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Get this video and more at MySpace.com.. width="425" height="350" ..There comes a time for every Vampire when the idea of eternilty becomes unbearable. Living in the shadows....Feeding in the darkness with only your own company to keep rotts into a solitary hallow existance. Immortallity seem like a good idea until you realize you're going to spend it alone.
Get this video and more at MySpace.comThe Real VampireIf a typical vampire of folklore were ro come to your house this Halloween, you might open the door to encounter a plump Slavic fellow with long finger nails and a stubbly beard, his mouth and left eye open, his face ruddy and swollen. He would wear informal attire -a linen shroud -and he would look for all the world like a disheveled peasant.If you did not recognize him, it would be because you expected to see -as would most people today -a tall, elegant gentleman in a black cloak. But that would be the Vampire of fiction 0 the count, the villain of Bram Stoker’s novel and countless modern movies, based more or less on Vlad Tepes, a figure in Romanian history who was a prince, not a count; ruled in Walachia, not Transylvania; and was never viewed by the local populace as a vampire. Nor would he be recognized as one, bearing so little resemblance to the original Slavic revenant ( one who returns from the dead)-the one actually called upir or vampir. But in the folklore the dead are seemingly everywhere in the world. They are people who, have died before their time, are believe to return to life to bring death to their friends and neighbors.“Killing” the corpseswe know best the European version of the Vampire, and having a number of eyewitness accounts telling the “killing” of bodies believed to be Vampires. When we read these reports carefully and compare their findings with what is now known about forensic pathology, we can understand why people believed that corpses came to life to wreak havoc on local population. European of the early 1700s showed a great deal of interest in the subject of the vampire. According to the Oxford English Dictionary, the word itself entered the English language in 1734, at a time when many books were being written on the subject, especially in Germany.One reason for all the excitement was the treaty of Passarowitz(1718), by which parts of Serbia and walachia were turned over to Austria. The occupying forces, which remained there until 1739, began to notice, and file reports on, a peculiar local practice: exhuming bodies and “Killing” them. Literate outsiders began to attend such exhumations. The Vampire craze was an early “media event,” in which educated Europeans became aware of practices that were by no means of recent origin.In the early 1730s, a group of Austrian medical officers was sent to Serbia village of medvegia to investigate some very strange accounts. A number of people in the village had died recently, and the villagers blamed the deaths on Vampires. The first of these vampires, they said, had been a man named Arnold Paole, who had died some years before (by accidentally falling off a hay wagon) and had come back to haunt the living.To the villagers, paole’s vampirism was clear: when they dug up his corpse, “they found that he was quite complete and undecayed, and that fresh blood had followed from his eyes, nose mouth, and ears; that the shirt, the covering, and the coffin were completely bloody; that the old nails on his hands and feet, along with skin, had fallen off, and that new ones had grown; and since they saw from this that he was a true vampire, they drove a stake through his heart, according to their custom, whereby he gave an audible groan and bled copiously.”This new offensive by the vampires -the one that drew the medical officers to medvegia -included an attack on a woman named Stanacka, who “lay down to sleep 15 days ago, fresh and health, but at midnight she started up out of her sleep with a terrible cry, fearful and trembling, and complained that she had been throttled by the son of a Haiduk by the name of Milloe. Who had experienced a great pain in the chest and became worse hour by hour, until finally she died on the third day.”Medical explanationsIn their report, Visun et Repertum ( seen and Discovered), the officers told not only what hey had heard from the villagers, but also, in admirable clinical detail, what they themselves had seen when they exhumed and dissected the bodies of the supposed victims of the vampire. Of one corpse, the authors observed: “After the opening of the body there was found in the cavitate pectoris is quantity of fresh extravascular blood. The vasa [vessel] of the arteria and venae, like the ventriculus cordis, were not, as is usual, filled with coalgulated blood, and the whole viscera, that is, the pulmo [lung], hepar [liver],stomachus, lien [spleen], et intestina [intestines] were quite fresh as they would be in a healthy person.” but while baffled by the events, the medical officers did not venture opinions as to their meaning.Modern scholars generally disregard such accounts -and we have many of them -because they invariably contain “facts” that are not believable, such as the claim that the dead Arnold Paole, exhumed 40 days after his burial. Groaned when a stake was driven into him. If that is untrue -and it surely seems self-evident that it must be untrue -then the rest of the account seems suspect.Yet these stories invariably contain details that could be known only by someone who had exhumed a decomposing body. The flaking away of the skin described in the account of Arnold Paole is a phenomenon that forensic pathologists refer to as “skin slippage.” Also, pathologists say that it s no surprise that Paole’s “nails had fallen away,” for theat, too, is a normal event.(the Egyptians knew this, and dealt with it either by tying onto the mummified corpse or by attaching them with little golden thimbles.) The reference to “new nails” is presumably the interpretation of the glossy nail bed underneath te old nails.Such observations are inconvenient if the vampire lore is considered as something made up out of whole cloth. But since the exhumations actually took place, then the question must be, How did our sources come to the conclusions they came to? That issue is obscured by two centuries of fictional vampires, who are much better known than the folkloric variety. A few distinctions are in order.Vampires from birth?The folklore of the vampire comes from the peasant cultures across most of Europe. As it happens. Te best evidence of actual exhumations is from Eastern Europe. Where the Eastern Orthodox Church showed a greater tolerance for pagan traditions than did the Catholic Church in Western Europe.The fictional vampire, owing to the massive influence of Bram Stoker’s Dracula, moved away from its humble origin. (Imagine count Dracula -in formal evening wear -undergoing his first death by falling off a hay wagon.)Most fiction shows only one means of achieving the state of vampirism: people become vampires by being bitten by one. Typically, the vampire looms over the victim dramatically, then bites into the neck to suck blood.When vampires and revenants in European folklore suck blood -and many do not -they bite their victims somewhere on the thorax. Among the Kashubes, a Slavic people of northern Europe, vampires chose the area of the left breast; among the Russians, they left a small wound in the area of the heart; and in Danzig(now Gdansk), they bit the victim’s nipples.People commonly believed that those who were different, unpopular, or great sinners returned from the dead. Accounts from Russia tell of people who were unearthed merely because while alive they were alcoholics. A more universal category is the suicide. Partly because of their potential for returning from the dead or for drawing their nearest and dearest into the grave after them, suicides were refused burial in churchyards.One author lists the categories of revenants by disposition as “the godless [people of different faiths are included], evildoers, suicides, sorcerers, witches and werewolves; among the Bulgarians, the group is expanded by robbers, highwaymen, arsonists, prostitutes, deceitful and treacherous barmaids, and dishonorable people.”A very common belief, reported not only from Eastern Europe but also from china, holds that a person may become a revenant when an animal jumps over him. In Romania, there is a belief that a bat can transform a corpse into a vampire by flying over it. This circumstance deserves remark if only because of its rarity, for, as important as bats came into vampire fiction by a circuitous route: the vampire bat of central and south America was named after the vampire of folklore because it sucks (or rather, laps up)blood after biting its victims.Potential revenants could often be identified at birth, usually by some defect, as when (among the poles of Upper Silesia and the Kashubes) a child was born with teeth or a split lower lip or features viewed as somehow animallike -for example, hair or taillike extension of the spine. A child born with a red caul, or amniotic membrane, covering its head was regarded as potential vampire. Posthumous ActivityThe color red is related to the undead. Decomposing corpses often acquire a ruddy color, and this was generally taken for evidence of vampirism. Thus, the folkloric vampire is never pale, as one would expect of a corpse; his face is commonly described as florid or of a healthy color or dark, and this may be attributed to his habit of drinking blood. (The Serbians, referring to a red-faced, hard drinking man, asset that he is “blood red as a vampire.”)In various parts of Europe, vampires, or revenants, were held responsible for any number of untoward events. They tipped Gypsy caravans in Serbia, made loud noises on the frozen sod roof of houses in Iceland (supposedly by beating their heels against them), caused epidemics, cast spells on crops, brought on rain and hail, and made cows go dry. All these activities attributed to vampires do occur: storms and scourges come and go; crops don’t always thrive; cows do go dry. Indeed, the vampire’s crimes are persistently “real life” events. The issue often is not an event occurred, but why it was attributed to vampires, an often -invisible villain.Bodies continue to be active long after death, but we moderns distinguish between two types of activity: that which we caused by our will (in life), and that which is caused by other entitles, such as microorganism (in death). Because we regard only the former as “our” activity, the body’s posthumous movements, changes in dimensions, or the like are not real for us, since we do not will them. For the most part, however, our ancestors made no such distinction. To them, if after death the body changed in color, moved bled, and so on(as it does), then it continued to experience a kind life. Our view of death has made it difficult for us to understand earlier views, which are often quite pragmatic.Much of what a corpse “does” results from misunderstood processes of decomposition. Only in detective novels does this process proceed at a predictable rate. So when a body that had seemingly failed to decompose came to the attention of the populace, theories explaining the apparent anomaly were likely to spring into being. (Note that when a saint’s body failed to decompose, it was a miracle; but when the body of an unpopular person failed to decompose, it was because he or she was a vampire.) But while those wh exhumed the bodies of suspected vampires invariably noted what they believed was the lack of decomposition, they almost always presented evidence that the body really was decomposing. In the literature, I have so far found only two instances of exhumation that failed to yield a “vampire.” ( with so many options, the body almost certainly will do something unexpected, hence scary, such as showing blood at the lips.) Our natural bias, then as now, is for the dramatic and the exotic, so that an exhumation that did not yield a vampire could be expected to be disregarded.Fitting The Vampire “Model” But however mythical the vampire was, the corpses that were taken for vampires were very real. And many of the mysteries of vampire lore clear up when we examine the legal and medical evidence surrounding these exhumations. “Not without astonishment,” says an observer at the exhumation of a Serbian vampire in 1725, “I saw some fresh blood in his mouth, which, according to the common observation, he had sucked from the people killed by him.” similarly, in visum et Repertum, we are told that the people exhuming one body were surprised by a “plumpness” they asserted had come to the corpse in the grave. Our sources deduced a cause -and -effect relationship from these two observations. The vampire was larger than he was in life because he was full to bursting with the fresh blood of his victims.The observations are clinically accurate: as a corpse decomposes, it normally bloats (from the gases given off by decomposition), while the pressure from the bloating causes blood from the lugs to emerge at the mouth. The blood is real; it just didn’t come from “victims.”Bust how was it that Arnold Paole, exhumed 40 days after his death, groaned when his exhumers drove a stake into him? The peasants of Medvegia assumed that if the corpse groaned, it must still be alive. But a corpse does emit sounds, even when driven into it. This is because the compression of the chest cavity forces air past the glottis, causing a sound similar in quality and origin to the groan or cry of a living person. Pathologists shown such accounts point out that a corpse that did not emit such sounds when a stake was driven into it would be unusual.To vampire killers who are digging up a corpse, anything unexpected is taken for evidence of vampirism. Calmet, an18th-century French ecclesiastic, described people digging up corpses “to see if they can find any of the usual marks which leads them to conjecture that they are the parties who molest the living, as the mobility and suppleness of the limbs, the fluidity of the blood, and the flesh remaining uncorrupted.” A vampire, in other words, is a corpse that lacks rigor mortis, has fluid blood, and has not decomposed. As it happens, these distinctions do not narrow the field very much: rigor mortis is a temporary condition, liquid blood is not at all unusual in a corpse (hence the “copious bleeding” observed in Arnold Paole), and burial slows down decomposition drastically (by a factor of eight, according to a standard textbook on forensic pathology). This being the case, exhumations often yielded a corpse that nicely fit the local model of a vampire.Vampire AttacksNone of this explains yet another phenomenon of the vampire lore -the attack itself. To get to his victim, the vampire is often said to emerge at night from tiny hole in the grave, in a form that is invisible to most people (sorcerers have made a good living tracking down and killing such vampires). The modern reader may reject out of hand the hypothesis that a dead man, visible or not, crawled out of his grave and attacked the young woman Stanacka as related in visum et repertum. Yet, in other respects, these accounts have been quite accurate.Note the sequence of events: Stanacka is asleep, the attack takes place, and she wakes up. Since Stanacka was asleep during the attack, we can only conclude that we are looking at a culturally conditioned interpretation of a nightmare a real event with a fanciful interpretation.The vampire does have two forms: one of them the body in the grave; the other -and this is the mobile one -the image, or “double,” which here appears as a dream. While we interpret this as an event that takes place within the mind of the dreamer, in nonliterate cultures the dream is more commonly viewed as either an invasion by the spirits of whatever is dreamed about (and these can include the dead), or evidence that the dreamer’s soul is taking a nocturnal journey.In many cultures the soul is only rather casually attached to its body, as is demonstrated by its habit of leaving the body entirely during sleep or unconsciousness or death. The changes that occur during such conditions -the lack of responsiveness, the cessation or slowing of breathing and pulse -are attributed to the soul’s departure. When the soul is identified with the image of the body, it make periodic forays into the minds of others when they dream. The image is the essence of the person, and its presence in the mind of another is evidence that body and soul are separated. Thus, one reason that the dead are believed to live on is that their image can appear in people’s dreams and memories even after death. For this reason, some cultures consider it unwise to awaken someone suddenly; he may be dreaming, and his soul may not have a chance to return before he awakens, in which case hi will die. In European folklore the dream was viewed as a visit from the person dreamed about.When Stanacka claimed she was attacked by Milloe, she was neither lying nor even making an especially startling accusation. Her subsequent death (probably from some form of epidemic disease; others in the village were dying, too) was sufficient proof to her friends and relatives that she had in fact been attacked by a dead man, just as she had said.This is why our sources tell us seemingly contradictory facts about the vampire. His body does not have to leave the grave to attacked the living, yet the evidence of the attacked -the blood he has sucked from his victims -is to be seen on the body. At one and the same time, he can be both in the grave in the physical form and out of in his spirit form. Like the fictional vampire, the vampire of folklore must remain in his grave part of the time -during the day -but, with few exceptions, folkloric vampires do not travel far from their hometowns.And while the fictional vampire disintegrates once staked, the folkloric vampire can prove much more troublesome. One account tells us that, “in order to free themselves from this plague, the people dug the body, drove a consecrated nail into its head and a stake through its heart. Nonetheless, that did not help: the murdered man came back each night.” In many of these cases, vampires were cremated as well as staked.Fear Of DeathIn Eastern Europe the fear of being killed by a vampire was quite real, and the people devised ways to protect themselves from attacks. One of the sources of protection was the blood of the supposed vampire, which was baked in bread, painted on the potential victim, or even mixed with brandy and drunk. (According to visum et Repertum, Arnold Paole had once smeared himself with the blood of a vampire -that is, a corpse -or protection.) The rationale behind this is a common one in folklore, expressed in the saying “similia similiis curantur”(similar things are cured by similar things). Even so, it is a bit of a shock to find that our best evidence suggests that it was the human beings who drank the blood of the “vampires,” and not the other way around.Perhaps foremost among the reasons for the urgency with vampires were sought -and found -was sheer terror. To understand its intensity, we need only recall the realities that faced our informants. Around them, people were dying in clusters, by agencies that they did not understand. As they were well aware, death could be extremely contagious: if a neighbor died, they might be next. They were afraid of nothing less than death itself. For, among many cultures, it was death that was thought to be passed around, not viruses and bacteria. Contagion was meaningful and deliberate, and its patterns were based on values and vendettas, not on genetic predisposition or the domestic accommodations of the plague-spreading rat fleas. Death came from the dead, who, through jealousy, anger, or longing, sought to bring the living into their realm. And to prevent this, the living attempted to neutralize or appease the dead until the dead became powerless -not only when their bodies stopped changing and were reduced to inert bones. This whole phenomenon is hard for us to understand because. Although death is an inescapable today as it was then, we no longer personify its cause.In recent history the closest parallel to this situation may be seen in the AIDS epidemic, which has caused a great deal of fear, even panic, among people who -for the time being, at least -know little about the nature of the disease. In California, for instance, there was an attempt to pass a law requiring the quarantine of AIDS victims. Doubtless the fear will die down if we gain control over the disease -but what would it be like to live in a civilization in which all diseases were just as mysterious? Presumably one would learn -to shun the dead as potential bearers of death.
Get this video and more at MySpace.comAlone in darkness I want to get out but the path I am thinking is but the easy way and it's killing my self or open that window to find my way which it's the hardest and the fear that people wouln't like me but i should promise my self i'll keep going on and on and never stop but I am Forever lost and afraid...please keep me away from the sun this is what I beleive no one can save me from darkness that is me.