Anak Nakal

I SURVIVED...Another symester of college that is. As I write this now on May 28, 2008 let it be known that I passed all four classes with flying colors...or so to speak. Any who I'm glad that is done and now I intend to work this summer as I had planned all along. That's right I have made the conscience decision to take the summer off and hang this entire summer. Some big changes are coming this year. Including the big move. My best friends are moving away...moving away to far greater things and I wish them all the luck in the fucking world. I'm proud of all of them. Not to mention that I now have 4 good friends that have joined the military instead of three. I also must make mention the friends who are going to be their for me when my best friends move away. Everyone who attended Chaos in Tejas whether you where actually there or if you where there in spirit I must say have won me over with your friendship. I couldn't be more thankful for all the friends that have supported me...and I them...since the beginning of the post high-school..."college years"...and I may only hope that this goes on for year after year after year to come...and still as of the time we live in, the current habits in which I indulge myself in are of my choice...sorry...I only wish to feed my own wants rather than the wishes of others... all I ask right now is a plea of tolerance for my actions...I'd like to think that I'm a simple individual...rather than someone complicated...I already feel that life is complicated enough as it is and that if I contribute in any way shape or form to the complexity of this exsistence that I believe that I will contradict any thoughts or ideals that I may have...and I'm sad to say...I think I am and that I do...than again I feel no matter who you are, that the moral fibers or lack there of that builds you as an individual will always be intertwined in complicated sequences and patterns that are beyond the comprehension levels of most humans...the arts I feel is the only valid apparatus that helps us to comprehend and understand the things that we feel yet cannot express in a logical manner of communication...throughout life to obtain the knowledge as well as the skill in whatever you do is the best thing you can do for yourself...if you do your job well, and you know the theory behind the action...you may have the capabilities to perform a set task with the perfection of a master of a craft...understand the theory behind the set task is a mastering that only true, dedicated individuals may possess...the point I'm getting across is...to master your life...to understand the theory and the mechanics of your existence...for me...is what I'd like to accomplish...because...if I find out how everything works...then I can make everything work for me...and that's my ambitious dream...YEAH!