A picture may say a thousand words, but a memory lasts a life time.
I am unlike any girl you will ever meet. At the start I seem like a girl like all others; once you get to know me you will realize I am far from it.
I am really not all that interesting. I have issues in my life, in my past and will probably have them in the future. Although I hope that I never have to re-live the hell escaped.
I bought a condo the day of my 18th birthday in 2003. I sold it in March of 2006.
I moved to Australia and started school here for a guy. It didn't work out between us but I am staying to finish my degree because it's an incredibly beautiful place.
I procrastinate. I get offended easily. I had a cat back in Canada; her name was Blender.
I do not sleep around. I over think things.
I love to read. I cry. I bought myself a 2007 BMW 323i in Novemeber 2006. I loved driving her; when I moved I gave it to me my mom.
I am an only child. I want to be free. I hide behind a mask.
I am not a barstar whore. My eyes change from blue to green to grey with my mood. I am a flirt. I love music almost as much as I love to read. I know how to drive a stick shift and love it.
I will do almost anything to make someone else happy. I pay very close attention to detail. I am defensive. I can be quite childish at times. Even amongst friends I am all alone deep inside. I enjoy getting my picture taken.
Canada felt like a prison to me, that I just could not seem to escape; thank God that I finally have. I can be spontaneous. My life was full of drama; I am happy to live without it. I am full of ambition.
My mother is my angel, my hope and my inspiration; although we may fight and say things we don't mean I will love her forever and always. She has stood by my side through the darkest time in my life and did not abandon me. I miss her terribly and wish everyday she could be here with me in Australia watching me succeed instead of being back in Canada.
I want to escape reality. I am not the girl next door. I like to be alone. I am not the girl everyone perceives me to be. I live in a dream world, where the perfect love exists and where tears only flow in times of happiness.
I don't need to be with someone to feel complete.
Pussycat Dolls Lyrics
I am what you make me out to be. I am a hypocrit. I drink Tequila. I feel trapped behind the image of what everyone perceives me to be.
I push people away if I have the slightest feeling of them getting hurt by my actions. I do not know my father. I would take a bullet for anyone, even if I didn't know them.
I sing. I feel like I can't breathe at times. I grew up with almost no childhood. I was born in West Berlin, Germany. I am not an open book that is easy to read. I laugh when I'm nervous.
I crave attention. I tease. I speak two languages other than English. I am vulnerable. I like short skirts. I pull all nighters with no drugs used. I can be a b*tch. I like to argue.
I get grumpy when I don't eat. I had braces. I am emotinally fragile. I have my own sense of style. I can be your worst nightmare. I live in organized chaos. I faint. I am obsessed with the length of my hair. I do not follow what is in fashion. I can be a strong person. I break rules.
I never go anywhere without my cell phone. No one knows the "real" me. I follow rules. I am guided by my heart. I like to be around people. I believe in Karma and that what goes around comes around 10-4. I have worked very hard for what I have and anyone who believes me to be spoiled doesn't know the real meaning of the word.
I have been hurt in the past. I don't trust most people I meet or know. I like to be kissed. I do not smile in most pictures. I like my own space. I am playful.
I like being held close. I am a time bomb waiting to explode. I am addicted to expensive purses. I am not a drug addict. I have days where I think I am fat. I like to have my face gently caressed. I like to read Penthouse Letters.
I write poetry. I do not believe in God, per say, but I believe there is a higher power out there watching what we do. I want to fall head over heels in love with someone who will treat me with the respect I deserve. I am usually early for everything. I love art. I am addicted to Nexopia.com. I am not a virgin, but that doesn't mean I'll sleep with you. I like to be alone.
I am a contradiction. I don't always use proper grammar or type clearly. I am addicted to Facebook.com.
I will not date a guy younger than me, if even only by a day. I believe in astrology. I do not believe in lies, although I will tell a white lie to get myself out of trouble. I joke around. I get mad if I don't get my way.
I am a Libra. I want to travel and see the world. I do not sleep well alone. I am no longer the night owl I used to be. I want to appear on the cover of Vogue. I would like to get married one day.
"I want to be the girl you point out to your friends and say: 'Yah, that's her!' " I want to unwind. I get bored of things easily. I have piercings. I have wide hips. I know a thing or two about cars. I believe in living together before marriage. I am kinky.
I fall in love too easily. I over-analyze every situation until I have picked it apart one by one and understand it 100%. I know how to multi-task very well. My right leg is about half an inch or an inch shorter than my left leg. I have my lazy days. I am cautious to let people into my life. I have tattoos.
I had someone in my life that I loved very much; but realized that eventually it had to come to an end, and all because he couldn't appreciate the person that I was, all because he wouldn't do the little things that meant so much to me. He never thought I would leave, thought he had me under his thumb all along; but I broke free and it may have saved my life in the end. I am so glad to be out of Canada.
