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I'm heading for a breakdown

About Me

Um... I'm Emma .
I'm going to tell you right now that I'm not worth the time of day.
I live in Mentor-on-the-Lake, Ohio. And I'm a 16 year old girl.
If you want to talk to me... you can feel free to add me or IM me.. or whatever..
AIM- porcalienxdollie
I don't know what else to put...

I'm bi? And I don't really know what my religion is at the moment..

evanescence - everybodys fool :: CustoMyspace

My Interests

Art, drawing, photography, music, writing, poetry, short stories, wicca, disorders, si, suicide, screaming, love, hate

I'd like to meet:

You?

Music:

Placebo, Evanescence, A Static Lullaby, AFI, Ani DiFranco, Armour For Sleep, As I Lay Dying, Atreyu, Bif Naked, Brand New, Bright Eyes, Broken Social Scence, Buckcherry, Bush, Chimaira, CKY, Dashboard Confessional, Death Cab For Cutie, Dimmu Borgir, Dream Theater, Evereve, Evergreen Terrace, Fall Out Boy, Fear Factory, Fiona Apple, Flaw, From Autumn To Ashes, Funeral For A Friend, Hawthorne Heights, Hidden In Plain View, HIM, Icon Of Coil, Inkubus Sukkubus, Jack Off Jill, Kittie, Lacuna Coil, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Matchbook Romance, Modest Mouse, My Ruin, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Norma Jean, Orgy, Otep, Radiohead, Rilo Kiley, Rufio, RX Bandits, Saves The Day, Scarling, Seether, Senses Fail, Sevendust, Shinedown, Silverchair, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, Stained, Story Of The Year, Switchblade Symphony, Taking Back Sunday, Tapping The Vein, The Icarus Line, The Mars Volta, The Pixies, The Postal Service, The Smiths, Theatre Of Tragedy, Thrice, Throwdown, Thursday, Time And Distance, Tori Amos, Tristania, Trust Company, Type O Negative, Vast, Wumpscut, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard, Zao, Zeromancer

Movies:

Lost and Delirious, Donnie Darko, Sleeping Beauty, Alice In Wonderland, Vampires, Underworld, Thirteen, Girl Inturrupted, Jawbreaker, Seven, The Last Unicorn, Gia, They, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Butterfly Effect, Requiem for a Dream

Television:

Simpsons, Degrassi, Family Guy, Full House

Books:

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, Speak

My Blog

Bah,.

I'm so fucking frusturated!!! adfjahfdhfdasdasd Go fuck yourself, asshole!
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I'm still so in love with you...

God. Today has been a day from hell. This whole week has been. I miss Ryan terribly. ...
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I really hate me...

I feel so horrible. I'm a bitch. I'm a fucking bitch and I need to burn in hell for the rest of eternaty. I descided I do believe in hell. But it is only for people like me... people named Emma...
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hey Jevon...

I'm really sorry.
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

jevon is a bitch

Its always great having some immature asshole leave stupid messages about poop in your blog. I think thats all he can write about because thats all he is.
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My baby...

God... I am so in love with him. We set a date last night. I told him something last night. It was beautiful if I do say so myself. A single tear was rolling down my cheek when I finished what ...
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Erm....

I talked to Ryan last night. I cried alot. I'm glad he is home. I missed him. We talked for about two hours. About alot of things. Like Jon and Rosa. And the girl I have a crush on. I am still plannin...
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

X.X

I hate my life... part of me thinks I should go back to the hospital. The other part of me thinks I should just kill myself and get it over with. I don't want help. I don't want to get better just to ...
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

damn it

I misses J-me.... Erm... BAH!
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Jevon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEVON!!!!
Posted by <font COLOR="FF69B4">heart X suicide</font> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST