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No I am not Wiccan, it is the lighter side of the tree from what I work with. I am Draconian. In other words a dark magician. I use the same means nessasary as a Wiccan but under different aspects. I can use both forces of negative mainly and positive to better my environment around me. Chaos magick is a high form of mine. Wicca uses a lot of elemental magick which delves mainly in the lighter and positive side, I use both, My main preference is Qliphotic pathworking. Qliphoth is the adverse Sephira in the tree of life in Quabalistic terms. Meaning tree of Death, descending to ascend. All points, and paths xian, satanist, hindu, buddist lead to the same energy in the cosmic universe. Others are harder, others easier, depending on the adepth using the magick. Also Cosmic magick is very chaotic in form, my goal is to strenghthen myself so as to become a creator in my own rite. To step outside of prefabricated creation, and create my own. Evolution is a step which I beleive in the 2012 prophecies to an extent will aid that evolution from humanity, even though I don't consider myself human, only by the limitations I am trying to break, into godhood, or of the like. Limitations were placed as a way to control populous, and enslave for greed's purposes, As the shackles break, and control is lost all goes back to chaos in the form of as above, so below. As for Wiccan I delved a bit in highschool found out it didn't work for me, and delved further into darker shadow magicks which do work for me. I do consider myself Luciferian, in the aspect of I am rebeling against the structure and limitations society has created in their twisted little world of mindlessness, The human uses less than 10% of the brain, imagine using all of it. The process slowly starts off once the reality is bent and becomes the fusion of the impossible becomming possible. No I am not evil, and not good, there is a fine line between good and evil, pleasure and pain, life and death. Most people view what they don't know as evil, never experiancing the unknown limiting their paths blindly to what is preceived in a mass concious state, which is illusion. And for some delusion. Hope I didn't lose you in all this info.As for fear, you only fear because you let it get to you, if you stare at fear in the face, and stand equal to the fear, it can't get to you. Fear is the gnosis that keeps us from stepping through the veils of time and space keeping us confined to our limited shells. That is the main reason the church rebukes Lucifer, is because he rebeled against the system and advanced further than those that were on the same level as he. And it is pretty much relevant in history and any gnosis that those who surpass usually become the "Evil Ones" in the eyes of the lower levels, who are purely jealous. I have read many texts, which have had the same message relayed, even in Satanic cults, it is prodminant. Most Orders which include woman innitiates usually keep the woman back from progressing their workings, for the sole power of their ego. This really sucks because the balance should be equal, but in idealogy, Woman first had the powers, and enslaved man, once man gained the knowledge, they turned the tables, WHY???? Jealousy, that is what is my major problem with most Orders. The best way I can tell you to get in touch with the forces at your hand is to face them, sure they will scare the hell outta ya at first, but if you cower them, they will control you. The Qliphoth are the shells who use pain, and situations around you, usually negative to teach you of ways to get through the certain paths you are on. I wouldn't in your case go seeking them out right now, but get a little knowledge on them, start with Nightside of Eden by Kenneth Grant, if you wish to uncover that path, but once you start reading it, you will understand how the Qliphoth work around you, without you even being aware of it. The are the shells after all, and Let me ask, are we not shells as well? Our body harness the spiritual aspect, so in a degree we teach ourselves. In my beleif there is no power higher than myself, and my spiritual self combined. That would be my acension into my own godhood. Not as the god, but as a creator. Like god. Trust me read Kenneth Grant, but only if you want to traverse that path, and only open it if you can handeling opening a door that can't be closed, cause once you are aware, you start to awaken to your true self...
Burzum - Dunkelheit
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