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today has been...exactly, that i don't k  
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no intent |
the most beautiful things in theuniverse are those unaware of their elegance. Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 07:52:00 PST |
Difficulties in Crawling |
mud everywhere,crawling up my legs.stupid look on my feet. it just smears.the whole damn day.it just smears. Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:51:00 PST |
At Work |
They come in slowly,and not brightly...Eating away at the moments,leaving behind a trail of lost days...Meandering through the months,heavy with souls made of indifference...... Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 03:37:00 PST |
Disappointing. |
I'm so often disappointed.These implied fotitudes,wasting my time.and so often the line is crossed,and we fall into ludicrousness.I'd say a bit of respect should be administered,rather than a selfish ... Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 12:41:00 PST |
Falling Short |
i fall short and i intoxicate my mind.for no good reason.i lack,i lack,i lack,and i talk...but these words dribble out like horny vultures ripe with dissatisfaction.vultures with dirty feathers made o... Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 03:33:00 PST |
Purpose |
I know im supposed to do something.but i dont know what to do.its such a strong feeling, its exhausting.like i need to pick a direction and GO.we've all got to do something.fuck.its... Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:07:00 PST |
Selling Words |
so.i just wrote a love poem for 40 bucks. im not sure if thats good or bad.need the 40 bucks.can lose the words.i dont think it makes it some sort of 'selling out either'cause i did actually have to w... Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:23:00 PST |
terms |
when you dont know what to say to someone.its infinitely more interesting if you say everything that doesnt matter. Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:18:00 PST |
The Medicine |
im stressed like fuck lately.never on top.never in the middle.i've noticed that since i stopped drinking i've also pretty much been a recluse.and as the anxiety creeps up my spine and into the control... Posted by Vernon Jama'ar Friday IV on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 01:01:00 PST |