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.Jessie ♥ Heart.™ Slings Ink!

Quit fucking with my heart.

About Me


Hi, I'm Jessie.
You might fall in love with me.

everyone tries to say something intelligent
and breathtaking in this game.
i amongst all times in my life have found myself
speechless
not that i do not have anything to say...
rather... i have too much...too much going on...
too many people i love.
too many people i left.
the only thing i can tell you...
is... it takes a lot of time to know me.
even if you think you know what you've got.
even if a smile is presented.
look past it all... if you think im worth it...
get past it all... cant you see im looking for something?
im smart. i read. i write. i listen.
and im good at it.
tho it all seems perfect. im spinning my wheels.
i love you. but im running in place.
this place... its my life.
the sex. the drugs. the rock n' roll.
it never gets old. no matter how i age.
it never stops. it never waits.
but it will always be there. waiting for me.
hit me with your best shot, killer.
im tough for a little girl.

My Interests

Words to Live By

I like for you to be still
It is as though you are absent
And you hear me from far away
And my voice does not touch you
It seems as though your eyes had flown away
And it seems that a kiss had sealed your mouth
As all things are filled with my soul
You emerge from the things
Filled with my soul
You are like my soul
A butterfly of dream
And you are like the word: Melancholy.

I like for you to be still
And you seem far away
It sounds as though you are lamenting
A butterfly cooing like a dove
And you hear me from far away
And my voice does not reach you
Let me come to be still in your silence
And let me talk to you with your silence
That is bright as a lamp
Simple, as a ring
You are like the night
With its stillness and constellations
Your silence is that of a star
As remote and candid

I like for you to be still
It is as though you are absent
Distant and full of sorrow
So you would've died
One word then, One smile is enough
And I'm happy;
Happy that it's not true

I'd like to meet:





-add my private account-
-FRIENDS ONLY-

Music:

THE FALL OF TROY.

Guns 'n' Roses

MOTELY CRUE!

black crowes

foreinger

Sparta

Muse

the clash

The Used

Brand New

The Black Dahlia Murder

Thrice

Pink Floyd

David Bowie

AC/DC

the who

Cold Remember

Atreyu

From Autumn to Ashes

A Thorn For Every Heart

alexisonfire

Sex pistols

UnderOATH

AFI

No Doubt

the bled

the ramones

A Static Lullaby

senses fail

the mars volta

the eagles

dashboard confessional

aerosmith

sublime

vendetta red

Zao

NewAmsterdams

Norma Jean

hopesfall

silverstein

fall out boy

strokes

Counterfit

Flogging Molly

The Casualties

Zeppelin

a perfect circle

killswitch engage

billy idol

the postal service

tool

AGNOSTIC FRONT

Bleeding Through

cheap sex

EXPLOITED

G.B.H.

horrorpops

LOWER CLASS BRATS

SOCIAL DISTORTION

THROWDOWN

Transplants

Misery Signals

As I Lay Dying

alove for enemies

TERROR

converge

most precious blood

walls of jericho

kill your idols

unearth

remembering never

eighteen visions

t dies today

every time i die

Showbread

Still Remains

blessed by a broken heart

the early novemeber

My children my bride

the chariot

blood for blood
The Agony Scene

the movielife

Bleed the Dream

The Number 12 looks like you.

Roses are Red

stutterfly

kill hannah

The Stiletto Formal

National Product

Cute Phase

Cyndi Lauper

Fear Cult

Scarlet Rose

Michael Jackson

Oingo Boingo

Peppermint Creeps

Peaches

Dirty Sanchez

Porpoise

Head Automatica

MSI

Depeche Mode

Danzig

Gravy Train

Lords of Acid

M.I.A.

Joan Jett and the Blackhearts

Pat Benatar

Mount Sims

TATU

She Wants Revenge

Orgy

JUPITER BLUE

white snake

Panic at the Disco

Shiny Toy Guns

Pantera

Queen

Movies:


Edward Scissorhands
Crybaby
Pirates of the Caribbean
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Ghost
Dirty Dancing
Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights
Moulin Rouge

Corpse Bride
Alice in Wonderland
Labyrinth
a nightmare before christmas
fight club
eternal sunshine for the spotless mind
romeo and juliet
charlie and the chocolate factory
Party Monstar..

Television:


Books:

-Chuck Palahnuik-
Invisible Monsters
Fight Club
Lullaby

-Philip Pullman-
The Golden Compass
The Subtle Knife
The Amber Spyglass

-Anne Rice-
The Vampire Chronicles

-Autobiographies-

The Dirt: Motley Crue

Heroes:

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.Billie Jean.
.as she caused a scene.
.Then every head turned.
.with.
.eyes that dreamed.
.of.
.being the one.
.Who will dance.
.on the floor.
.in the round.

My Blog

TRUTH (read this)

alright.listen up...just to let all of you shallow fucks out there knowim not a fucking skinny ass li annorxic twig.you know the ones you hvae grown to think are beautiful?if you even read my profilei...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:01:00 PST

what i want in a boy...

well.. there will never be set requirementsfor any man i happen to end up with...everyone has different attributesand no one is perfect.but i am kinda picky.1. will cuddle and kiss me all the time.&nb...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 10:35:00 PST

-static suffocation-

i wake up in bed... eyes open... i feel like ive been here for days... i really wish i had... do i want to go back? right now? i should... i can make it eventually... i just need to wait it ...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 02:23:00 PST

so lovley... and a welcome back<3

well...i have run into this bit of peace.breathing room for once.and end a goodbye to past inflictions that caused my  grief.its over... but it just started.im on the right path now. hopefully......
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 10:29:00 PST

you know every DAMNED....

part of that town made me remember when we were happy... i drove around alone before i left remembering everytime you fought with me everytime we kissed. i played the songs that meant the most. ...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 11:00:00 PST

standing so still in the door of a gheyhound

"your the worst thing that ever happened to me."     its so true. all i can say is...i loathe you.   ive never experienced true hatred towards someone in my life until last night.  ...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 03:10:00 PST

you were sleeping so peacefully...

You couldn't be ALIVE     its never really read right until you hear it being screamed with gutwrentching angst.   im at this point with him... where i just can afford to care anymore. ...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 05:06:00 PST

-Timing so WRONG -

It will never be right...     im coughing up blood again... dont get it on your shoes.... my baby... you say... im choking on my words again... and its all because of you...     i ...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 12:19:00 PST

shitfuckcuntfacedbitch

the hardest thing...   about this...     was telling ash whats going on....     this fucking breaks my heart... :'(         but my baby...   i love t...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Thu, 25 May 2006 02:09:00 PST

Ryan<3

I'm politly taken boys     off the market. and he has muh heart.   ...
Posted by .Bella♥Muerte.™ [Miss.Jessie.Heart] on Tue, 23 May 2006 02:17:00 PST