
Thinking about the night before and stupid shit that I said.
It's at the point that I'm focused on hibernation;
Less interactions with people less complications;
Alcohol and altercations, Tylenol and conversations;
I'll be falling off the face of the earth if I don't change.
What's the fucking point in upping my worth if it's all pain?
And Shane's going insane while basically in my prime
Can I rediscover my mind? Are we wasting each other's time?
I don't cry, I don't look up at the sky and ask why
But sometimes I feel like I'm patiently waiting to die
Go through the motions try to put the pen to paper with love
But I'm still holding back afraid of what I'm capable of...
Don't live for the moment -- Live for the constant
Die for what's right or get killed by your conscience
There's a difference between conscience, conscious and conscientious
contrary to popular belief
You're none of these
There's plenty to feed
Empty mouths've been nest bound
and kept down and apes won't be bangin on the chest pound
When pacemakers are fragile
They hate the taste of capsules
They feed their face with paxil
Females hate their dads still
Holy son's got mommy issues on deck at the podium
Holdin' tongues with the rituals
More complex than napoleon
I told'em
"It isn't his job to live in a fog"
I don't have a god complex, you've got a simple god.
"I understand that scissors can beat paper, and I get how rock can beat scissors, but there's no fucking way paper can beat rock. paper is supposed to magically wrap around rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college-ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in two seconds. When I play Rock/Paper/Scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper, I punch them in the throat with my already clenched fist and say 'Oh shit, I'm sorry. I thought paper would protect you, stupid-fuck.' "
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