Wawelle

what are the things to make us satisfied.? i dont know... i felt that since was 16 yrs old. something missing... something i dont know... something i want... until now... im so lonely... heoh... pero hindi halata. i want to be dead... totaly dead... no feelings.. no hurts... no anything... i dont know why... but im not crazy... for sure! theres some instances until now... i want... u know... "sleep" FOREVER...siguro... pagod lang ako... may hinahanap kc ako eh... ang mahirap dun... hindi ko alam ang hinahanap ko... pwede nyo ba akong tulungan??? di ko kayang matulog mag isa... bka kc may multo!!! pero masarap mag isa. loner and homebody ako. pero out going ako. funny. sabi nila... sense of humor ang ok sakin... pero im nonsense. un ang totoo. ahhh... basta ang alam ko. malungkot ako. ano ba ang masaya. pano ba ang masaya. is it the love? is it the company? or life? or being me? kayo? ano kayo? masaya ba kayo? kaya nyo ba akong isama sa saya nyo? please... sana...Im Emmanuel Barner, wawelle is my nick, wer 3 bro's, im the eldest,see in my dreams my fellow friends...thanks to being here in my space.THATS ME