Alexandra

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Read at your own risk ... LolI am passionate for the things I love. I am feisty and melodramatic sometimes. I love to give my opinion. I consider myself to be a free spirit , I think I was a gypsy once. I don't do well with people telling me what to do although I have gotten better at it with time. I have learned to accept not everyone is out to get me and sometimes people do have good intentions. I dont trust easily actually I would probably say I don't really trust anyone fully. I don't like to be lied to because I feel as if you are insulting my intelligence. I like people to be honest even if it will hurt. I am stronger than most people think. I am not afraid of anything and I always take chances. I am friendly but sometimes quick to judge. I don't care what people think about me. I always speak my mind, but have learned when to keep it shut as well. I love unconditionally , and with no regrets. I am a little jaded , I believe you don't need people you want them... I am a good hearted person one hundred percent full of good intentions but I can be ruthless if you cross me the wrong way. I can be harsh and unforgiving . I say things without thinking sometimes on impulse of what I am feeling at the time and then realize the consequences. I can push peoples buttons. I dont like people who are fake and I don't pretend. If I don't like you , it will be known and the older I get the easier it has become for me to just blurt what is on my mind out. I feel the need to criticize almost everything which is not exactly right but its a bad habit I have. Starting with myself.. So therefore its ok. I am hispanic to an extent but I have a huge problem with the fact that I can't be American just because my mom was born in Cuba. I don't like macho attitudes. I am strong and I don't need a man to tell me how I should live my life and who I should be. I definitely don't need a man to live or be successful. I am not a GOLD DIGGER NOR DO I LIKE THEM Actually I despise them , I think they degrade women and because of them men think its ok to look at us as a piece of meat. I won't compromise who I am or what I feel for anyone. I will always tell it like it is no matter what the outcome is. I believe people should be fair. I don't want anything from anyone and I don't use people. I am sensitive but have built a rough exterior. I can be naive at times and people have taken advantage of that but in the end it's all good because life is a full circle it always comes to a close and you get back what you give .I love deeply without hesitation and I live like there is no tommorrow. I will never hurt you unless you cross me. If I love you and you hurt me I will forgive you but I can't seem to master the forgetting part. I believe in second chances and thirds and fourths but then it comes to a point where I am like WOW OK I'm done .. When I get there :( I'm sorry it's done.DO NOT FUCK WITH ME!!I am a scorpio I sting hard and dig my claws in to the depths of your soul . But you will be enticed. I am dark and melancholic at times . I don't believe everything is nice and pretty all the time. Life is not a disneyland ride and anyone who thinks it is has problems. I don't play games My life has been a journey a roller coaster of emotions that have made me an incredibly wise person. I have been in love and I have been out of Love. I have been hurt I have been Jaded . I have had my breath taken away by a kiss that has taken my soul captive and I have let go believing that in life if you let something go and it comes back its yours . I have moved on I have gone back In the end I have felt every emotion that is humanly possible. I have been let down time and time again and continue to pick myself back up. I believe that there are good people in this world you just have to know when to trust. I don't learn from my mistakes. I have nothing to hide. I am afraid of nothing. I don't care about other peoples personal opinions on my lifes decisions. I think I am partially insane which is ok by me ,because if normal is the majority of the people in the world then I definitely don't want to be normal. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt. I can be harsh at times , but sensitive as well. Sometimes not in the right situations. I have hope for life and I believe that God has a plan for me. The older I get the stronger I feel I can do anything. I have hopes that every person I meet will help me learn something I did not know about myself. I pray it will help me grow and become a better person. I want to love unconditionally , I want to dream without hesitation. Life is what you make of it.