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About Me

My name is Kristian.
There isn't much to me.
i'm a cheerleader.
i'm also smarter than i appear
I love a lot, and hate nothing.
i'm gonna be something one day.
maybe get to know me, before you judge.
"somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond any experience,your eyes have their silence: in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me, or which i cannot touch because they are too nearyour slightest look easily will unclose me though i have closed myself as fingers, you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens (touching skilfully,mysteriously) her first roseor if your wish be to close me,i and my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly, as when the heart of this flower imagines the snow carefully everywhere descending;nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals the power of your intense fragility: whose texture compels me with the color of its countries, rendering death and forever with each breathing(i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens; only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses) nobody,not even the rain, has such small hands" -ee cummings

My Interests

Fall in love or fall in hate.
Get inspired or be depressed. Ace a test or flunk a class. Make babies or make art Speak the truth or lie and cheat. Dance on tables or sit in the corner. Life is divine chaos, learn to embrace it. Forgive yourself. Breathe enjoy the ridedearest kristian,

I'd like to meet:

I've met the greatest, and open to meeting more.

I'm not looking for a boy in Yucca, because I have the most amazing boyfriend. It took a few shots to find what I was really looking for here, and when they say third times the charm, they are right. What's kinda funny, is he was in front of me the wholetime, yet I was too blind to see it. Taylor James Brantner is pretty much nothing short of perfection. He can make me smile at any given moment and he never fails to brighten my day. His laugh makes me smile, and his smile makes me melt. He is so intelligent, and very much so a smart ass, but I absolutley love this boy, more than anyone will know.♥

Movies:

the flicks Band of Brothers [series] jarhead 300 Rent Gladiator Braveheart We Were Soldiers Pearl Harbor TOP GUN Phantom of the Opera The Notebook Titantic

Television:

teevee greys anatomy desperate housewives history channel science channel discovery channel military channel

Heroes:

taylor james brantner
he's my football stud.
i'm his cheerleader
♥
9/23/07 "be my life?"

My Blog

disappointment

I've come to realize, that there is a lot of disappointment in life. whether it be personally induced disappointment, or another persons failure. but its all unavoidable. however i truly believ...
Posted by kristian on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 11:43:00 PST

twenty

Instructions:1-List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.2-Don't mention their names.3-Random order. 1. i hate you. but i love you all the same. you annoy me, you hurt me, a...
Posted by kristian on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:15:00 PST

looking up

things are finally starting to look up for me. more people have walked into my life, that have already had positive effects. fights arent going to happen between me and my bestfriend anymore. my paren...
Posted by kristian on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 04:55:00 PST

sixteen

so im almost sixteen. like in a few days. so i thought i would pretty much share my knowledge ive gained up until this point. 1) dont stick an aluminum pan in the microwave. 2) turn the stove ...
Posted by kristian on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:58:00 PST

if i die

Ive been thinking. This sounds wierd, and Im not suicidal... [haha] But I've had a few dreams that involved my funeral. I have some things I'd like to say, just in case something ever...
Posted by kristian on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:22:00 PST

what i want

i want happiness i want change i want experiences i want to be loved i want to live i want to take a risk i want to be spontanious i want to do something amazing i want to be productive i want to be h...
Posted by kristian on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 05:48:00 PST

starting over

my life has changed a lot in the last 48 hours. not just because of whats happened, but how ive changed my perspective on whats happened. and whats amazing, is even though something so devastating at...
Posted by kristian on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 06:47:00 PST

you DONT know me

most of you think you know me, and have me figured out. well you cannot be more mistaken. sure..im simplistic. but im so simple im confusing. i say whats on my mind.... but i dont say whats in ...
Posted by kristian on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:07:00 PST