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Symbiotic, I

...I chose to turn my back on the bliss of ignorance...

About Me

...I am a 30 yr old artist, writer, philosopher, free-thinker, conceptualizer, and a human able to see through the fictitious veil of reality that has been painted over our senses. In short, I perceive our world as simply a medium of relative duality rather than an absolute truth. This viewpoint has governed much of my life for the past decade, and is also the vehicle in which I use to delve into my world of analytical introspection...As a writer, I use this philosophy to weave stories of dark fiction to help others understand the world around them, as well as the world of INSIDE of themselves (I'm currently writing a book on this, check the blog "My 1st 'real' blog" for details). As an artist, I attempt to display this perception through my visual renderings, as well as take your mind far away into unexplored scenarios of fantastic realms...I am also a music lover of all types, but mostly extreme metal, and I hope to soon break into the world of heavy metal/extreme metal album cover art and fantasy novel cover art as well. All photos in the pictures area are all of my own original work, and all are oil paintings on canvas. Feel free to use any of these images as personal wallpaper for your desktop, but please do not post them anywhere else without my permission. Thank you for visiting, and Enjoy..!!! (Also check out the Blogs for some mind-mangling prose and original writings by me). -I
***DISCLAIMER***!!! -The Blogs on this page are not meant for anyone under the age of 18, or for those who's minds are too fragile to think for themselves. Any person(s) who subjects themselves to any type of detrimental treatment under the influence of the words written within the Blogs does so under their own pretense and judgment. I hereby claim no responsibility for other people's insolence or inability to separate fiction from reality... -I
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My Interests



...Mental intercourse, philosophy, PAINTING, drawing, writing short stories, reading short stories, reading LONG stories, listening to music while producing art, women, some video games, searching for other-wordly artifacts, antiquing, meeting and talking to new people, Anything challenging(mentally OR physically)...

I'd like to meet:

***A few logos I've done for bands on Myspace***

**For any bands that need me to do a Logo, you can use Paypal to send me funds**

...Most Recent Work: "Manjushri" 40in.x30in oil on canvas. Completed 02/20/07Drawing for "Man & Machine" 18inx24in-pencil on paper. Completed 12/20/06

Drawing for "A Royal Confession" 12in x 24in. Pencil on paper.

"Feasting the Subconscious" completed on 6/11/2006 40in.x48in. oil on canvas***

Recent Work: "Banshee and the Beast" 30in x 40in oil on canvas 1/17/06

Other artists, musicians, writers, people who lust for more out of life, appreciaters of long lost values, people who despise the present state of this wretched earth, and anyone with an open mind who likes good conversation. If you wish to know anything about me specifically or personally, Just ask or shoot me a message...I love to discuss anything regarding psychology, psychiatry, physiology, philosophy, the human mind, the animal mind, the alien mind, etc...

Music:


-Deadborn-Pain is God
...LOTS of death metal(Origin, Necrophagist, Cryptopsy, Defeated Sanity, Pscroptic, Deeds of Flesh, Pavor, Insidious Decrepancy, Internal Suffering, Arsis, Behemoth, Gorguts, Death, Brain Drill, Scrambled Defuncts, Atheretic, Beneath the Massacre, Vital Remains, Spawn of Posession, etc.), Black metal--(Emperor, Mayhem, Limbonic Art, Tartaros, Dissection, Setherial, Obsidian Gate, Maleficentia, Mysteriarch, Apotheosys, Interstellar Genocide, Aeternus, Keep of Kalessin, Alghazanth, 1349, Obtained Enslavement, Veneficium, Impiety, Abigor, etc.), Thrash Metal, Math Metal, Speed Metal, Hip-Hop, R&B, Classical, Jazz, Drum & Bass, Arabian Music, movie sountracks, etc...

Movies:

Too many, but some recommended favorites..Documentaries: ZEITGEIST, America-From Freedom to Fascism, The Occult World of Commerce, The Corporation, Outfoxed, Mein Kampf, Louis Theraux's Weird Weekends, 9/11 Loose Change, Bowling for Columbine, Fahrenheit 911, Sicko. Thinking movies: The Usual Suspects, The Sixth Sense, 12 Monkeys, Fight Club, Following, MEMENTO, The Machinist, Identity, Primer, Inside Man, Cybil. Culturally conscious movies: Imitation of Life, Sankofa, Roots, Rosewood, A Time to Kill, Baby Boy, A Raisin in the Sun, Malcolm X. Vampire flicks: The Lost Boys, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Interview with a Vampire, Underworld (1 and 2), Blade(all 3), Van Helsing, The Elephant Man(1930's version), Freaks(1930's version), The Matrix Trilogy, Martial Arts flicks: Hero, House of Flying Daggers, The Promise, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Any "Shaw Brothers" kung-fu flicks, Five Deadly Venoms, The Crippled Avengers, Fist of the White Lotus, A Slice of Death, The Spearman, Super Ninjas, IRON FINGERS OF DEATH(AKA "Death Mask of the Ninja"), The Mystery of Chessboxing(AKA "Ninja Checkmate"), Shaolin vs. Lama, Shaolin vs. Wu Tang, Return to the 36 Chambers, Unbeatable Dragon, The 8 Diagram Pole Fighter, New Legend of Shaolin, The Swordsman, Once Upon a Time in China (I, II, and III), Dragon Inn, Lone Wolf and Cub (ALL of them), Lady Snowblood(1 and 2), The Razor, Sleepy Eyes of Death.Fantasy movies: Star Wars Trilogy, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Stargate, Dune, Legend, The Neverending Story, Labyrinth. Foreign films: Caligula (unrated Version), Raise the Red Lantern, The 120 Days of Sodom(AKA Salo), Prospero's Books. Medieval flicks: Kingdom of Heaven, King Arthur, Troy, Gladiator, 300, Excalibur, Clash of the Titans...the list goes on...

Television:

..."Television" is the disease-infested parasite of human creativity... ...A clip from ZEITGEIST-(the only documentary that really matters)...

Books:

..So many to name, but in NO particular order...The Destruction of Black Civilization, A Brief History of TIme, Clive Cussler's "Sahara", African Holistic Health, Life After Death(by Hans Holzer), The Tao of Health, Sex, & Longevity, The Art of War, The I-Ching, The Bagivad Gita, The Egyptian Book of the Dead, Leviathan 666, Conversations With God,The Da Vinci Code, Holy Blood-Holy Grail, Civilization or Barbarism, Nile Valley Contributions to Civilization, Afrikan People and European Holidays: A Mental Genocide(book 1), The Iceman Inheritance, Ender's Game, Speaker for the Dead, Necronomicon, The Apocrypha, Yurugu, Chains and Images of Psychological Slavery, Alice in Wonderland and the World Trade Center Disaster, Behold a Pale Horse, The Occult Conspiracy, Secrets of the Federal Reserve, The Fantastic Inventions of Nikola Tesla, Anti-Gravity & the World Grid, The Biggest Secret, Awaken the World Within, The Psychotechnology of Brainwashing, The Lamplighter, Ishmael, The Holy, Blacked-Out Through Whitewash, The Isis Papers...and too many more to mention...

Heroes:

...Everyone who is both recognized in the limelight of contribution, and also those who dwell in the shadows of obscurity...unaccountable for credit in this world of inter-related causes and effects. ALL of you are my heroes. If one of you were not in the chain of domino-effects, I wouldn't be writing this...(you wouldn't be reading, either)...

My Blog

Black

"...the only thing we have to fear is fear itself&" Franklin D. Roosevelt -1933 "Man is a little germ, that lives on an unimportant rock ball, that revolves about an insignificant star, on the...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:38:00 PST

White

WhiteThey say that white is the colour of heaven. The place on the other side, where everyone will be when I die and where my loved ones reside. They live in the far beyond, in the bright ...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 08:32:00 PST

Grey

Grey I see only one colour in my limited spectrum of sight. And although my eyes are wide open, I remain half-blind to what lies before me. It was a visual defect at birth that rendered my...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 10:57:00 PST

An Update

    ...I want to apologize in advance to everyone of whom I have neglected in terms of reading their blogs...I have been on and off of Myspace for the past 4 months or so. Things have b...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:52:00 PST

Identical (parts I-IV)

...Here it is, the LAST and final part of the "Identical" series written by my twin, "Sagacious Nature". Again, all previous parts are also included so you may read them in chronological order (trust ...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 08:59:00 PST

Rebellion

...Almost done with the material for the book "Neomythologies", but here's one I did JUST for readers here. Much of the new material is along the same lines as this. Hope you all like... -I Rebellio...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Fri, 25 May 2007 12:57:00 PST

Identical (parts I, II, and III)

***Here are the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd parts of a 4-part story/collaboration called "Identical". The first part was written by me, inspired by my twin "Sagacious Nature". Part 1 is still an older blog of m...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 08:34:00 PST

My 1st "real" blog

...As many of you may know, I have never posted an actual "blog" in the true sense of the word, but rather "stories" that may reflect what I've been pondering in the recent past. Also, I've slowed dow...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 08:23:00 PST

Adam & Eve

***Based on an older painting of mine from 1999 called "Original Sin", which is in the pictures area. Also, please read the "disclaimer"on the main page for the verbally and religiously sensitive. Tha...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:12:00 PST

War

***A story about "You" and "I"... -I***(This is written in the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd person all at once. To read in the 3rd person, replace the bold words with actual names. Enjoy!)WarMe. Myself. I. The H...
Posted by Symbiotic, I on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 01:22:00 PST