My name is Cherish - Most people call me Cherry. I'm from San Antonio, Texas, if i offend you.. leave.. if not.. continue on. I'm not a little goth girl, or cyber goth, or rivithead, or a raver, or a kandy kidd, nor do I consider myself part of those nurotic subcultures. I don't belong to any subculture or modern genre. I'm just me. I'm an individual. I dress how I want, when I want, and I don't take other people's opinions into consideration. I hate posers, I use this word differently than most.. I use this word meaning I hate people who preech and know nothing of what they say. People who try to be different. Hypocrites. People who do things for attention. However, I don't care who or what you wear, as far as I'm concerned, good peepz is good peepz. I can't stand it when people think I only chill with people that are, "like me." Even if it appears that way. I've been through a lot which causes me to have somewhat of a strange mentality that I both loathe and enjoy. I've been physically, mentally, verbally, sexually, and spiritualy abused, I'm a fully recovered cutter [/lame] and I used to be a stoopid druggie.. but I'm not anymore.. I prefer the term Moderator.. Though I'd have to say I don't really do anything anymore. I was addicted to methanphetamine for over two and a half years. I dropped 12 sizes in 5 and 1/2 weeks and got put on probation and I've been sober since February of '06. I'm a philosopher, and I develope far too many pointless theories as well as rather relivent ones. I'm a very nice person.. I'm a very friendly person. I'm also an airhead. I want to goto school for photography, film, fashion, and psychology. Mainly Psychology. I want the start of my career to be a drug and alchohol abuse counsoler for kids that are the way I was. And hopefully be a very successful and helpful shrink if you will. I may want to live somewhere in California, New York, or Washington state when I can afford it. I heart diversity.. It's what makes the world so.. interesting. I hate people just as much as I love them. I hate human emotion. I think people cause way too much trouble anymore. Way more than they're time is worth. Oh and just for the record, I put no answer under religion becuz I believe it's a crutch for weak minded people. I feel no reason to live my life by a book that's a bunch of bullshit. Anyone can walk on water if it's shallow enough. And I can make water into wine as well if I have some grapes. However, the bible does have excellent life lessons and I think it's a good giude if you're the kind of person who uses a map on the road of life. I prefer to just drive, follow signs, make mistakes, learn from them, and find my way around by knowing exactly where I'm at. If I have a predetermined destination and have no intentions of learning my surrondings between point a and point b.. then fine.. maps.yahoo.com it is. I don't care if you don't like me but as I previously stated, I am a very nice person. And I seem to be well liked. For those of you who don't- Fuck yourselves and your mothers.
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife.♥I ♥LOVE♥ :
Pink
Sex
Rainbows
Masturbation
Pirates
Jimmy Urine
Jolly Rogers / [Skull and cross bones]
concerts
money
success
fame
glamour
Candy
Glitter
Trash
Sarcasum
artistic ablities such as:
writing songs,
poetry,
painting,
drawing,
modeling,
&
photography
sleeping
making out
dressing up
hair
boys
boys with good hair
Lost boys
MSI
Vulgarities
Vomit
Boogers
Urine
Cartoons
Serial Killers
Pinup Girls from the 20's-40's
Synthetik Hair
Big Hair
Panties
conspiracy theories
pretty eyes
lips
traveling
love before it turns sour
cuddling
autumn
winter
taking pictures
Trashy Dress Sence
Jap-i-neez street fashion
Make-up
Glam
Intelligence
Kind hearted people
Absinthe
Metal [the substance]
Metal [the music]
Industrial
fashion
hollywood
atari
nintendo
sega genisis
Cunts
Twats
Pussies
Cocks
Dicks
Dildos
Body Modification
Muisc
Pictures
Indie Films
Small spaces
Creativity
Fluffy things
Glowing things
Shiney things
Brite things
Sharp things
Drugs
Driving
ClubsI HATE : Girls
Boys
People
posers
stuck-up bitches
Paris Hilton
using the word "bitch" seriosuly
jealous people
however, when it comes to relationships.. I dont think that being jealous is a bad thing.. If you commit yourself to someone, be it for a week or for life, you should give the the respect of not flirting, not kissing, and not having sex with others.
snotty little kids that take advantage of their parents
STDs
crazy stoopid ex's who hit girls and cheat on them
organized religion/religion
pubic hair
stoopid fucking republicans
drama
homophobes
Abusive parents
Men who beat women
shitty music
Money
Open doors
uncovered windows
closets
Under the beds
unlocked doors [mainly car door]
clowns
maggots [the creature]
Jail
Tredny bull-shit like MTV
sports
greed
my childhood
my relationships
my past in general
reality
people who hate something just becuz it's trendy
people who like something just becuz it's trendy
lables
straight edgers
rediculous outragiously priced fashion
Those retarded little "I'm too goth too feel anything but pain" hot-topic-esque kids that run around on here taking pictures of themselves licking knives, or having their friends crucify them, or pretending to hang themselves with fone chords
people that try to hard to impress me or (for lack of better words) "try to be like me"
I dispise our generation
& the kids in it.
Cleanse this fallen angel with open arms,
we will not see the same sun set again,
I know that this is ending,
a life long dream I had,
to keep you alive,
walking with your hands around my throat,
realize that everyone is against you,
walking with hands around my throat,
in my eyes you're so plain,
holding your hand with such high hopes to one day own your heart.♥ -[this is my comment box. ::guess these lyrics::]-
