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C.Y.F.A.W.S.

About Me

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"The only meaningful existence anyone ever has is in the life of another."


Lets Start with the Facts:
My names Henry and I live my life straight fucking edge. I'm a Mexican American. I live in SATX. I'm into extreme music (punk, metal, tejano, etc). I cut all my hair off. I voiced the famous cartoon character Bullwinkle. I paint(ed). My band The Guilty Christians (formerly Pseudo-Youth) has been put on hold, until further notice. I don't work enough. I own this motorcycle . I moved, but I plan on moving back soon. I'm growing my hair out again. I'm not like everyone else, I don't have a personality.
Now lets hear the truth:
(This will be continually updated as new information comes to light)
I think too much and don't do enough. I'm never going to call myself an artist. I don't like abstract "art". I try my hardest to be selfless, but in the end, anything I do is for myself. I hate the sound of my own voice. My actions will always speak louder than anything i can say, so think of me what you will. The "normal" life and culture that we live in disgusts me. Every day, I can see the world looking more and more like an Orwellian nightmare. I will judge you, you will deal with it, and I've never expected you to do any different to me. I can't help but accept the notion that I'm alone in this world, and I always will be. The thought of infinite possibility frightens me and is one of the only thing that keeps me up at night. I don't believe in unity, peace, or equality. My ultimate goal in life is to exhibit less and less qualities that are undeniably "human".
AOL: TheAsocialite
SLSK: HorseShitTransit

My Interests

transcendence, love; hate, life; death, suicide; seppuku, women; psychic vampires, music; blast beats, cheese, straight edge, video games; rpg's, romance, comedy, romantic comedy, depression; happiness, the masonic conspiracy, -isms, -ologies, animals; cats

I'd like to meet:


Laura Sofia Sanchez

PEOPLE WHO DON'T PUT CELEBRITIES IN THIS BOX!

Definitely not anybody who loves life, local metalheadz, str8edge ppl, punx, indiez, crustiez, hippiez, emoz, rape victims, people who hate Metalocalypse, people who stay up late like me, people who place value in fidelity, people who live in the real world, people who reject the material world, people that refuse to be products of their environments, girls that aren't damaged fucking goods, girls that don't wear make up, girls that don't have piercings, girls that aren't allergic to cats, girls that aren't unraveling at the seems, girls that don't have stupid tattoos, basically people i can fucking meet in town.

Someone who will be honest with me and themselves about who they are. Someone thats on my intellectual level. Someone I can give my time to, because thats all I can do.

Don't even attempt to add me if the words like nigger, kike, wop, spic, zip, nip, gyp, honkey or cunt offend you.

Music:



I try and keep it down to the essentials...

324, 1349, abigail, abigor, absu, acid bath, acrimonious, adorior, afi, agalloch, age, agents of abhorrence, akercocke, alcest, altar of perversion, the amenta, amesoeurs, anacrusis, anaal nathrakh, anal vomit, angelcorpse, anodyne, antaeus, antigama, aosoth, archgoat, arckanum, arkhon infaustus, armagedda, at the gates, aura noir, averse sefira, avichi, bathory, beherit, behexen, belketre, bergraven, the berzerker, bestial mockery, bestial warlust, bethlehem, black flag, black funeral, blacklodge, blasphemy, blood red throne, bloody phoenix, blut aus nord, bone awl, brown jenkins, brutal truth, burnt by the sun, burzum, cadaver, carcass, carpathian forest, cave in, celtic frost, chaos omen, church bizarre, circa survive, city of caterpillar, clandestine blaze, coalesce, code, commit suicide, coliseum, conqueror, converge, craft, crow, cult of daath, cryptic slaughter, cursed, damad, darkthrone, dawnbringer, dead congregation, dead horse, deadguy, death in june, death yell, deathreat, deathspell omega, deicide, destroyer 666, diapsiquir, discordance axis, dissection, dhg, drawn and quartered, dropdead, drudkh, drugs of faith, ds-13, dystopia, emperor, enslaved, enthroned, entombed, envy, eternal majesty, eternity, excruciating terror, framtid, frightener, from ashes rise, funeral mist, furze, gehenna, genghis tron, ghoul, glorior belli, godflesh, gorgoroth, gorguts, gospel of the horns, grand belial's key, hate eternal, havohej, hellhammer, hellnation, hellwich, heresi, his hero is gone, horna, immolation, immortal, impiety, incantation, infest, inkisitor, insect warfare, iron lung, ixxi, jesu, judas iscariot, katatonia, katharsis, khold, koldbrann, the kovenant, krieg, kriegsmaschine, krypt, kylesa, leftover crack, lethargy, leviathan, look back and laugh, ludicra, lunaris, lurker of chalice, lux occulta, majority rule, malady, malicious secrets, malign, manes, manticore, marduk, mayhem, megiddo, melt banana, mercyful fate, merrimack, meshuggah, mgla, ministry, misery loves co., morbid angel, mord (nor), mortifera, mortuus, mule skinner, musta surma, mutiilation, myrkr, nachtmystium, napalm death, nastrond, nausea (ny), necros christos, negative plane, negura bunget, neurosis, nifelheim, nightbringer, nihil nocturne, nihilist, nosvrolok, nuclear death, obituary, obscurus advocam, ofermod, old, ondskapt, opeth, orchid, orcustus, outbreak, pantera, paragon impure, pentacle, perdition, pest (swe), peste noire, pg.99, phobia, pig destroyer, portal, possessed, potentiam, pretty little flower, proclamation, profanatica, pungent stench, remains of the day, repugnant, repulsion, revenge, righteous pigs, rorschach, rotting christ, the ruins of beverast, s.o.b., s.v.e.s.t., sabbat, sacrilege, sadistik exekution, samael, sarcofago, sargeist, satanic warmaster, satyricon, schifosi, sed non satiata, secrets of the moon, sentenced, shining, siege, sigh, silencer, slayer, soilent green, spazz, stabbing westward, sulaco, surrender of divinity, swans, temple of baal, terrorizer, thorns, thornspawn, today is the day, tragedy, triumphator, tsjuder, twilight, type o negative, ulver, unseen terror, uphill battle, urfaust, urgehal, ved buens ende, velvet cacoon, venom, void, voivod, von, vorkreist, vrolok, watain, watchtower, weakling, what happens next?, winterblut, wolfbrigade, wolfpack, wolves in the throne room, world burns to death, xasthur, zarathustra, zavorash, zeke, zyklon, zyklon-b

Movies:

anything that can make me cry

Television:

R.I.P.
http://www.tv-links.co.uk


Golden Boy
Chobits
Bubblegum Crisis: Tokyo 2040
Robotech: The Macross Saga
Marcross 7
Macross Plus
Macross Zero
Ronin Warriors
FLCL
Trigun
GTO: Great Teacher Onizuka
Dragon Ball Z
Dragon Ball GT
Tenchi Muyo!
Tenchi in Tokyo
Tenchi Universe
Mobile Suit Gundam:Wing
Mobile Suit Gundam:0079
Mobile Suit Gundam:0080 - War in the Pocket
Mobile Suit Gundam:0079 - The 8th MS Team
Outlaw Star
Cowboy Beebop
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Seinfeld
My So-Called Life

Books:

Catcher in the Rye, Black Seas of Infinity: Best of H.P. Lovecraft, Nineteen Eighty Four, Brave New World, Animal Farm, The Martian Chronicles, The Great Gatsby, Player Piano, Forrest Gump, Gump & Co., Spring Snow, The Inter-Office Male

Heroes:

George Carlin

Larry David

Steve Austin of Today Is The Day

Trey Azagthoth AKA George Emanuelle III Of Morbid Angel

Converge

Justin K. Broadrick

Brutal Truth

Discordance Axis

Wrest

His Hero Is Gone

My Blog

The Truth

The truth is that  I've felt so much duality lately.  Feeling everything and nothing at the same time,  yet I can't recall a time when I felt anything more than void. Like I'm only half...
Posted by H on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 12:31:00 PST

What Do I Have To Do?

What do I have to do to show you who I am? Because writing it isn't enough, you'll never read it. How do I make my presence known? Because showing up isn't enough, you'll never see me.How can I find y...
Posted by H on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 07:10:00 PST

Freedom

Hopefully, one day, it'll be taken from everyone who doesn't deserve it.
Posted by H on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 05:25:00 PST

specific skin

I'm Uninteresting,"i can't blame you for not liking me. theres only one person to blame for that...""they only see what they want,they will always ignore what they NEED,in favour of what they WAN...
Posted by H on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 03:34:00 PST

Whats This Feeling?

Tonight (this morning?) I've asserted myself. Asserted myself to a degree that satisfies one of my intermost yearnings. To prove I exist to someone. Make some one else AWARE of my existence and my tho...
Posted by H on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 03:21:00 PST

No Ending

I live on my own...What more is there to say...I can't depend on anyone, and it hurts. Theres a pain in my heart I've tried so hard to ignore, but more and more, I can feel my muscles tightening and m...
Posted by H on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 03:12:00 PST

Reflection Part Drei

More stuff has happend. I thought maybe I'd write about it, instead of forgetting it. -I found a tech school that I'm really interested in going to. It's the only one in town that offers the program I...
Posted by H on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 01:48:00 PST

This can tell you more about myself than I ever could

According to astrological theory, water signs are characteristically intuitive, imaginative and deeply emotional (unlike the shallow emotional character of fire signs). Water signs are believed by ast...
Posted by H on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 01:50:00 PST

Reflection Part Dos

I'm 18 now. The birthday celebration was pretty B.A. Got a bunch of my niggas from the block at my house for hotdogs and hamburgers. Mike, Kavon, Dustin, Marcus, Richard, Brent, and Aldwin were here. ...
Posted by H on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 03:32:00 PST

What an Awesome Dream

i was dreaming for like 5 hours today, started at 8, ended at 12:30.  it started out at my cousin's house in corpus. we were just watching tv, and we heard about some sort of epidemic, viral or o...
Posted by H on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 12:57:00 PST