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Philomela

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About Me

I have heard it referred to as the moth, the hummingbird, the goldfish.
It is the element of spirit within woman that is in constant search of herself and perpetually blinded by the wrong story. She seeks warmth and illumination in dusty fluorescent bathroom lighting, bare burning porch bulbs, the magnified reflection of the luminous man just outside the goldfish bowl.
She breaks her wings, loses scales, floats into his mouth and through and around - liquid illusion. Where there should have been moonlight, the sun and open air, a vast and endless ocean, there is instead false guidance, an imposing wall, and a tired, broken, misguided creature, silenced by repeated failure and loss.
I have heard only a handful of stories surrounding the mystery of 'woman'. I know what it has been for me and I am still finding my own voice.
I need to know what it has been for you.
This is an invitation for a safe place to share and an honest place to listen.
I believe we need a tapestry that will support all of us in being human, in being women, in being defined by what we know to be true about ourselves and each other. A place we can change ourselves from reflection of another's ideas into a portal for the real truths that will ultimately lead us to the moon, to the air, to the vast and endless sea.
Please submit any stories or thoughts you would like included here in a message to me on myspace or to:
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Love,
Philomela
Women will starve in silence until new stories are created
which confer on them the power of naming themselves


Sarah Gilbert
Susan Gubar


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Women who have found or are seeking their names.Women with voices.

My Blog

**Philomela** To the man who though about attacking me yesterday -

You...Yes you. Fat man with a grisly disgusting beard and a beer stained shirt. You crept behind and alongside me yesterday in your blue pickup truck with a white cab. I was in my little grey dress...
Posted by Philomela on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 12:37:00 PST

Crushed **Philomela**

Feeling crushed.  Left utterly alone. Paranoid, schizoid...finally quiet.  The tempest has raged and it has burnt itself out and I am alone in that small square room again.  Smiling and...
Posted by Philomela on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 07:15:00 PST

Weather Systems **Philomela**

An extended in-depth conversation with my man concerning my waning painting life the other day left me in tears and then, later, brought me a huge spark of enlightenment about some very dark struggles...
Posted by Philomela on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 11:54:00 PST

**Philomela** A Womans Feet

Hello lovelies,So sorry for my extended absence of late. The Spring has lured me outside and I have been dirt covered and off the planet for weeks now. So it's snowing today...in April...so I am bac...
Posted by Philomela on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:59:00 PST

Burning Down the Forest **Tiffany**

**Philomela** I think most of us who are currently inhabiting our own version of Siberia at present, are probably struggling with that overbearing sticky and gloomy demon that comes in for lunch and ...
Posted by Philomela on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 12:47:00 PST

Tea With Demeter **Philomela**

Ah, sorry ladies that I have been a bit of a slacker here of late. I have been putting most of my energy into painting and starting up a personal blog. PLEASE, PLEASE send new writings for Philomela...
Posted by Philomela on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 10:17:00 PST

Found it! **Philomela**

Hello ladies.For those of you who are visual or multi-media artists, THIS SITE is fabulous. It is a fully functional and very user friendly (and beautiful might I add) portfolio site with a HUGE comm...
Posted by Philomela on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 12:19:00 PST

Three Ravens **Philomela**

I dreamt sister, that he was all wrong for you. A costume of a prince you would try to put on but he changed into metal and pierced and riddled with pain and sprouting horns of mercury and still you ...
Posted by Philomela on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 07:51:00 PST

Eat, Pray, Love and Elizabeth Gilbert on Creativity **Philomela**

I don't finish many books these days. It's something I am trying to rectify. But one I DID recently finish (in about two days) was this great book Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. Synopsis:Woma...
Posted by Philomela on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:34:00 PST

Boycott Craigslist **Philomela**

Hello Lovelies,I am keyed in to an organization called Love146 which does a lot of work to prevent child sex trafficking as well as to treat those who have become victims of it. I recently received a...
Posted by Philomela on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 08:33:00 PST