Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx]

About Me

Tough times do not last. Tough people do."dude i gotta write this chick back, she takes it in the butt!" -a quote to remember
I am TJ Stiles.
I am your silhouette,
I am a shadow in the back of your mind,
I am the embodyment of the visceral and the lustful.
I am the scent of blood in the air.
Ill stop your heart and leave you wanting more.
I know exactly what i want and who i want.
I will go after what i want.
i wont stop. I am exactly what you are looking for. Look at my heart and you will find what you dream.
Let me hear you scream.
"Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." - Teddy Roosevelt
I am not your god,
I am not your IDOL.
Follow your dreams
use your pain
achieve your goals
Never Stray from the path you have chosen
Aim me XFUELTOTHEFIREX
alove for enemies - tread on my dreams

Add to My Profile | More Videos How you gonna come?
With your hands on your head,
or on the trigger of your gun?
I desire the end
The touch of armageddon
This world encased in flames
Bodies lie beneath fallen kingdoms
I walk on fallen kingdoms
I desire the end
I desire the new beginning

~Never run from what you fear.
You will die tired~
CPR IS BACK! (Crazy Pit Revival)
I find Purpose in being what inspires others to be inspiring
**boys are made of tattoos and bikes and back alley fights.
Girls are made of fire and hearts and brand new starts**
I Ride a Motorcycle. I have a cell phone, i cannot use one when im using the other. so if you call and i don't pick up, don't freak out like a faggot. ill call you back and don't call 6 hundred times in a row. ill pick it up when i stop.N

ETERNAL CLOTHING - ALWAYS REMEMBERED, NEVER FORGOTTEN

NREAD THIS If the World were to know my face they would no doubt be poorly prepared to handle the truth found within. A veil allows my music to speak for itself without my biased and jaded opinion to scar its depths. The music will speak more to the world than my voice or my being ever can...the sounds will endure like a heartbeat long after i am gone....and my name is spoken no more....and new heroes have taken my place. The sounds will echo off the walls of the mortal soul for decades to come and will be forever scarred upon the hearts of those who do not see with the eyes of the blind. "may i decrease that he may increase" Never forget that seeing really is believing...
*****************************************I am the driving force that beats a hole in your chest while you scream the words that you will never forget. I want you to stand up in the crowd, raise your fist, and scream every word to every song for the world to hear.
LIVE FAST DIE SLOW STAND BACK, LET GO.
music defines what i am, what i will be and who i have been. i will fight for the ones i love and i will love the ones who learn to stand up and fight. I dont have a whole lot in this world ive got my balls and my word and i never break them for anybody.
LIBERATE TE EX INFERISyou are only what i once was, and i am what you wish you could be
The secret, youll look but never find. its all about the laws of attraction.

My Interests

DRUMMING, Classic cars, Drums, Fashion, Hardcore, Women, People with convictions and Rock and Roll
I dont use kleenex i use paper towels
I dont bullshit you and kiss your ass. I would rather be a real jackass than a fake sweetheart. At least you know im being honest.
I live to play the drums. i refuse to give up....no matter what stands in my way i will tear down every trial in my path
I like all types of music, including but not limited to- ( My first love, and inspiration-)XhardcoreX, trance, rockabilly, hip hop, hair metal, Power metal, symphonic true norwegian black metal, metal core, rock, jazz, big band, swing, youth core, classical, chamber, early fusion, vocal trance, funk, KISS, industrial, and the beat goes on. im all about putting the pedal down and driving to new places.
money can buy you everything that love cannot..

If you dont stand for something
youll fall for anything
if you wont die for something
you live for nothing.
Knowledge is the enemy of faith, sometimes you look into the abyss and the abyss looks back at you...

LUX Live - Clip 08 - Survive Part 2

I'd like to meet:

If your a girl, and you like: *Tattoos*
*Piercings*
*Intelligence*
*And I Mean Real Fucking Intelligence*
*Motorcycles*
*Play Piercing*
*Rough Sex*
*Following Your Dreams*
*Making Love*
*Being Tied Up*
*Cussing*
*Shows*
*Drinking*
*Being Classy and Trashy, All at Once*
*Black Hair*
*Black and Red*
*hXc*
*Nearly Naked Women*
*Living on the Edge*
*Being the Loudest Person in the Room*
*Rock and Roll*
*Partying, but not every Fuckin Night*
*Kissing Like You Mean it*
*Biting Like You Mean it Too*
*Being Healthy*
*Handcuffs*
*Subculture Fashion*
*Anything Involving Nakedness*
*Horror*
*if you dont like hardcore, your out.*
Then let me know who you are. i want that.
N Father,
Gonna Take your Daughter Out
Tonight N
N Death or Glory N

N N NELEVATE WHATS FUCKING SICK INSIDE YOUR HEAD, YOU WILL FIND ITS THE ONLY ANTIDOTE TO KEEP YOU FROM BECOMING ONE OF THEM

This is My brother, This is the Brotherhood, This is till death, This is True, With or without my crew. BDC for life!!
"I dont believe I am really looking for anything other than that knowledge deep within that another human being has found a way to stand against the machine of life; temporal without the eternal is worthless. self love, self sacrifice, take care of the ones you love. Theres always truth. never apologize for speaking from your heart, its telling the truth.

Without you, everything means nothing, and with you, I realize that nothing can ever mean everything.

Theres a chance you could make it, Theres a chance you could die.
life is a freeway. once you pass an exit its gone, you pass it. you cant go in reverse on a freeway. and sure you can get off and turn around go south. but that just leads you back where you came from.
.I never seem to have enough time on my hands.
.When I find her, I will always find enough time to get my hands on that one girl.
.I am focused on living life [instead] of having a life focused on myself.
.I know everyone but I dont need anyone.
.[opinionated but polite].
.I am tattooed with a purpose.
. Ink with a meaning .
.I hold myself high[*confident*].
.I can handle my time alone.
. Myself by Myself .
.I can dress to kill. Im definitely not scared of a little style.
.I will shock you, amaze you.
. captivate . and . inspire .
.I have an impacting look that turns heads, look my way.

My friends
I have 10,457 friends.

xBDCx True Crew

Cash- Hermano en Sangre

Words Like Bullets- I Play Drums In This

Dita

Sky Dior

Boston

The NURSE! CPR is my specialty

Shannon

The Little sister Chevy 350

I &hearts SIN

Kbear

The Offroad Artist

Morgan- my favorite bartender and friend in the world

Ashlet Steel

Affliction Clothing!

Hannah!

Adam Redhead

Violently Happy, my NIKKI

The Murray!!! Water on the Rocks bitches!

Maria......Cielo

Kristi Kills

Mind Bomb Tattoo- Beaverton OR

Monster

Shona tatted on my arm

Benji

View All of My Friends

Music:

everything that makes you move
ZAO- one of the greatest most passionate bands to ever grace my frail mind. Living Sacrifice, HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD MOTHER FUCKERS!!! XdiscipleX AD, The Death Campaign, The Goo Goo Dolls, Brutal Fight, Trial, MXPX, Hatebreed, Dimmu Borgir, Arch Enemy,Six Bullets Through A Texas Sky, Inked In Blood, Life and Limb, Gods, ...And Oceans, Cinderella, Hanoi Rocks, Judas Priest, Fight Paris, Overcome, Strongarm, Ratt, Skid Row, As I Lay Dying, Still Remains, Jade Meridian, The Agony Scene, Cursive, Terror, Throwdown, Heaven Shall Burn, CKY, The Police, ACDC. The ocean collective, Frodus, Amatory, Brutal Fight, Most Precious Blood, Demon Hunter, Gods, Flaxen Ambrosia, Owen, The Dreaming, Cold War. Terror,

Movies:

the heart is a lonely hunter, Equilibrium, The red violin, Missing in action, Heather Brooke.. WOW. Belladona, Ashley Steel, but no ive never JO'd to her films, shes my friend but i have to say, shes good. The one, all jet li movies, The Princess Bride, anything with audrey hepburn, Any Eon Mckai stuff, Fight Club, Event Horizonsavannah was a pornstar....she commited suicide. if you want to, go ahead and read this....it proves that the machine bleeds. dont say i never said so

Television:

Has the power to corrupt and convert. To revolutionize and terrorize.

Books:

we caught you plotting murder by andrew schwab, the old man and the sea. Aristotle, Plato. Crime and punishment and all works by Dostoyevsky. (blake and his eastern authors!) louis l'amour of course. Dale carnegies complete works, the good book, Calvin and Hobbes is considered intellectual reading material Im told

Heroes:

for all men have sinned and fallen short but im riding till the fuckin wheels fall off!

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My Blog

INSPIRED, CONDEMNED

pondering the lines we make and the effects of our wakei would love to stand here and wait for ripples to subsidebut the water is never still, so alive with the tideif i were the shore and you were th...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 01:44:00 PST

Not done

A fractured soul sitting right next to medont turn this way dont watch me bleedclot the leaks in all my woundsi cant fade away like thisnothing about me so temporaleverything about me so eternali cant...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 07:01:00 PST

SWEET RAPTURE

This is how we multiply Pity that it's not my wifeThe friction and skin The trembling sighThis is how our bodies moves With everything that we could lose Pushing us deeper still The sheets and the swe...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 09:32:00 PST

all youve got

Am I in or am I out? Should you trust or cast doubt? Endure the pain it takes to learn what I'm all about?Am I in or am I out? Should you trust or cast doubt? No room for complexity when you think you...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 05:48:00 PST

SO VERY NUMB MY LOVE

i am interested in all things mechanical,in all things musicalin all things beautiful. because we live in a chaotic, deafening and ugly worldtake my hand run with me girlthe night will close in on usa...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 09:01:00 PST

sedentary feelings.

The Feelings i holdThe feelings I hideThe knowledge of what happened under the wiresphone lines and cable tiesServer Stations and Cell phone towersBroken hearts and failed hoursthe hero the winnerthe ...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:49:00 PST

In Memoriam

The Horizon fading now i realizei race forward with each days lighttowards a bridge to crossrunning away from losseach breath i takeeach step i make will bring me closer to carry me overthough each da...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 09:01:00 PST

the date. and its failures before i awake

Encounters with the opposite sex skew our psyches in such a special way that reason and bias climb right into bed with each other. In this mode, it sometimes pays to deceive ourselves. Welcome to the...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 09:02:00 PST

HARDCORE DANCING

What Is Hardcore Dancing? Hardcore dancing is a form of enjoying the hardcore genre of music. Hardcore dancing is like any mosh, except rather than it be pushing it shoving,...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 11:56:00 PST

self inflicted surgery

Its not what i do its not what i say its how i feeland what they think of meim fighting insideim falling in lineits in my veins and its in my mindim not fucking lostand ive never been foundits more ab...
Posted by Armed With My Failure My Aim is Precise [xBDCx] on Thu, 17 May 2007 11:33:00 PST