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About Me

I'm an armed and dangerous chef/sci-fi author who lives on the left coast of a nation of terror.

My Interests

I like horror movies, noise, games, science-fiction/fantasy novels, and loud shit.

I'd like to meet:

myself from the past in order to cause a TIME PARADOX.

Music:

Âµ-ziq, Amon Tobin, Black Dice, Ulrich Schnauss, The Cure, Gridlock, Mono, Explosions in the Sky, Tori Amos, Smashing Pumpkins, Boards of Canada, Dntel, Xploding Plastix, The Notwist, Slowdive, Radiohead, Seabound, Art of Noise, Placebo, Enya, Nick Drake, Tristeza

Movies:

28 Days Later, SE7EN, Serenity, Pan's Labyrinth, City of God, 12 Monkeys

Television:

Arrested Development, House MD, The Office, Firefly, Deadwood, Rome, Afro Samurai, Veronica Mars

Books:

Olympos, Illium, The Wheel of Time, A Song of Ice and Fire, Transmetropolitan, Hellblazer, Timothy Hunter, The Sandman,

Heroes:

John Constantine, Warren Ellis, George RR Martin, YOU

My Blog

ride the lightning

what happened:I'll make this quick because I am so tired it's insane. I spent most of today, from morning on, in the emergency room. I went in, hooked up with the cardiologist, and got ready to get a ...
Posted by look at you all alone on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:47:00 PST

the birth and death of the day

tomorrow morning I will be going to the hospital again. My heart has not improved. I will be getting a cardioversion, which involves being drugged and then shocked with paddles. It is miserably unplea...
Posted by look at you all alone on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 03:10:00 PST

a night with the hospital

I've just spend the better part of my evening enjoying the comforts of a local hospital. A woman in an orange jumpsuit lay shackled and snoring just outside my doorway. Many doctors came and went, eac...
Posted by look at you all alone on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 03:10:00 PST

sorry

I guess I don't really use this blog much. if you're really interested in my life (you're a weird fucker) go to maitriaya.livejournal.com and comment to get added to my filter.
Posted by look at you all alone on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 04:25:00 PST

ooh ooh ooh another crosspost

four quick things, two related to work and two related to me being a huge nerd:1. What's with the sudden rash of girls coming up to the kitchen and kissing me? I've had this happen a few times here an...
Posted by look at you all alone on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 03:29:00 PST

It’s my misfortune

Driving home at 3 AM is an experience I'm overly familiar with. I seem to never be able to get home any time around a reasonable hour, let alone sleep properly.Night driving is still amazing, though. ...
Posted by look at you all alone on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 06:36:00 PST

there is no such thing as innocence, only degrees of guilt

my fingers should become sharp like claws. I want to lash out with them and watch someone turn inside out.I worked MEAT and didn't want to listen to the music being played (a fucking justin timberlake...
Posted by look at you all alone on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:01:00 PST

tug

"Turning and turning in the widening gyreThe falcon cannot hear the falconer;Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everyw...
Posted by look at you all alone on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 04:46:00 PST

unfortunate things about reality and me

I hate today. I hate it a lot. I hate it forever. I hate my heart because it can't just be fixed. It couldn't possibly work right. It has to keep doing this bullshit, and I have to keep wasting my lif...
Posted by look at you all alone on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 07:53:00 PST

trance state

yesterday I woke up without actually ending my sleep state. I'm pretty certain my brain kept with the delta waves all day, because it's all fuzzy to me. I remember aching from head to toe, which I thi...
Posted by look at you all alone on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 03:23:00 PST