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Isabelle

Twisted SICKness

About Me


I deleted a lot of stuff on my profile but here's a few lines so you can get an idea... If it really does interest you..So here comes the part where I get all centered on myself and give an idea to the people that do care to read a profile of who I am exactly in this twisted but oh so pleasant place that is Myspace…
Most of all, I think you should just know that I’m mainly obsessed by :
°Makeup°
°Acting°
°Cats°
I just finished a program centered on acting in college and I plan on going further on that path, because it is *everything* to me.
I do put a variable amount of makeup on my face and I also do like to play with the surface of things. Does that make me superficial? I don’t think so… I like to think of it all as a form of art.
There is so much more on the surface that you can not see…
Manson said it, and he got it right: I'm a fucking work of art. I’m a very unstable person, and I’m also very respectful (as long as you treat me with respect, obviously).When I realized it was possible for me to be whatever the fuck I want, thats the time when I began to have fun with being who I am. I love to laugh and have a good time with friends, it doesn’t take a lot and it’s one of my rare °PURE° pleasures in life. My friends are everything to me, so you’ll understand that betrayal is something I delt with in the past. I guess that’s what’s making it difficult for people to get close to me.
Agoraphobia, panic attacks and depersonalization issues are just a few example of obstacles that came upon my life path and only make my will to reach my goals even bigger.
I like simple things in life (man what a paradox…) and to be able to see a bit a beauty in everything. “In dirt you see beauty”….
Sooo…. I guess that’s the best I can do for now, I doubt you’ll ever be able to know me by simple words on an online profile…. But anyway, welcome on my page! It’s a pleasure to have you ;)
By the way..I'm French (from Canada..), my spelling can suck. English is not my first language, even if I understand it very well...feel free to correct me if you want but... I won't care that much.
I'm always surprised how there are still interesting people out there, it makes me smile.

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My Interests


°Important People:° My sister... we are so different, we tried to kill one an other, she used to torture me.... But I'd still die for her.
Isa....At this point, I can call her my best friend (and I didn't use that term for so long...). No one was there for me like she was in the worse times of my life. She's everything I didn't suspect in her. so hilarious when drunk, she's a sweetheart... lol my guitar guhrda
Pascal... Ah what can I say... probably the person around me that really gets me. We have a strangely big amount of things in common and he is one that brought so much to me. We were probably maried in another life or something. He's really special, I absolutely love it.
Gen, one of the most special. It's so simple with her, I know that however I will say things, she will understand... She's the only one around me able to make me REALIZE stuff. (When's the next time we get drunk???)
Eve, I've known her since I was about 4 years old. We actually grew up together; she's like my sister and absolutely unique. She seems so quiet and calm, but when she explodes... I like to call her Hulk. lol. That's why I picked that picture.
Sarah =) ... the hyper, lol.. still trying to find what we have in common... oh yes! a passion for making movies. That girl has proven to be a true friend, always there and the one able to put a smile on my face no matter what.

°My interests....°
° paranormal, etc
° Cats
° Being able to live at night.
° dreams and goals
° philosophy
° MOVIES
° acting
° makeup, big makeup.
° laughing my ass off...
° Photos
° Alcohol
° Modelling
° People who assume who they truly are
°I Like...°
° Understanding
° taking a walk at night outside when there's no one around
° Random stuff
° have good time with interesting people
° Salad finger! (go see www.fat-pie.com)
° What society would call 'crazy people'
° laughing so hard it hurts
° halloween and christmas BUT only with my friends.
° my 2 wonderful cats ° Real Art
° drawing
° singing
° Sunrises
° Endless conversations with interesting people
° watching movies and discovering new ones
° listent to good music
° the moon
° dancing like I'm totally out of my mind.
° fishing
° when it rains alot and thunder storms
° cimeteries, you find there an environment that you cannot find anywhere else
° candies and chocolate and everything that makes you fucking fat.
° FOOD
° sleepinggg zzZZzz
° finding some money in old cloths
° coffee
° candles
° automn
more to put..

°I Hate...°
° Winter, snow... anything about the weather here between december and april..
° spiders.. or simply insects..eew.
° people, society..
° What we're doing to this earth
° my family
° Immature people
° the taste and smell of fish
° to be wrong... (what!?)
° hospitals
° Jugements
° police.. (I've seen too much of them already)
° to feel all sick and weak
° Pop music (most of it.. sorry)
° be ignored by people I care about
° having all the attention
° taking the bus, or waiting for the bus fucking half an hour when it's freezing outside
° having to be nice
° people talking to me in the morning
° waking up early
° guys (they only think with their fuckin penis)
more to put...

You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.

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I'd like to meet:

Seriously, at this point.... I'd really like to meet original beings, not just trying to find themselves, but really assuming who they are and their differences. (Is it really possible?)
-LiveJournal...-

Ok so we are in serious need of more artists like him... Adam Absinthe, he's worth it. If you sometimes feel like you're wasting your time reading at stupid fake ass profile on myspace, this one might be for you.

Music:

Massive Attack, Metric, A perfect cirle, Marilyn Manson, Muse, She Wants Revenge, NIN, Tool, Hole, Justin Timberlake, The Beatles, Adam Absinthe, Black Eyed Peace, Bran Van 3000, Queen of the Stone Age, Garbage, KITTIE, Dido, the Cranberries, Daft Punk, Blink 182, Placebo, The Distillers, Sarah McLaughlan, Nirvana, Foo Fighters, No Doubt, Radiohead, Korn, David Bowie...

Movies:

I love Tim Burton. He does a great job especially when he works with Johnny Deep.
My actual top 10:
­°Stay
°Closer
°Party Monster
°Stigmata
°Practical Magic
°Last Days
°Ellie Parker
°L'auditon
°The Nightmare Before Christmas
°Saw I
Here are some movies I really liked:
-Stay +++
-Broken Flowers ++
-Ellie Parker ++
-The note book +
-Party Monster +++
-Forest Gump ++
-Narnia
-L'Audition +++
-Fun with Dick and Jane
-Prime
-Where the truth lies +
-Crash ++
-Saw(I,II) +++ and ++
-In her shoes
-Lord of war
-Red eye
-Mr. and Mrs. Smith
-Gus Van Sant's Last Days +++
-Lucky nuber Sleven +
-Ma vie en cinémascope
-Thirteen +
-National Treasure
-Sin City ++
-Wars of the world
-The phantom of the opera
-Finding Neverland +
-Closer +++
-Black Magic
-Underworld +
-Adam Family (I,II) +
-Death become her
-The whole nine (and ten) yard +
-The Shining ++
-Halloweens +
-Freedy +
-Stigmata +++
-Queen of the damned +
-Life as a house +
-white orlander +++
-A lot like love +
-Ice Age (I,II) +++ and ++
-Finding Nemo +
-Moulin Rouge! +++
-The last Samourai +
-The cell
-Pearl Harbor +
-Armageddon
-Wicker Park ++
-Panic Room
-The butterfly effect ++
-Edward scissor-hand +++
-THE CROW +++
-A night at the ruxbury +
-Secret window
-Once upon a time in Mexico
-From Hell
-Sleepy Hollow
-Big Fish ++
-Benny & Joon
-Patch Adams ++
-I-Robot
-Mrs.Doubtfire
-Jumanji
-Interview with a vampire +++
-The others ++
-Romeo + Juliet +
-Shakespeare in love
-Jawbreaker +++
-Practical magic +++
-Die Hard +
-Charlie's Angels
-The sixth sense
-50 first dates +
-Allong came Polly +
-Un diner de con ++
-Gladiator ++
-A series of unfortunate events +++
-Ginger snaps2 +++
-Peter Pan ++
-FernGully ++
-Aladin
-Alice in Wonderland ++
-Robin's hood
-Snow White...
ok Walt Disney's movies, lol
-Gangs of New York
-The Fift Element ++
-Elvis Gratton2! +
-Blue crush ++
-Roger Rabbit ++
-The nightmare before christmas +++
-Matrix ++
-Vanilla sky +
-The sweetest thing ++
These are some actors I enjoy their work a lot:
- Nicole Kidman
- Johnny Deep
- Adrien Brody
- Robin William
- Meryl Streep
- Bruce Willice
- Evan Rachel Wood
- Patricia Arquette
- Gabriel Byrne
- Russell Crowe
- Cameron Diaz
- Evan McGregor
- Roy Dupuis
- Luc Picard
.... I think that's it..

Television:

L.A. Ink.
Mad Mad House
Road Runner
I'm just not a tv person really..

Books:

°English books°
DaVinci Code
Harry Potter (all of them.... You can't just read one without reading the others...it's a sin)
A Street Car Named Desire
All Families are Psychotic (and yea that's true...)
The Long Hard Road Out of Hell

°livres français°
L'étranger
Le Horlas (et autres contes fantastiques)
Les enfants terribles
Paul et Viginie
La Bête Humaine
Comment faire l'amour à un nègre sans se fatiguer
À toi pour toujours, ta Marie-Lou
Les Belles-soeurs
Le Misanthrope
Nous n'irrons plus au bois
La petite tailleuse chinoise
Voyage de noces
Ruy Blas

I enjoy reading people's bio, if I had more money, I'd deffinetly buy more of those, especially DISCO BLOODBATH.

Heroes:

Everyday I try to be be my own hero before anyone else is.
The people I greatly admire: My mom, because of the way she is after all she has been through. My grand father for his humanity, love and generosity.
Trent Reznor and Marilyn Manson for everything they have been able to do for art. The club kidz for what they did for self expression. All the actors mentionned in my movie section because they inspire me in what I want to do best. Isabelle, Maude, Eve and my sister because they are always there and simply the most amazing people alive. All the people that are there and seek the truth. The mad mad house producers because that show has really made a change in my life.

Elvis...(my cat)
HE is the most precious thing to me.

My Blog

the best friends....

When I was about 14, I met this girl named Sarah. We became friends, and eventually found out how many things we were living at the same time. In all honnesty, I can say that was the first time i...
Posted by Isabelle on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 10:18:00 PST

20 stupid things about me.

1- I love:  my true friends and the one that stole my heart.2- I'm insane... actually, I really don't know how many things are wrong in my head,  I don't really care. It's just really annoyi...
Posted by Isabelle on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 10:52:00 PST

One last time, please...

Please... As I lie down there, on the floor, the contact of the cold ceramic against my nude legs won't even make me react. Why did it had to end up like this? Please, make it stop. Once again, ...
Posted by Isabelle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Personality disorder and more...

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:High Antisocial:LowBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDep endent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High-- Personality...
Posted by Isabelle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

so what do you think of me.....

copy fill it out and add to my blog 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname a...
Posted by Isabelle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The panic

I still hear the sound of my own laughter....everything was going so well.... I should have known that it's always in these moments that something happens, only this time, it was going to be the worst...
Posted by Isabelle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST